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1. "Would I live forever? Or blend right into EARTH?" by Scklif

   Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   18 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • No Romantic Relationship(s)
   • but I guess things could be read as romance if wanted?
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar & Secret Keeper (Secret Life SMP)
   • Pearl | PearlescentMoon & The Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • Charles | Grian & The Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • I've tried to do this 3 times can we just assume everyone communicates with everyone please
   • Everyone & Everyone
   • Hermitcraft Ensemble & Hermitcraft Ensemble
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Charles | Grian
   • The Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • John Booko | BdoubleO100
   • Secret Keeper (Secret Life SMP)
   • Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar-centric
   • Not RPF
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • 5+1 Things
   • Minecraft Mechanics
   • Elf Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • The Watchers are Morally Grey (Evolution SMP)
   • Ex-Watcher Charles | Grian
   • Ex-Watcher Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Listener John Booko | BdoubleO100
   • Tags Are Hard
   • Eldritch Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • Traumatized Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Moth Hybrid Pearl | PearlescentMoon
   • Winged Charles | Grian
   • Charles | Grian and Jimmy | Solidarity and Pearl | PearlescentMoon are Siblings
   • Protective Charles | Grian
   • John Booko | BdoubleO100 and Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar are Siblings
   • why are so many of bdubs' tags centered around etho wahat
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • and doing my homework
   • Songfic
   • Kind Of
   • Song: Hey Doctor Doctor (Milk in the Microwave)
   • POV Multiple
   • The Watchers are Good (Evolution SMP)
   • Vex Hybrid Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Disabled Ryan | GoodTimesWithScar
   • Jimmy isn't EVER mentioned but it's important to me
   • Glare Hybrid John Booko | BdoubleO100
   • can we stop adding their real names I was so confused at first
   • They/Them Pronouns for Watchers (Evolution SMP)
   • Except for Grian & Pearl because they're EX-Watchers heh
   • They work like toddlers while playing with dolls. They just so happen to have a common favourite.
   • Listeners are the Watchers' elder siblings who don't want anything to do with them
   • They're all one big dysfunctional family that don't get boundaries
   • Scar just so happens to be the favourite btw and the other's don't really like that
   • except it's 3 instead of 5
   • Stalking
   • ? - Freeform
   • a little bit
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived

   Summary

   < Third Person, Scar GoodTimes POV >

   "You get it though, right, Pearl?" Scar was looking at the sky as he spoke. He tried to force his tone to at least slightly resemble something light-hearted. Not whatever strained tone his throat seemed to so desperately crave. He tried not to focus on the fact that he felt Pearl's eyes digging into the back of his head. After a moment, Scar turned to face the other. Her expression was grim, and he practically felt a chill go over him as her eyes focused on an area on his shoulder. Scar couldn't help the way his expression dropped at the sight of, what he could only assume to be, pity on Pearl's face.

   "...No." One word, and a simple pause. Pearl looked away briefly. She wasn't looking at him, but... he still felt like... "Scar... I-... I don't."

   Gosh, Pearl was at a loss for words...? Maybe he really was going crazy.

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   READ THE FIRST NOTE BEFORE READING THE FIC, IT OFFERS A LOT OF EXPLANATIONS.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Scar-centric Fics

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