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1. Heal Me, But Only When The Stars Hold Hands by killiraxi

   Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Micah Bell/Original Male Character(s)
   • Mary-Beth Gaskill & Original Character(s)
   • Kieran Duffy/Bill Williamson
   • Micah Bell
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Mary-Beth Gaskill
   • Dutch van der Linde
   • Arthur Morgan
   • Kieran Duffy
   • Trans Male Character
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Not Beta Read
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Self-Insert
   • Reader-Insert Has a Name
   • AFAB | Assigned Female at Birth Reader-Insert
   • Reader-Insert Has Mental Health Issues
   • Yaoi
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • O'Driscoll Gang Bashing (Red Dead Redemption)
   • Reader-Insert Has Autism
   • Reader-Insert Is Actually Just Author's Selfsona
   • Toxic Yaoi Gone Right
   • Reader-Insert is Bad at Feelings
   • Reader-Insert Has an Appearance
   • This Is So Fucking Self Indulgent I'm Going To Cry
   • Yumeshipping
   • Selfshipping
   • Reader Is Author's OC
   • English IS author's first language
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Implied Childhood Sexual Abuse
   • Age Difference
   • Colm O'Driscoll Mentions
   • Colm O'Driscoll Bashing
   • Historical Inaccuracy
   • no beta we die like arthur morgan

   Summary

   A. Greenwood - An ex-O'Driscoll seeking refuge in the Van Der Linde gang, and Micah Bell - a member of the Van Der Linde gang, seeking refuge in him.

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   This is my yumeship fanfic that I doubt anyone will read
   This is character x OC atp bro...
   Anyways reader is actually just me with a different name (no Greenwood is NOT my actual last name though it is very similar!)
   Also I chose the first name "A" because that's the initial of both my deadname and my actual name but my actual name isn't timeline accurate. Like my guy you aren't gonna catch a dude naming himself AXIL in the 19th century. 💔🥀
   Also if reader's name is more ambiguous then people will be more likely to read I GUESS
   This is extremely self-indulgent ❤️
   StoneCrow feel free to slander me in the comments because the next time I see you I'll have an excuse to slap the shit of yo ass 🥹✌️

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,223

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   2

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