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1. god loves you {but not enough to save you} by beanbunnybaby

   Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Rose Landry
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Priest Shane Hollander
   • Vampire Ilya Rozanov
   • Blood Drinking
   • Pain Kink
   • Blasphemy Kink
   • Author Is Not Catholic
   • Not Beta Read
   • Religious Guilt
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Shane is Catholic but in a "I'm Bad And Need To Be Punished" way- not a homophobic asshole way
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Dom/sub
   • Human/Vampire Relationship
   • Under-negotiated Kink
   • Implied/Referenced Religious OCD
   • Shane Hollander Has Panic Attacks
   • POV Alternating
   • Consent King Ilya Rozanov
   • Blood Kink
   • Soulmates
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Dirty Talk
   • Dom Ilya Rozanov
   • Sub Shane Hollander
   • Possessive Ilya Rozanov
   • Aftercare
   • Hand Jobs
   • Blow Jobs
   • Dry Humping
   • Soul Bond
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Pining
   • Panic Attacks
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Alternate Universe - Vampire
   • Also fuck AI
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • religious deconstruction

   Summary

   In a small town cathedral, Father Shane Hollander has finally found peace. After years spent battling with his decision to give up a career in professional hockey, he has come to accept this path of abstinence as his only chance at salvation. A knock on the chapel door brings a ghost from his past and Father Shane's righteousness will be tested.

   Ilya Rozanov is the captain of the NHL’s Boston Bears. As far as everyone's aware, he’s on an indefinite leave for “mental health reasons." The true cause for his absence is much darker. Grappling with his new reality, Rozanov can only think of one person to turn to.

   OR; shane hollander is ashamed of being a pain slut and thinks its going to damn him to hell. ilya gets turned into a vampire. shane likes it.

   Series

   • Part 1 of when i wont wake up on my own

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   45,094

   Chapters:

   11/?

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