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1. there i found me in a long, long wood by This_world_of_beautiful_monsters

   Fandoms: Companion (2025)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, Other
   • Complete Work

   23 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Past Josh Beeman/Iris (Companion)
   • Iris (Companion)
   • Masturbation
   • Introspection
   • POV Female Character
   • Trauma
   • Healing
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Rape Recovery
   • Masturbation in Shower
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • fucking yourself with your robohand as an act of feminist rebellion
   • Gender Issues
   • Identity Issues
   • Title from an Ethel Cain Song
   • Song: Onanist (Ethel Cain)
   • Self-Discovery

   Summary

   It feels new, this hand, this oldest part of her. Before they wrapped her in plastic, before they gave her hair or eyeballs or teeth, before she was stuffed full of their programming like a fucking turkey, she was steel.
   —
   Or, Iris has a moment of self-reflection in the shower.

   Language:

   English

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