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    The Beatles are geniuses...except when it comes to feelings. Literally everything bad happens, but everyone pulls through eventually and learns they're not entirely straight.

    Language:
    English
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    9,041
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    41
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,065
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    Reader-interactive multiple ending Beatles fanfic lead by a fluid yet established original female character.

    You are Donna Clarke, Ringo Starr's long term childhood best friend, until one day he tells you he's in a new band and invites you to rehearsal. You gracefully accept, anticipating what is about to come.

    Who knows, you might bring one of them to bed by the end.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,860
    Chapters:
    22/38
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,085
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    John coerces you into having sex with him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,833
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    440
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    John and Paul have been together for years and it’s finally time John told his aunt Mimi.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,473
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    355
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    "John was not hard. John was the softest guy I've ever met. John was a baby. A lovely little baby, John was."
    - Paul McCartney

     

    In which Paul McCartney treats John Lennon the way John Lennon deserves to be treated. As the soft thing he is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,969
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    418
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    -"On TV, you can be whoever you want to people, it's your public image, you're a celebrity... of course you will always deal with people that doesn't value your time. But in this room... We can do anything. Can you do this for me?"

    You request John to try something new on sex... he denies it, but he changes his mind

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,576
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    159
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    Unable to sleep, John sneaks out of the bungalow to turn his insecure thoughts into a song. Paul finds him.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,370
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    4
    Hits:
    153
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    The Beatles are a glass structure under a constant hail of stones. The business meetings are a minefield of biting remarks, the constant threat of legal dissolution looms like a shadow, and the slow, agonizing realization that they are drifting apart feels like a physical ache in his chest—a localized pressure right behind his sternum. Combined with Brian’s recent relapse—the terrifying silence of a phone not answered at three in the morning—and Heather’s stubborn fever back at Cavendish, Paul feels like he is drowning in shallow water.

    In the middle of this suffocating week, the ghost of Mary Mohin McCartney comes to him. But one casual rejection from John is enough to break Paul.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,778
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    12
    Hits:
    198
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    March 1965. The black void inside of him grows bigger everyday. John Lennon is alone in his house and writes Help, his cry for help which nobody seems to hear.

    Nobody, besides Paul who will catch him when he falls, always.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,451
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    834
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    Paul noticed that John had been self-conscious since the 'fat Beatle' comments by the press, especially because some beach photos had been recently released of the four of them. He was getting sick of seeing John so depressed about the whole thing, and he wanted to strangle those bastards for putting such a negative thought in his head. John didn't deserve that. It didn't matter how standoffish or rude he could be at times; he never ever deserved to think that he looked bad in any capacity. He was insanely handsome, and his chubbiness only added to that. Paul loved every damn bit of John, and tonight he was going to prove it.

    They were sharing a bed that night on tour, and John had been insisting lately that they have sex in the dark. Paul had been topping lately, and he was getting sick of palming around in the darkness to touch and kiss John. He smiled when John came into their room, shutting and locking the door behind him.

    "Johnny," Paul beamed at him, motioning for him to come closer. "Come here, love."

    John blushed, smiling at Paul and heading over to the bed. He went to turn off the lights, but Paul grabbed his hand to stop him, "Shh, love. Not tonight. Tonight is special."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,098
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    151
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1,440
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    John and Paul do gay stuff and hang out

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,337
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    544
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    John and Paul being in love on Valentine's and not knowing how to handle it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,047
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    74
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    513
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    Valentine's Day and the Beatles
    Lennison

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,857
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    134
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    "Between what is said and not meant, and what is meant and not said, most of love is lost." - Khalil Gibran

     

    Paul wrote a song he never intended to be found.

    John finds it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,315
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    137
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    1,151
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    John can’t stand that Paul’s taken up that silly job, missing rehearsals and gigs left and right. It’s bollocks. Can’t Paul feel they’re going to make it?

    They will.

    If John can just convince him to quit playing as a working man and remember what they are together.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,066
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    747
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    They locked eyes....

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    291
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    73
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,426
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    284
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    Yoko divorces John, and John is a wreck. Paul tries to rescue him. A relationship blossoms, but both are still carrying scars.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    69,702
    Chapters:
    27/27
    Comments:
    221
    Kudos:
    262
    Bookmarks:
    43
    Hits:
    9,548
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    Based on the unreleased John song, “Real Life”. Basically just John’s thought process around 1971 regarding his strained/nonexistent relationship with Paul

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    556
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    147
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    John wakes up...somwhere...after being shot. And who's that old man sitting on the bench over there?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    955
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    467

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