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Once he’s safely in the Jeep Buck lets his head fall back against the seat. He’s not having a panic attack, he’s not going to be sick, and he’s certainly not going to cry. Buck just feels lost. Suddenly he’s as much the kid the others think him to be. How is he supposed to cope with this.
“Why are you still fucking dead?” Buck asks the imaginary Bobby in the passenger seat. “You were supposed to be here for me for this sort of shit. You were supposed to tell me what to do.”
In the wake of Bobby's death and the birth of his nephew, Buck receives a diagnosis and makes some well meaning, but ultimately ill considered life choices. Will the path he's set himself on break him? Or will it be the making of the next new iteration of Buck?
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18 Jun 2026
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Everyone was perfectly polite to him. They greeted him at the start of the shift and wished him a good 48 off when he left the station, they didn't give him dirty looks at the table and communicated about work. But Buck couldn't remember the last time someone asked him how his weekend was, involved him in a joke, or casually touched him. He couldn't remember the last time anyone touched him on purpose at all. Everyone kept a very safe distance from Buck. He wondered if they were scared he would sue them if they made a wrong move near him.
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Months after the lawsuit Buck is still on the outs with the 118. He is lonely and touch-starved. After a minor injury at work Buck goes home alone, spiralling about his life and how he misses his family. Then Eddie shows up at his door to talk.Bookmarked by Allllcyone
12 Jun 2026
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After years of chaos, Buck has finally built the life he once thought was impossible: a soulmate he gets to call his husband, three kids who are his entire universe, and a new beginning in LA that feels like hope. But just when everything settles, a diagnosis shatters the illusion of safety and forces Buck to confront the fight of his life.
The fic where Buck is diagnosed with cancer and has to fight for the future he always wanted — and the family that refuses to let him face it alone.
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06 Jun 2026
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when i got into the accident (the sight that flashed before me was your face) by buddie_swift
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Jan 2025
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Buck is driving Eddie to the airport for his move to Texas when an accident changes their lives.
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the one where Buck and Eddie get into an argument before they're forced to spill their hearts out when they realize the next moment is truly never promised
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Bookmarked by Allllcyone
05 Jun 2026
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Buck takes Jee Yun and Robbie on a zoo trip only to get into a car accident on the way home.
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Buck's NDE👧👶🚦🛻
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- Part 1 of Dad Buck Fics
Bookmarked by Allllcyone
31 May 2026