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1. I No Longer Feel Things (I Know I Should) by Major_816

   Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   29 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • Jeremy Knox/Jean Moreau
   • Neil Josten & Jean Moreau
   • Neil Josten & Original Character(s)
   • Neil Josten & The Foxes
   • Kevin Day & Andrew Minyard
   • Andrew Minyard & Jean Moreau
   • Andrew Minyard & Original Character(s)
   • Neil Josten
   • Andrew Minyard
   • Jean Moreau
   • Kevin Day
   • Original Characters
   • Aaron Minyard
   • Matt Boyd
   • Nicky Hemmick
   • Danielle "Dan" Wilds
   • Renee Walker (All For The Game)
   • Allison Reynolds (All For The Game)
   • David Wymack
   • Abby Winfield
   • Betsy Dobson
   • Ichirou Moriyama
   • The Foxes | Palmetto State Foxes Member(s) (All For The Game)
   • The Ravens | Edgar Allan Ravens Member(s) (All For The Game)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt Neil Josten
   • Slow Burn
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Graphic Description
   • Abuse
   • Past Abuse
   • Recovery
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Slow recovery
   • Non-Linear Healing
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • the brain soup is not good
   • but it's getting better
   • Neil Josten as Nathaniel Wesninski
   • Neil Josten Loves Andrew Minyard
   • Neil Josten is a Little Shit
   • Neil Josten is Not Fine
   • Neil Josten is a Mess
   • Neil Josten Needs a Hug
   • Protective Neil Josten
   • Protective Andrew Minyard
   • Protective Jean Moreau
   • Soft Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • considering the first fic this is happy
   • however
   • she's still extremely dark and heavy
   • heed the tags
   • Neil's a little fox
   • Jean's crusty bread
   • Maeve's a flea
   • Andrew's lover boy

   Summary

   Neil's back in Palmetto with the Foxes' triumph over the Raven's, time to see how much damage has been done.

   ~

   “Yes.”

   He didn’t remember the car ride back. Were they back? He was in a car. Yes.

   He remembered bits. Things scattered, Remembered-

   Eighty percent.

   A bullet.

   Blood splatter and Riko’s expression. Watched until eyes fogged over with death. Did he watch that long? Must have. His mother used to say-

   He blinked.

   ~

   The long-awaited Scared to Live sequel

   Series

   • Part 2 of Paralyzed

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