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    Shane Hollander deserves so much better than Ilya Rosanov, in Ilya's personal opinion. But he has never been good at letting go of the things he wants, even to protect those things. As he is laying in bed after fucking Shane in Vegas he finally accepts that he love Shane and does not want to let him go no matter how much better he derseves. He vows to try his best to be worthy of Shane. He knows he can't tell Shane how he feels right now for fear of spooking him but he will spend however long it takes to earn him back and show that he returns the love Shane so clearly has for him.

    Shane is hurt after Ilya ghosts him. Sleeping with him is Vegas all but proves what Shane has been thinking since the Olympics, he is invested in a man who does not and maybe can not love him. He loves Ilya Rozanov, this is bad. Ilya deserves someone better than Shane but Shane is selfish and will continue to take as much as Ilya can give, even if it is only sex. what he can get until then, but only if he can stop loving him and asking for more than can be given. He has a solution, an old witch friend of his that specializes in breaking emotional attachments. He can get rid of his love for Ilya and just enjoy the sex, like Ilya is doing.

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