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I Just Want You to Know Who I Am

Summary:

By the time Steve Rogers was selected for Project Rebirth, Erskine thought he had eliminated the side effect that turned Johann Schmidt into Red Skull. He was wrong.
This story explores the question: What would change if the serum caused Steve to look like Red Skull?

Notes:

This was written for the Marvel Trumps Hate event for Bulkyphrase. Bulkyphrase, thanks so much for the prompt, and for your patience and encouragement while I was writing this! And thank you to AmericanWinters for cheer-reading!

Content warnings: This story includes a lot of dehumanizing language/attitudes. The prologue is meant to be from the perspective of the audience who saw Steve's transformation, and thus, again, uses dehumanizing language to describe Steve's transformation.

Chapter 1: Prologue

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

-- "Iris", The Goo Goo Dolls

 

There are no cheers when the vita-ray chamber opens. There are no handshakes, no backslaps, no smiles or relieved laughter.

There are only a few gasps amid the echoing, horrified silence.

What lies in the chamber is no longer recognizable as Steve Rogers—it is no longer even recognizable as human. The cheeks and eyes are sunken, the nose and ears devoid of cartilage, the skin—if it is skin—blood red, stretched over muscles that no longer have any covering of flesh to soften their shapes.

“Is he…” someone whispers, but before the word dead can be uttered, the creature that was Rogers heaves a sudden, gasping breath, lashless eyelids twitching.

It is Erskine who finally steps forward, Erskine who lays a hand on the red, melted skin, Erskine who fully breaks the silence.

“Steve, my boy, can you hear me?”

Notes:

The title of this fic is from the song "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls.