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    “She said she wasn’t worried about us breaking up.”

    Oh. Well. That was pretty definitively a thing that people said about partners who were together romantically.

    “Say something,” Buck instructed.

    “What?”

    “Anything,” Buck said, his voice wavering on the word. Which was—it was weird, right? Why was Buck so shaken by a throwaway comment?

    Or maybe the better question was why wasn’t Eddie? If either of them was going to get freaked out by the assumption that he was dating a man, it would make more sense for it to be Eddie, who was straight, and not Buck, who had, in fact, already dated men.

    “Aren’t you going to be late for your shift?”

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    Buck and Eddie get shaken up by a comment from Theo’s social worker, and then by a magnitude 7 earthquake; it turns out, some disasters are better than others.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Buck is no stranger to being alone. He spent years fending for himself after leaving the house he grew up in, and even the years before that, he didn’t really have anyone.
    He thought he had found a family with the 118. He had a captain he came to see as a father, found a mother in Athena and a wider family from his coworkers and theirs. Buck even thought he might have a chance at something more with the man who was his best friend and his son. He should have known better.

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    A post-lawsuit fic (kind of) where Buck leaves and never really had any intention of coming back. The universe has different plans for him though.
    New chapter every Friday :)

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    10 Jul 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Buck has a habit of stealing hoodies.

    The 118th Fire Station has a habit of leaving them.

    What starts as a few “accidental” requests for XXL clothing quickly escalates into an interdepartmental problem when other stations begin to notice something strange:

    Buck keeps showing up using different last names.

    Is it Nash?
    Diaz?
    Han?
    Donato?

    Why does he have SO MANY hoodies?

    And why doesn’t anyone at the 118th seem concerned?

    Eight times the 118th Fire Station got hoodies for Buck… and one time the entire Fire Department completely lost it.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Buck is surviving. Mostly. And then the tsunami happened.
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    Eddie is perpetually worried about Buck. And when Buck sends a photo of Christopher and him in a ride, he thinks nothing of it.

    Then, in the middle of climbing a half-submerged Ferris Wheel he realized that his family was here. On this death trap of a pier, not even ten minutes before the first wave.

    Eddie's panicking, Buck's fighting to survive, and Christopher is traumatized.

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    09 Jul 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    Brad Torrence takes Buck to a party in Hollywood to get over Eddie after he leaves for El Paso.
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    “Do you know what you took?”

    “I didn’t!” Buck pleads, eyes filling with tears. “I just had a drink. There was a guy, Brad-Brad introduced us. I-I can’t remember his name. Something with a J maybe? Justin, Jacob, Jerry? It was just one drink. Whiskey? I think? I don’t know. I don’t know, Bobby. But it doesn’t matter because none of that was real.”

    “None of what?” Bobby frowns, not understanding.

    “None of it!” Buck shouts and rips away from Bobby and begins to pace again.
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    Buck and Bobby Week. Prompts: Justice/Fix It.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Post Lawsuit
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    Buck is back to work but is on the outs.
    He goes out, has a one night stand.
    What could go wrong?

    Or,

    "Lucas, seriously, calm down. It's just a broken condom. I can get tested for... you know, the standard stuff. It's not the end of the world. Just take a deep breath."

    Lucas let out a sound that was half sob, half hysterical laugh. He backed up until his spine hit the bedroom wall, sliding down slightly as if his legs could no longer support his weight. He looked at Buck like he was looking at a dead man.

    "Evan," Lucas said, his voice dropping to a devastated, trembling whisper. "I should have told you. I swear to god, I should have told you before we even left the bar, but I didn't think... I've never had a condom break on me. Never. I am so careful. I am so, so careful."

    "Told me what?" Buck asked. His voice didn't sound like his own.

    Lucas closed his eyes, a tear escaping and tracking down his pale cheek. He swallowed hard, and then he looked Buck dead in the eye.

    "I'm HIV positive."

    Note: This fic is completely written, I will upload as I edit. Read the tags.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    A fairly ordinary morning is turning into a nightmare of unreal propotions:
    Buck has to deal with an unexpected turn of events, and his family has to deal with the consequences.
    While everyone tries to uphold their hopes that he's out there, Buck fights to keep his sanity and to find a way to keep himself alive.
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    or: A very dark and explicit fiction about Buck being victim to a predetor who is in over his head (even if he doesn't know just yet), when he tries to get away with kidnapping someone, who is dear and important to a certain fire fam.

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    08 Jul 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    In the wake of being crushed by the ladder truck, Maddie and the 118 rush to the hospital to wait for news on Buck’s condition. There they learn that Buck’s medical proxy has been handed over to a ghost from Maddie’s past, Doug Kendall.

    Buck finds himself caught in the middle of a masterful game of tug-of-war. Trapped between a powerful manipulator and his desperate family.

    How far will Doug go to get what he wants?

    A Season 2 AU where Doug doesn’t make his presence in LA known until after the bombing.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    A teenage Ilya arrives at development camp already planning to kill himself. Shane keeps accidentally interrupting his suicide attempts because he’s obsessed with rules, routine, and following proper protocol.

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    30 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Shane’s eyes opened in Sachskatwean and he blinked at the cold whipping around him. He nearly fell over in surprise. A moment ago he’d been so tired, kneeling at Ilya’s grave and wanting it all to just end.
    He hadn’t killed himself, he knew that’s the last thing Ilya would’ve wanted, but god he just wanted it all to be over.
    A blink and he was sitting in the rink in Sachsketwan, watching the junior Russia team run through drills

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009

    He’s dreaming of Rozanov again.
    He must be.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    30 Jun 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 45

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    A very dark story about Raven Neil. How he was conditioned as a child, but part of him always rebelled against it.

    Some things unfold differently than in canon.

    In this version, Neil is THE best striker, and Riko hates him for it.

     

     

    Side notes: In my story, Riko is not the main villain. He is a minor wannabe antagonist, a cheap imitation of the kind Nathaniel grew up with. But still gruel

    Also, Andrew is not medicated and the relationship with Aaron is better than in canon. Not warm, God no - we’re talking about the Minyards - but tolerable.
     

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    His father would have given him away for free if pride had allowed it. But the Moriyamas valued transactions, contracts. Business. Everything had a prince.

    Even children.

    "Five hundred thousand dollars."

    Nathaniel heard the number one evening from the staircase.

    His mother said nothing.

    His father accepted.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Cliff: who handles yours? Mines handled by my team

    Cliff: my manager says its good tactic or some shit

    Ilya: oh so your team interacts with the account?

    Ilya: they know like inside bs?

    Cliff: insider, yeah yeah, kind off, they say its good publicity

    Cliff: and you can control what goes out or what not

    Ilya: oooo smart

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    Hm. Insider.

    To be clear. If he did this, its not like the account will be the front runner or anything. Let alone get insider bullshit but still. It'll probably help with his english right, it'll also make him updated on the rival's captain.

    It just make sense. And who knows it'll also help him know Hollander's strategy, see. It make sense. Thats all.

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    What if Rozanov was too enamored by Hollander after what happened in the hotel gym. Couldn't get enough of him that he made an update account to have a reason to watch his every move.

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    27 Jun 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 60

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    Shane Hollander never became a hockey player. Instead, he found his passion in music, writing songs while Ilya skated the day away.

    They still find their way together, though.

    Eventually.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "You signed with the LA Kings?" she demanded. "What were you thinking? You know the plan. We'd go to the draft, get first pick, and go to Montreal."

    "What are you even talking about?" Shane shot back. "If I got first pick, I'd go to Boston, not Montreal. And I don't even want to go to Montreal."

    "Why?" Mom asked immediately. "They're one of the best teams in the league. One of the Original Six."

    Something inside him snapped, and before he even realized it, he switched to Japanese.

    "I don't know," he said, his voice tight. "Maybe because they're full of racists and homophobes. Do you even understand what I'm saying? Or have you become so white you forgot your own language?"

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    26 Jun 2026

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    What if before he met Kip, Scott had already fallen in love with someone else? And what if he then had to watch that someone else making the objectively terrible decision to fall in love with his arch-rival?

    BE AWARE THERE IS SHANE/SCOTT ROMANCE IN THIS FIC. Ilya and Shane will ultimately happen but it is not exactly like the show/,book. Please do not waste your time if this bothers you!!!!

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    25 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 75

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    “We have an emergency intake here, a violent, feral omega. He’s covered in scars and bruises, and a couple of shallow scratches across his ribs that may be self- inflicted.”

    Andrew has been doing this for a year and a half, per Betsy’s request. Or rather- suggestion as she likes to put it. With arguments that Andrew would be doing good, helping omegas who could otherwise be put in a mental facility or shunned from society due to their inability to regulate themselves or their emotions. The ones who need just a bit of help coping.

    Ones like Neil Josten.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    "I'm not a math problem." Neil looked Andrew up and down. He was cute when he wasn't smiling like a maniac.

    "I'll still solve you." Andrew replied, voice deep and husky.

    Neil cocked his head, a slow smile snaked it's way across his face. "Not gonna lie, that's kind of hot."
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    AU where Neil's past went more than a little differently.

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    18 Jun 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 63

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    20-year-old Shane Hollander accidentally acquires a genie and hides it away with all his other secrets. Years later, his husband finally finds out. Hijinks and wishes ensue.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollanders’ eyes meet for the first time in Saskatchewan, they realize they can hear each others’ thoughts. Unfortunately they are both still deeply emotionally repressed and think in different languages, so the events of Heated Rivalry ensue anyway.

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    17 Jun 2026

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