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Part 1 of happy little pill 'verse
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Published:
2018-11-19
Completed:
2018-12-28
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happy little pill [take as needed]

Summary:

This wasn't supposed to be Lance's experience at the Galaxy Garrison.

Lance fought to get into this school to prove that a sub could do anything a Dom could, not to be taken advantage of for his instinctual need as a sub to obey. Not to become the plaything of any Dom who decided they wanted him. Not to be raped. Not to be suicidal.

This wasn't supposed to be Keith's experience at the Galaxy Garrison, either.

Keith was supposed to keep his temper in check, get good grades, and finally make something of himself. Keith was supposed to win back the trust of his adoptive fathers after far too many wrong turns. Keith was not supposed to fall in love with a damaged sub.

Sometimes the path you never intended to walk is the right one, after all.

(Or: Keith and Lance, in small doses. Take as needed.)

Notes:

hey everyone!

I know the Dom/sub AU's that used to be so popular have been pretty much overrun by ABO AU's, but I'm still so into Dom/sub AU's ngl. for anyone who doesn't know, Dom/sub is essentially the same thing as ABO but without heats and ruts.

you've probably already read the tags if you're reading the notes, but I want to stress again - this story deals HEAVILY with rape and recovery from it. there will be eventual consensual Klance smut. when the smut arrives, it will start out light for obvious reasons, but it will eventually be hot and kinky as hell. just wait for it. patience yields focus, klancers.

I know the chapters are short. it's intentional. it's an aesthetic thing. because, you know, the name of the story is "happy little pill [take as needed]"...so it's like I'm prescribing the story to you in little doses...i'm trying to pretend i'm deep and artistic, just roll with it.

i would say enjoy, but uh. there is explicit rape below and it's pretty damn sad. so instead of enjoy, let's say...please let me know your thoughts!

Chapter 1: when i grow up i want to be nothing at all

Chapter Text

This was okay. This was fine. Lance was used to this.

"Please, please, I - I safeworded, okay? Please stop. God, please stop."

The Dom bouncing above him paid no mind, continuing to pleasure herself on his half-soft cock. Lance choked on a sob, his stomach rolling in disgust. He pulled at his restraints desperately, only managing to tie the knots tighter around his own wrists.

"Please," he begged, unable to stop the tears running freely down his face and the panic clawing its way up his throat. The vibrator in his ass and the wet pussy on his cock were becoming painful with the overstimulation of having already cum. "Please, please stop. I don't want to. I don't want to, it hurts. Red light. Stop."

The Dom - what was her name again? Lance felt bad for forgetting, but he was only allowed to call her Ma'am, anyways - brought the back of her hand down hard across his face.

"Shut the fuck up," she snarled. "Take it like a good little sub. I'm the fucking Dom here, you slut."

Lance turned his face into the pillows, openly sobbing, trying to block out the girl's sharp cries of pleasure as she came for the second time. He felt his mind slipping into some weird, unhealthy version of subspace against his will. Or maybe he was just disassociating. He really didn't know anymore.

Time passed strangely either way. One moment, he was blocking out the Dom's voice, trying to fight off a panic attack and failing. The next moment, the restraints were gone, the sun was setting outside his window, and Lance was alone with dried cum smeared over his body.

Lance didn't sleep that night. He stayed awake and cried, scrubbing every surface the Dom could have possibly touched. He didn't want her DNA on him, in him, anywhere near him.

This wasn't the first time, but every time was just as horrible.

This was okay. This was fine. Lance was used to this.