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Stendhal by Sleepy_Ash03
Fandoms: Game of Thrones (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
10 Dec 2025
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Theon Greyjoy can't remember the last time he took a moment to breathe and have it not taste of sweat and smoke and vodka.
The life of a party animal didn't leave room to breathe clean air. He was always on the move, from party to party, whore to whore, drug to drug. God, he loved it. How it filled him up so much that he thought he might burst. How he never had to think. He was always too sloshed or too blazed. Coherent thoughts never reached his ever-busy mind.
And God, how he hated it. How weak he was for anything that could get him buzzed. How desperate he was to not think, when every one around him did it so easily.
Fortunately for him, he didn't have to think on how much he loved it or hated it or anything. There was another party to get to. Always, always. Even when Robb and Jon took him aside and poked and pried his fragile shell for anything other than his stupid ego and his big mouth. There was always another party and that meant he could smile every single fucking day, knowing he wouldn't ever have to think.
He could always smile.