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"Leave it," Eddie says, his voice pulled taut like a wire about to snap, tight enough to hum.
Buck looks at him, and Eddie’s whole body has gone so rigid he looks carved from stone, but Buck will ruminate on that later. But he can't exactly leave his phone under the seat for the next eight hundred miles, it's got his whole life on it, every stupid photo he's ever taken of Christopher and Eddie and Eddie and Christopher and, embarrassingly, just Eddie, so many just-Eddies, an entire hidden album of candids he'll never admit to because they constitute evidence of something he's been pretending he doesn't feel.
"I can't leave it, it's my phone. It's got— hold on, I think it slid under your seat."
“Buck, don’t.”
It’s as if Eddie doesn’t even know him, because Buck has never once heard the word don’t and responded with anything resembling obedience. So now he’s stretching across the center console with one hand braced on Eddie’s thigh for leverage, the other reaching blindly into the dark gap beneath the driver’s seat, and he’s aware on some level that his positioning is— that he’s essentially— that his head is—
He’s in Eddie’s lap.
Or,
What's a little road-head between friends?- Language:
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16 Feb 2026
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Andrew isn't a renowed author. Sure, he has his fans here and there, a few hardcore readers, but he's not famous or internationally known.
So, when he stumbles across his own book in a place where it absolutely shouldn't be and in a language it absolutely wasn't translated to, he makes it his personal mission to find the person behind it.
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06 Feb 2026
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can i get a kiss (can you make it last forever) by Talls
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
26 Mar 2020
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“I’m obsessive about everything,” Neil protests, sitting in a booth with the four upperclassmen he can stand. “What makes this obsession special?”
“Okay, we get the Exy obsession, because you’re legitimately planning on going pro, and we get the Kevin obsession because he’s dedicated to teaching you to go pro, and we even get the Minyard obsession,” Dan says.
“Shh,” Neil pleads desperately, hoping beyond hope that nobody heard that.
“But the podcast has nothing to do with Exy! It’s half about music, and you don’t even like music that much,” Dan says. “It’s literally just music and a really weird guy talking about his homicidal impulses, and it sorta sounds like a joke, but on a much more real level it sounds like it’s absolutely not a joke and I would call the authorities if this guy gave any personal details at all,” Dan says.
“It’s mostly a joke,” Neil offers, but it sounds weak to his own ears.
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In which Andrew has a podcast, and Neil falls in love with him twice.
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- Part 4 of aftg au oneshots
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02 Nov 2025
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Through All the Things I Left Behind by RainbowObsidian (secretandarling) for emmy7
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
08 Feb 2025
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The man turns and strides away and Junior is frozen to the spot. Andrew wants to yell, Don't make him wait!, and he wants to yell, Get as far away from him as you can!, but he says nothing, and after a moment the mother turns to the boy who still hasn't moved—looks like he's barely taken a breath—and says, "Come on, Nathaniel."
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Five summers over twelve years.
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02 Nov 2025
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Andrew should've taken more care with hiding the hickeys littering his neck. The hoodie he's sporting isn't doing much, collar stretched and warped from one too many washes, one too many instances of Andrew himself pulling at it while it was keeping someone else warm. Jealous of fabric, of the warmth it provided, Andrew thought he could do a better job at heating up the wearer's skin.
So now the neckline was fucked, and the hoodie belonged to him, a trophy he swore he'd never display.
Nick bobs like a fish until the words finally spill out. He's looking at Andrew's neck, not his face. "Again? Does your boyfriend not get tired?"
Andrew dates his college's star athlete. No, he won't tell anyone about it.
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27 Aug 2025
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The Destination Was Always Forever by TheseSmallDelights
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
30 Jun 2026
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This is the story of Neil and Andrew post “The King’s Men” and spans 12 years. It’s about their sexual journey – every baby steps, missteps, and gigantic leaps. It is also (and perhaps more importantly) the journey of how they stay committed throughout it all, made visible in the little things, and bigger, grander gestures. Most of this is a mix of canonical facts and my own take on their future.
A few of the scenes include: the night following the championship game, Andrew allowing Neil to get him off, Neil getting fucked for the first time, the handcuffs scene, Andrew moving to a new city while Neil has to stay at Palmetto for his last year, Andrew bottoming, Nicky’s wedding, and Andrew and Neil’s public coming out far, far in the future, followed by a crazy Fox reunion.
Content warnings and trigger warnings in the notes of every chapter.
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- Part 1 of Destination -
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21 Jun 2025
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"What is your name." He wouldn't care usually, but the way this kid had avoided it last time he asked, he was curious.
"I've had six so far." He answers slowly, weighing each word. "Which one do you want?"
Six names? Yep, there is something going on there.
"The real one. The one that fits you best."
"Not my birth name then?" He sounds almost hopeful?
Andrew waits until he sorts through his thoughts. He has another hour before he has to go back.
"Abram." He decides after a long pause. "It's my middle name. The only one that doesn't have to change because it can just as easily be left out."- Language:
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21 Jun 2025
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I'm a rabbit, you're the greyhound by djhedy for corvusmagistrate
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
18 Feb 2025
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Neil only knows how to be obsessed with things. He knows some would regard this as a flaw, but for him he knows it to be a necessary part of his survival. When he was growing up, it was learning how to be as quiet as possible. When he was on the run, it was learning how to be as fast as possible. As a free, relatively out of danger adult, he is just trying to work out how to stick to one fucking obsession at a time. With mixed results.
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in which neil is used to moving from town to town, surviving rather than living, when he meets a stranger on the greyhound who is overly interested in helping with his next job search.
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20 Feb 2025
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Wahhhh the vibes. My little runaway
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After Michael and Lucifer are locked in the Cage, Castiel doesn't go back to heaven.
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02 Jun 2024
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07 Apr 2024
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Once Upon an Instagram Story by capncapnk
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
04 Mar 2019
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Idiot. For fucking once, in the worst possible moment, he forgets to log into his private account, the one he shares only with his friends where he posts stupid videos like this one.
Katsuki pinches the bridge of his nose. He counts to ten. It’s what his therapist told him to do so he won’t lose his temper at people, or something. He doesn’t think it works very well, but at least he’s trying.
“Deku and Ground Zero: Secret Lovers?” his manager reads aloud, then continues scrolling on her phone. “Childhood Friends to Romantic Entanglement: The Deku and Ground Zero Story. Oh, my favorite—“ she says quickly, straightening up in her seat. “VICE Japan’s top ten moments between Deku and Ground Zero. They titled it Rivals to Lovers: Looking Back on Their Foreseeable Romance.”
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In which, Deku goofs.
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04 Apr 2024
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18 Jan 2024
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Remember, We're Madly In Love by velidewrites
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
23 Oct 2023
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When 19-year old Feyre Archeron voluntarily takes her sister's place in the Hunger Games, she expects nothing but her imminent demise. But Feyre is a survivor, and as she is thrown into a battle between life and death, she discovers there are things worth fighting for.
ACOTAR Hunger Games AU.
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21 Dec 2023
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Azriel and Eris have known they are mates their entire rivalry. When the power dynamics of Prythian start to change, Rhysand decides an alliance with Autumn is necessary. Eris and Azriel take this as another opportunity to antagonize each other instead of admitting their feelings. Repeatedly.
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20 Dec 2023
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A Court of Family Secrets by flamesandshadows
Fandom A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
02 Aug 2022
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20 Dec 2023
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Castiel slips from his chair to kneel at Dean’s feet. He takes Dean’s hands in his, and there on the floor holding something with devotion, he understands Communion. He understands Eucharist. He understands believing in someone so deeply that to shelter a piece of them within yourself is an act of untempered faith, love and prayer and deep-wide trust.
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Cas comes back. Dean can’t stop touching him.
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19 Dec 2023
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“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Bobby,” Buck bites out. “He took three months off. Saw a physical therapist. Did a few sessions with Frank. Clearly, he’s doing great.”
Bobby chews his lip. “If you’re sure,” he says finally. “He just looked a little off at that car crash, is all.”
“I would have noticed,” Buck insists. “It’s Eddie. I would’ve noticed.”
Or, healing doesn't happen in tandem
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04 Jun 2023
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“I'm gay.”
He's looking at his feet, because he hasn't quite come to terms with the fact that he's saying this in a room where other people, strangers, can hear it.
But this is still the first time he's said it this way: out loud, in a declarative sentence. Being nervous is fine. Frank said that being nervous is fine, and Buck just said he's proud, and the only thought Eddie has in his head is that it's embarrassing he can't raise his head and say it like a man, so clearly, he's going to need to hang on to other people's words for the time being, someone who isn't his dad trying to explain the ways Eddie's allowed to inhabit the world.
He doesn't need to ask anyone's permission to be who he is. That's also a thing Frank said.
in which eddie attends a self-empowerment group for gbtq men to supplement his therapy, and is empowered to: forgive himself, say "i'm gay" to his own reflection in the mirror, accidentally adopt an adult, make fried rice, and tell his straight best friend that he's in love with him. not necessarily in that order.
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24 May 2023
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Andrew and Neil are used to surviving. They are not used to people coming back.
It’s Neil’s senior year, and the five hour drive separating them comes with obstacles they couldn't anticipate. But they’re trying.
They’ll do better.
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- Part 2 of Five Hours Away
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10 Nov 2022