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1. until i find you again by loving_narlie

   Fandoms: Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson/Charles "Charlie" Spring
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson
   • Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper)
   • Tao Xu (Heartstopper)
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Character Death
   • Death of a Parent
   • Panic Attacks
   • Nicholas "Nick" Nelson Needs a Hug
   • Nick Nelson Cries A Lot
   • Supportive Charles "Charlie" Spring (Heartstopper)
   • Healing
   • Love after Loss
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Sad with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   The first time Charlie sees Nick, he’s sitting beside his mom's grave and crying like the world has ended.

   For Nick, it has.

   For Charlie, it already did once.

   A story about two boys who find each other in the middle of grief — and slowly learn that love can exist alongside loss.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,183

   Chapters:

   6/6

   Comments:

   9

   Kudos:

   37

   Bookmarks:

   6

   Hits:

   568