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1. certain dark things (are to be loved in secret) by precioushearts

   Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 May 2025

   Tags

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   • Mikasa Ackerman/Eren Yeager
   • Eren Yeager
   • Mikasa Ackerman
   • Armin Arlert
   • Floch Forster
   • Sasha Blouse
   • Niccolo (Shingeki no Kyojin)
   • Jean Kirstein
   • Connie Springer
   • Hitch Dreyse
   • Levi Ackerman
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • During the Four Year Time Skip (Shingeki no Kyojin)
   • starts a month before Ch. 123
   • Pre-Marley Arc (Shingeki no Kyojin)
   • Background Relationships
   • Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan Manga Spoilers
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Angst
   • depictions of a suicide attempt (kind of)
   • eren’s mental agony
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Codependency
   • Sexual Tension
   • Sharing a Bed
   • they’re in love your honor
   • yes he’s plotting the rumbling but he also just wants to hold Mikasa’s hand
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • I should have added that last tag sooner my bad

   Summary

   But when she comes to me, salt catches on his lip and dries sharp on his tongue, a stabbing throb beneath his ribs as he envisions his end, the one he wants but could never have in any way that mattered, so real he can taste the runoff of the mountains and the phantom press of lips he’s never touched. So undeserved, this moment he dreams of, yet his heart longs for it the way his lungs long for air; unrestrained, and selfish. The twisted, unforgivable urge to turn such a grotesque moment into something resembling beauty. Peace, he vies for, in the midst of destruction. A breath of heaven before the flames pull him under for good.

   I want to see her. He wants to marry her.

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