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Everything You Feel Is Good, If You Would Only Let You

Summary:

Marcy has a flare up and Sasha comforts them

Notes:

Slight trigger warning for suicidal thoughts but its not too in-depth nor is it that bad (imo)

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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‘Frog not this again’ Marcy thinks after they wake up in agonizing pain. They get up slowly to not wake their lovers from their sleep and walk quietly to the kitchen where they open up a medicine cabinet filled with bottle upon bottle of medicines with their name on them.

‘Would this kill me if I take another one? Ah who cares if i die at least Sasha and Anne wouldn't have to take care of me any more’ as they were about to put the pill in their mouth Sasha walks in, surprising Marcy.

“Marce what are you doing up so late?” He asks sleepily while rubbing his eyes “Oh i was just about to take some meds again, my legs haven't been feeling the best today” they let out a soft chuckle. “Oh ok, but wait, didn't you already take one?” the blond asks with concern in his voice
“Yeah but i'm sure nothing will happen besides if something did happen at least i wouldn't bother you and Anne anymore right?” their eyes start to water.

“Oh love, you don't bother us and you never did.'' She starts to get closer to Marcy and brings them into a tight hug.

By this point Marcy had already dropped the pill and started to sob into Sasha's neck. “Im so sorry sash i didn't mean to worry you, i just didn't want to bother you guys anymore”

Sasha starts to thread his fingers into Marcy's hair in attempt to calm them down “Its ok love i don't blame you but you know better” “I know i know, it's just, it hurts so much but theres nothing we can do anymore and im just so tired of this” the pain in their voice breaks Sashas heart and he starts to tear up as well.

He grabs their face and wipes their tears. “With time it will get better trust me” Marcy backs away from Sasha in frustration. “No it wont! It’s been years since it happened and I still feel like shit!” they yelled

Sasha reached for Marcys hands and interlaced them with his own “i know it seems that way but healing takes time, a lot of time, especially if its physical healing. Marcy sighed “I just, I just wish it could happen faster so i could stop constantly suffering”.

“Yeah i wish we could do that. Seeing you suffer hurts knowing I can't do anything about it.” Marcy smiles a little at that “Don't worry sash, you being here with me makes me forget my pain”.

Sasha smiles back “I'm glad”. He lets go of his lovers hand “Now let's get in bed because you need rest” “And we will be talking to Anne about this later in the morning okay?” Marcy groaned at that “Fine”.

They both walk back to bed and are greeted by a sleepy Anne. “Are you guys okay, what happened?” “We’ll talk about it in the morning.” he says while helping Marcy onto the bed. “Oh, alright. Goodnight Sash and Mars.” She kisses Marcy on the forehead. “Goodnight Anne” they both say. Sasha cuddles Marcy from behind and kisses their neck “I love you so much Marcy” “I love you too Sashy. Goodnight”.

Marcy goes to sleep that night peacefully and full of love.

Notes:

This is the first fanfic i have ever posted online so i hope you enjoyed it. If you have any pls give me some constructive criticism.