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Sixteen years is a long time to build a world, and it only takes a devastatingly short time to watch it dismantle.
For Dean, it’s the phantom limb of reaching across an empty bed. For Cas, it’s the clinical performance of a "new chapter" that feels more like a cage. They thought the divorce was the end, but between school-yard fights, and the looming shadow of other people's influence, they’re discovering that the hardest part of letting go is realizing you’re still holding on.
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25 May 2026
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Dean is forced to breed by the monster Castiel.
But it's not that simple.
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- Part 1 of Monster Destiel AUs
- Part 1 of Adveniat Regnum Tuum
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26 Jan 2026
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ticket to anywhere by mslilylashes, NaomiLeyers
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
09 Dec 2025
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26 Jan 2026
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22 Dec 2025
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Dean doesn't expect to see his one night stand again, but then again he also doesn't expect to find out he has an STD. Sometimes life is hilarious like that.
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- Part 1 of Cupcakes and Chlamydia
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- 89,305
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- 31/31
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28 Oct 2025
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15 Sep 2025
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Dean Winchester's life is... well, it's not great. He's a gym teacher, he's in his thirties, and he can't seem to keep any part of his life straight. When the aftermath of a one-night stand goes awry, Dean is dragged kicking and screaming out of his cozy little closet and into the harsh light of reality.
Enter: Castiel Novak, the new history teacher, who knows full well that life gets crappy when you don't allow yourself to live it in the way it needs to be lived.
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04 Sep 2025
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Dean Winchester is an omega who was abandoned by his mother at a young age, being left behind with his bitter and abusive father. He’s alone, scared, and developmentally behind, childlike and not even able to read when he’s thrown out on his ass as a teenager. By the time he’s 27 he’s no better off and more damaged than ever, homeless and working on the street. He tries to be happy, childlike mind clinging to hope, but he’s tired. He waits for an angel.
Castiel is an alpha who’s recently experienced a fall from grace after falling into a psychotic episode at work and attacking a man while on duty. He’s lost his job and now works nights at a run down gas station, living paycheck to paycheck and preparing to go before the board to plea his case for why his credentials shouldn’t be taken away. He’s going to get his life back together, there’s only one problem. Castiel believes he’s God-like, a twisted angel of justice, and takes that belief to violent extremes.
*watch me write about Cas’s decent into madness and violence/Dean’s tragedy of a life but make it a love story.*
*All the warnings, this one gets dark friends (but I promise a happy ending).*Series
- Part 1 of Till The End Of The Line
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- English
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- 331,722
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- 58/58
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Bookmarked by BeckyBooo
17 Aug 2025
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Five months into their dynamic, Dean had finally settled into a rhythm with Castiel—one that felt steady, grounding, and real. The anxiety that used to tighten his chest before every scene had started to loosen, replaced by a growing sense of safety, of trust earned over time. Castiel knew how to read him now—how to pull him back when he spiraled, how to push when he needed it.
It wasn’t perfect, but it felt right. Solid.
Still, even the most balanced dynamics had their fractures—hairline cracks that didn’t always show until the pressure was on. And Dean was beginning to learn that trust didn’t mean things couldn’t still go wrong.
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“You’re allowed to test the rules,” Castiel continued softly. “You’re allowed to make mistakes. But I need you to believe that I can correct you without it changing us. I need you to trust me to hold you accountable and still love you through it.”
Dean nodded, his voice barely above a whisper. “Okay.”
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Sequel to "A Bad Habit" please read that first!
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- Part 2 of A Bad Habit
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- 16/16
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31 Jul 2025
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Chpt 6 - breaks my heart and puts it back togethrt
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27 Jul 2025
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Castiel Novak is convinced he’s the last unwillingly single person in Lupine Cove. Even Gabriel, his perpetual bachelor brother, has found love. It’s probably because Cas leads the most boring life in existence. He’s a gay man living in a rented, one-room cottage in the same small coastal town he grew up in, just getting by as the owner of the same convenience store he was practically raised in. The most excitement he gets is chatting with the locals or maybe, if he’s unlucky, oversleeping and rushing to work. So when a baby is left at the Safe Haven drop-off at the local fire station, he takes the opportunity to step in for the child temporarily, at least until suitable parents, plural, can be found.
Life certainly gets more interesting.
And it gets even more interesting when a handsome man comes crashing—literally—into his life.
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- 24/24
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Bookmarked by BeckyBooo
13 Jul 2025
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After a hunt, Sam and Dean go out to dinner to plot their next move to find their missing father. While leaving, Dean picks up and returns the coat of a handsome stranger. What he didn't know was that the stranger is a selkie, and now they're mated.
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- 43/45
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21 May 2025
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“I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil.”
―J.R.R. Tolkien, The Return of the KingFor a man raised on hunting and hellfire, who'd seen angels fall and demons rise, he should’ve understood sacrifice better. Should’ve known love when it was handed to him.
Instead, he'd stood there like a coward, letting Cas fall without reaching out to catch him.
The walls, the silence, the stillness — all of it bore witness as Dean Winchester, who had carried the world on his shoulders and survived hell itself, shattered into pieces over the one thing he could never fix, never fight for, never save.-
Or, Dean grieves, grows a beard, becomes a dad without realizing it, and get's his happy ending. (Not a fucking rebar, for fuck's sakes)
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- 8/8
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15 May 2025
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Dean is addicted to Castiel's Grace. Cas is content to give him as much as he wants, and more. Both get more than they bargain for when their uneasy courtship spirals out of control.
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- Part 1 of Graceless
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- English
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- 146,997
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- 24/24
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Bookmarked by BeckyBooo
05 Apr 2025
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How Dean Winchester - mechanic, shitty cook, single father - became the power behind the throne in one of the biggest crime syndicates in the Midwest.
With gorgeous artwork from reaperlove
And more stunning artwork from complexlysimplekiddo
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04 Feb 2025
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Driving down a deserted road in the Rocky Mountains, Castiel finds something unexpected: An omega. Not only an omega, but a naked, injured, pregnant omega.
Dean doesn't talk much at first, but that doesn't change the brightness of his soul.
It also doesn't stop Castiel from falling in love with him.
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- Part 1 of Hideaway 'Verse
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- 176,557
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- 34/34
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Bookmarked by BeckyBooo
13 Nov 2024
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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don't care where you've been by thanks_tacos
Fandom Supernatural, Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 Jun 2024
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24 Oct 2024
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Canon divergent of the finale:
So Dean died. He hadn't been the same since losing Cas. It was going to be better this way. Dean was HAPPILY going to go to heaven and find Cas. Talk to him... He couldn't get Castiel's confession out of his head. Dean FROZE when he confessed. He FROZE. Like a fucking asshole, he said NOTHING. So he thought getting to heaven was enough to FINALLY tell him the truth. To finally admit EVERYTHING...except Cas wasn't there. Jack had decided to give Castiel a second chance at life and have him reborn. Dean not wanting to lose him again, decides to give life one last go.
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26 Aug 2024
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17 Jul 2024