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The scent of antiseptic was one that no matter how many times Alfred intricately washed his scrubs, would ever leave Bruce Wayne. Gotham had many of its own signature smells, from diesel to trash sitting out on the road too long, from the acidity of venom to the pungent herbal smell of whatever was the cheapest to smoke a cheap high off of. Yet despite all, the hospital's environment found its own way to cling to Bruce Wayne like a second skin. It was a safety net, kept him grounded and reminded him why he couldn't stop, it reminded him who he was doing this all for. Even after he showered and swapped his scrubs out for the finest cotton suits, there was always lingering disinfectant weaved into his very being. The nurses teased him for it. The children never noticed. Alfred constantly tried to get him to take a break. The board members turned their noses up. And Bruce… well Bruce didn't notice anymore. Dr Wayne was the only man he wanted to be.
Now in his mid thirties, Bruce Wayne had lived a life he was sure would have made his parents proud. His life wasn't measured in dates and drunken adventures like the tabloid had once imagined from him. Instead he had made a meaning for himself carved out of hospital rotations and gruelling night shifts. He’d entered medical school slightly later than most of his peers. After what felt like a lifetime of grief from his childhood years, he had pulled himself out of the dark space he had made a home with the help of Alfred, travelled around the world and escaped the suffocating pressure of the paparazzi and journalists that came with being the only surviving Wayne heir, and found himself a passion. He had finally lived up to the image his parents had once dreamed for him. While in the past he may have drunk himself into oblivion or found the nearest model to help him forget the pains in his life, he turned himself around and took to pouring over textbooks, memorising charts and dissecting cadavers. To the people of Gotham he was Brucie Wayne, an optimistic philanthropist, with seemingly endless pockets that whenever they could fund new shelters, foster homes, schools, whatever the people said they needed. But among the staff at Gotham General he was just Dr Wayne, the man who could coax a smile from a feverish six year old alone and scared, or who could coax a vulnerable teen back into an office and talk them down until they were ready to accept the help offered again, yet couldn't remember the last time he'd gotten more than 5 hours of sleep, or taken a full break on time.
The Wayne name carried its weight around Gotham, being the richest man in America and one of the founding families from Gotham had its perks. But instead of using his privilege as a novelty, instead of using it to do whatever he so pleased without consequence, he let it buy him access to the places that needed him the most. Broken neighbourhoods, desperate schools, clinics clinging on to any last scraps of funding they could find. His donations were never just passive, he cared too much to simply donate and leave. Gotham city held a very special place in Bruce's heart, his home that had both taken what was dearest to him and given him a purpose in life he didn't believe anywhere else in the world could. So he showed up, every day. Spent his so called free time in the lecture halls of Gotham university, or in the shelters dotted across neighbourhoods, or serving food at food banks. He surrounded himself with the places higher society only mentioned in hushed tones. He didn't care what any of their opinions were of him, all he cared about was giving back to his home and helping those who after the biggest loss of their life couldn't go home to a warm manor with a personal butler and travel the world before they got their life back together,
It had started as a small thing. When he enlisted in university, any free time he had on his medical course he spent in the community outreach programs supplying health care to the local areas. The type of program that attracted bright eyed students into neighbourhoods they vowed not to come back to, handing out fliers that no one ever read for whatever free vaccine or check up was being offered next. But while everyone else went home once their shift was done Bruce stayed, long past his dedicated time. He listened to the local people, when the street girls confided injuries to him or concerns he would be the one to stand with them long enough to convince them to go to a planned parenthood for free testing, or when kids would come to him with empty stomachs after a long day of scouring alleys for food and Bruce could refer them to a free backroad alley to get them supplements for essential nutrients. When mothers too tired to lift their heads whispered about choosing between rent and antibiotics, he was the one who stayed with them until the clinic lights shut off. Somewhere in that opportunity, his path became clear. He spent long enough with the alley kids and their families, he knew paediatrics would soon stop being a rotation and would be his vocation.
“Dr Wayne,” a nurse's voice broke through the trail of thoughts he had gotten himself down, sat in the break room yet still scrolling through his patients files just in case he missed anything. A physical file in one hand, a coffee in the other and a distant gaze lost on the screen as the words all pooled into one blob. The nurse smiled ot him knowingly, it wasn't a secret around here just how dedicated he was to the kids here, “Your thinking too hard again”
He almost smiled back, almost, the ends of his lips only turning up minutely
“Just going through things” Bruce said, glancing back down at the file he was supposed to be going over before he got distracted. “Samantha Lopez. Is she post op yet?”
“Yeah,” the nurse said, crossing the room to hand over a newer set of charts, edges still crisp from the printer. “Woke up maybe half an hour ago. Low-grade fever. Surgeons already cleared her, but-” She lowered her voice, “She’s restless. Her mother’s silently terrified. And Sam’s asking for you.”
The words made Bruce pause. Children asked for him by name more often now. It wasn’t something he’d ever gotten used to, the strange gravity of being the one person in a room a frightened child trusted. He flipped the chart open, scanning vitals, already cataloging possibilities: surgical infection, reaction to anesthesia, fever from sheer stress. His mind worked down the list automatically, efficient, relentless. But behind the clinical numbers floating around, his priority was the little girl in his care. Not just a number or a patient to get to, but Sam, a small, dark haired, stubborn little girl who had already survived so much. The type of little girl who sat rigid next to IV lines as they were placed and didn’t look away, insisting she wasn’t scared, only to be clinging to her mothers hand the moment she thought no one was looking. Bruce remembered every little detail about her, he always did for all of his patients. Down to what plaster colour they preferred after drawing blood, or which colouring page they had gifted to him.
It was obvious why so many parents and children trusted Dr Wayne to be their biggest supporter. There was a steadiness about him and the calm cadence of his voice made people in the worst situations believe that maybe everything would be okay. He wasn’t always the warmest and he didn't always tell people what they wanted to hear but no one ever doubted that he would show up every single time. He would advocate for the most vulnerable and never stop fighting for his kids. In a city like Gotham knowing you had someone fighting in your corner was worth everything.
Other doctors had bright, easy smiles or overflowing bedside charm, Bruce’s comfort came in subtler ways. He crouched down so he was never towering over a frightened child. He listened with an unfaltering patience until a parent ran out of words and silence stretched. His reassurances weren’t flowery but they were real. The staff noticed it too. Some of the younger residents muttered that he was too severe, too closed-off. Yet, when cases grew complicated or tempers frayed, they found themselves seeking him out anyway, because Bruce Wayne was the one who never wavered. He showed up when he said he would. He stayed when others went home. He fought for his patients even when paperwork snarled or insurance companies balked. And for the families who walked through Gotham Children’s doors with nothing but fear in their hands, that kind of advocacy was worth more than sweetness. It was survival.
His knock was soft, a light graze against the wood of the door so as to not disturb the young girl still coming too after a large surgery, yet letting those inside know he was on his way. Sam was only 8, though she looked close to 6. Her skin pale and washed out under the fluorescent lights and while her eyes were distant she was alert enough to clutch a stuffed old rabbit to her chest. Her mother sat by her side, exhaustion written into her posture and clutching her little girl's side from the old plastic visitors chair. Bruce offered them the softest of smiles as he stepped over to the bed. When he got over to her side, he crouched himself down and spoke,
“Evening, Sam,” he said, ““I heard you’ve been keeping the nurses busy tonight.”
Her nose wrinkled. “I didn’t mean to.”
“I know you didn’t.” He shook his head, “You’ve done everything right. Surgery’s all done now and your bodies are still waking up, it's just working a little harder than usual. That’s why you feel warm.”
She glanced up to her mother, then back at her doctor. “Does that mean it’s bad? Am I sick again? I thought they were taking out the sick?”
“No,” Bruce said simply. “It means you’re healing. And healing isn’t always easy, but you’re not in danger. I wouldn’t be standing here if I thought you were.”
Samantha hugged her little rabbit closer and despite her uncertainty Bruce held out his stethoscope, letting it dangle as an invitation. “Want to help me do the checkup? You can be my assistant.”
Her eyes flickered with a trace of curiosity. “Really?”
“Really,” he said. He let her place the chest piece against her own ribs, guiding her smaller hand with his larger one. “That sound you hear? That’s your heart. Strong and steady. Exactly what I want to hear at this stage.”
He let her hold onto his stethoscope as he guided her through listening to her own lungs and let her take her own temperature. By the time he was done the panic in her mother’s eyes had softened into weary relief. Moments like this, Bruce thought, was worth more than even his wealth could ever buy. Not the boardrooms, not the checks he signed for sprawling initiatives across Gotham. It was this: one child breathing a little easier, one parent carrying a little less fear. It was letting young Sam know that for now the fighting was over, she could take a rest and sleep a little easier. It was letting her mother know her baby was safe for now, that she was still alive and each day getting a little bit stronger.
It didn't take him long to finish up his checks and make sure Sam was all settled again. He had found her a warmer blanket and made sure she was comfortable before picking up a coffee and better chair for her mother. Finally, after his work there was done he quietly left the room and the soft light of purpose refilled his chest. After the death of his parents all those years ago he had been left with a significant hole in his chest, the loss had carved out a hollow cavern in his chest and he had spent so long attempting to fill that gap, and for him, he lived as though every one of his patients were a chance to keep a family whole where his had shattered.
Sam was his last patient on the clock that night, yet instead of going straight home to rest, Bruce found himself driving towards the Narrows. He told himself he would only be checking in at the main clinic, that was all, he wouldn't spend too long seeing as Alfred was already constantly on his back about getting more sleep and he was spending the whole of tomorrow circulating clinics and shelters. Still, he had to check in, just in case. He drove around the closest secure garage and left his car there opting to walk the last 10 blocks instead. His hands were tucked into his coat pockets as the autumn air around him slowly started to cool again. The Narrows had its own distinct look, it wasn't like the rest of Gotham, here roads were scarred with potholes no one had bothered to take the time to fill and street lights which flickered after years of lack of maintenance.
On the pavement, tucked in the doorway of the old church converted into a free healthcare clinic, a group of students greeted him as he walked in. They greeted him not as a Wayne, not even as a doctor. Here he was just Bruce, and he was here to help people. Inside the clinic smelt like mildew, antiseptic and instant coffee. Folding tables held boxes of donated clothes and blankets, in the corner a volunteer was teaching young children how to properly wash their hands, and by a round table in a side room another volunteer was handing out clean needles and informing local addicts on the best harm reduction strategies while offering rehab information. But Bruce gravitated towards a small boy sat on the floor by the back wall. His trainer was torn open at the toe and the soles were worn down. He didn't look up when Bruce knelt down beside him,
“Hey buddy, what's your name?”
The boy hesitated. “Roo.”
“Roo,” Bruce repeated, “That your name?”
The boy gave a little shrug beneath his oversized hoodie. “It’s what most people call me.”
“Its a good name,” Bruce said, “Mind if I sit with you for a bit?”
For a moment neither of them spoke, instead they just held a soft patience. Roo kept his hands in the front pocket of his hoodie with his shoulders hunched over, and his shoes, if they could be called that, were torn through at the toes and their soles were peeling away.
Bruce reached into his coat and pulled out a nutrient bar. He didn’t offer it directly, just placed it on the ground between them, knowing that was often the easiest way to offer things up to kids, “You eaten today?”
The boy’s eyes flicked to the wrapper, then back to Bruce. “Maybe.”
Bruce let the silence stretch. “You can have it. There’s more in the box up front if you want another.”
After a pause, bravely Roo reached out and took it. He unwrapped it carefully and gently took a small bite.
“You here on your own?” Bruce asked.
Roo hesitated. “My brother said I should stay here for a bit, he's gonna come pick me up.”
“You know where he is?”
Another shrug. “Said he had work. Said I should wait here cause it got too cold to stay out.”
Bruce nodded, accepting the half-truth without pushing it. He’d heard it dozens of times in a hundred variations. The older sibling doing what they could, scraping by on whatever Gotham would give them as long it would mean their family or younger siblings would make it through the next winter.
“Your brother is smart to tell you that,” Bruce said. “This place is warm and safe.”
Roo took a bite, chewed, and finally glanced up at him. “You a doctor or something?”
“I am,” Bruce said.
“You don’t look like one.”
“That’s probably why people still talk to me,” Bruce said, the corner of his mouth lifting just slightly.
That earned a quiet laugh, short but it held a lightness most kids who lived around here couldn’t afford, so Bruce took that as a small victory. He stood quietly after a moment and stretched the stiffness out of his legs. “Wait there a second.”
He crossed the room to one of the donation crates and rummaged until he found a pair of trainers, not necessarily new but they were intact, and their laces were still together plus they had soles thick enough to last a winter. He knelt back down and set them in front of Roo.
“Try those. See if they fit.”
The boy blinked. “You’re just giving me shoes?”
“Seems like you could use them,” Bruce said simply.
Roo hesitated, then pulled them on. They were a little big, but the difference between them and his old pair was immediate. His shoulders straightened slightly, as if he wasn’t cramping himself into discomfort simply because he had no other option.
“They’re good,” Roo said after a moment, almost shyly. “They fit.”
Bruce nodded. “You can wait inside till your brother comes. There’s a cot in the back if you get tired and if you need anything you ask one of the nurses okay.”
Roo frowned. “You’re not staying?”
“I’ll be around for a bit,” Bruce said. “Got a few people to check on.”
The boy studied him, that sharp, street-bred suspicion softening just a little. “You come here a lot?”
“Whenever I can,” Bruce answered. “There’s always someone who could do with a little help.”
Roo looked down at his new shoes staring at his new red laces. “You don’t have to help me.”
“I have no reason not to help you,” Bruce said. “You deserve care just as much as anyone else, kid.”
For a moment neither spoke. The hum of the old lights filled the silence, and somewhere across the room, a kettle clicked off. Bruce stood, resting a hand briefly on Roo’s shoulder,
“Your brother’ll find you,” he said. “In the meantime, stay warm.”
Roo nodded, already curling up against the wall, the nutrient bar wrapper balled up beside him. Bruce stayed there for a second longer, watching the boy settle back down again into the quiet before he turned towards the rest of the clinic. There were still other people to see, still people waiting for him in the shadows of this city who could do with his help. But something about this, a kid with new shoes and a full stomach, safe for at least one night, made the weight in his chest easier.
By the time he left that night the city had grown darker and neon lights reflected in rain slick streets. He walked slowly back toward the garage with his coat wrapped tight around him and the weight of the day settling deep into his bones. People thought of Gotham as a city of crime, but. Bruce had learned long ago it was also a city of resilience. Gotham was made up of the parents holding their children close and communities patching themselves together when no one else would. He loved it for its flaws, and he would not abandon it. He couldn’t. Not after everything he had gone through in its streets and with its people.
As he drove home,he thought of Sam and Rico, their parents and family, of countless children whose names he carried with him everyday. He thought too of the boy he once was, standing helpless in the echo of gunshots. The boy who had sworn to do something, to help everyone he could and he had kept that promise.
Bruce Wayne was a doctor. And in Gotham, that was its own kind of heroism.