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1. You Were Real by esnuqi

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 May 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Irina Rozanov
   • Accidents
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Everyone is miserable
   • but ilya is more
   • i felt evil so i had to do something
   • also in this timeline they haven’t admitted their feelings to eachother
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Sorry Not Sorry

   Summary

   He remembers lying on Hollander’s chest sometimes, before he had to leave their arrangements. He remembers feeling his heart beating steadily under his cheek, making him feel sated. And he would pretend. pretend that they were more.

   Now, as he lies on his chest and doesn’t hear that steady thumping, he thinks it’s the worst moment of this whole incident.

   Because it’s Real.

   Shane Hollander being dead is Real.

   Or, Shane dies after his accident instead of recovering, and Ilya grieves

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