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1. you ever wonder how deep you can sink into nothing at all? by TheGuyWithTheCats

   Fandoms: Band of Brothers (TV 2001)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Lewis Nixon/Richard Winters
   • background Kitty Grogan/Harry Welsh - Relationship
   • Background Carwood Lipton/Ronald Speirs
   • Richard Winters
   • Lewis Nixon
   • Blanche Nixon
   • Stanhope Nixon
   • Doris Ryer Nixon
   • Harry Welsh
   • Kitty Grogan
   • Carwood Lipton
   • Ronald Speirs
   • Ann Winters
   • Richard Winters Sr.
   • Edith Winters
   • Suicide
   • Graphic Description
   • Self-Harm
   • Crying
   • Regret
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Five Stages of Grief
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst with a Bittersweet Ending
   • Whump
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • a lot of hurt though
   • Wakes & Funerals
   • Dreams and Nightmares
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Depression
   • Not Beta Read
   • Talking About Feelings
   • Talking to Dead People
   • Arguing
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Guilt
   • I Made Myself Cry
   • New Jersey
   • Pennsylvania
   • Hugs
   • Loss
   • Hallucinations
   • Vomiting
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Dissociation
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Characters Yelling or Screaming
   • Family Issues
   • Phone Calls & Telephones
   • Post-Canon
   • Past Suicide Attempts
   • Blood and Gore
   • Flashbacks
   • Goodbyes
   • Notes & Letters

   Summary

   Dick and Lew get into an argument, causing Dick to threaten to abandon Lew and to storm out.

   Dick later rushes home—regretting his actions more than anything, but when he gets back it’s already too late…

   This story follows Dick through the five stages of grief.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,895

   Chapters:

   2/7

   Comments:

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