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Harry is sober and undercover and things are totally going to plan.
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14 Jun 2026
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In the beginning you dream about a shard of light, illuminating the path ahead of you. It wavers; sometimes it’s unbearably bright and warm, other times it struggles. It takes you longer than you would like to admit to realise that it always relates to him. When he has a good day, your dreams are steeped in gold. When he flirts along the edges of relapse, the light isn’t quite there, like a faltering lightbulb on the brink of burning out. He stumbles in the waking hours and you stumble in the dark.
Little by little he is becoming something in your rote routine, breaking it apart in a way you aren’t quite prepared for. You’re frustrated by it, by how quickly he had such a hold on you. You’ve never needed another soul in your life.
You’re beginning to need him.
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02.06.22: This has been updated to include a little extra content!Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
10 Jun 2026
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You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up with no idea where you are, or who you are.
You wake up...
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27 May 2026
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The Case of the Man Who Two-Thirds Wasn't There by glisteningceruleaneyes
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
29 May 2022
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Three-and-one-third bodies have been found in an abandoned vehicle on the riverbank.
It would be a challenging case even without the bad weather, weapons smuggling, white nationalists, industrial accidents, and the concept of pedigree dog breeds—but over it all hangs one troubling question: What is it that fascinates you about Kim Kitsuragi? Is it working class camaraderie? A sinister hex of mysterious origin? Did you imprint on him in Martinaise, like an amnesiac duckling? If you don’t figure out what’s going on soon, people are going to start to notice. Especially him.
And sooner or later? Everything is related to the case.
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26 May 2026
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It's November sixth. Seven years ago, Mike’s world went to shit in the woods outside Hawkins Laboratory. For three years, his life was a bloody, twisted wreck with a hell of a lot of casualties. Somehow, this just feels like another extension of that, like the light at the end of the tunnel turned out to be a train, and it’s bearing down on him at full speed while he’s just standing there and letting it.
Seven years ago today, Mike Wheeler lost his best friend, and then he lost himself.
November 6, 1990, in the corner of a crowded room with another boy’s hands in his hair, he feels like maybe, just maybe, he’s finally got a little bit of himself back. He doesn’t know if it’s a part that’s worth keeping, is all.
(or, mike wheeler on kissing boys, growing up, losing your best friend, and finding him again.)
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- Part 2 of boys in bars
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25 May 2026
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20th Century Limited by Speranza for lim
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Sep 2015
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"Where am I? Where is this?" and he was in Brooklyn, he was on a beach, the train was shaking around him. He was in the plane, ice splintering up onto the windshield. He was in a tank, tubes trailing from his face, from his groin. Christ, he was cold. There was still ice on his fingers. He was in the Grand Canyon. He was in Times Square. This couldn't be Times Square. Where the hell was this? "Tell me! Where am I, who are you, where's—" —Bucky?
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- Part 1 of Speranza Sampler
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Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
03 May 2026
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It’s Harry’s first payday after Martinaise. What’s a man to do but get drunk, buy a radio, and walk to see Kim?
KIM KITSURAGI: “Detective, how do you know where I live?”
YOU: “The city told me.”
KIM KITSURAGI: “La Revacholiere?”
YOU: “She loves you, Kim.”
KIM KITSURAGI: He blinks. The tips of his ears flush red.
EMPATHY: She’s not the only one, brother.
YOU: What’s that supposed to mean?
RHETORIC: Nothing, chief.
SAVOIR FAIRE: Don’t worry your pretty little head about it.
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24 Apr 2026
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Did you, like me, wish that Harry could romance Kim during the game? Then this fic may be for you!
A few months after closing The Hanged Man case, Harry and Kim return to Martinaise for work. It's a simple case, not even homicide (ugh), but they still have to spend a night at the Whirling-In-Rags. What happens that night is up to you.
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23 Apr 2026
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You’ve been having strange dreams. Awful dreams, dreams in which Kim dies, every night. You think someone’s trying to tell you something…
SHIVERS: They are.
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KIM KITSURAGI: “Harry. You were - making noise.”INLAND EMPIRE: Moaning. Crying out.
KIM KITSURAGI: In the dark - the only light the streetlight and the neon glow from the Frittte cast in through the window - he looks unreal.
CONCEPTUALIZATION: Ghostly.
HALF LIGHT: His eyes. You can’t see his eyes.
INTERFACING: You have to land a hand on his knee, to see if he’s real.
KIM KITSURAGI: He’s warm with sleep. He makes a surprised noise, but doesn’t pull away.
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22 Apr 2026
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KIM KITSURAGI – "Well, there's nothing wrong with feeling nervous. Especially in our line of work."
CONCEPTUALIZATION [Trivial: Success] – It comes with the territory.
KIM KITSURAGI – A delicate pause. "And it's okay if you're having trouble coping with that."
"We all have our vices…"
SUGGESTION [Medium: Success] – Seems like he might've caught onto the fact that you're not entirely sober.
AUTHORITY [Trivial: Success] – Oh, don't let him *preach* to you.
YOU – "I'm not even drunk."
KIM KITSURAGI – Kim doesn't say a word, but you can *feel* him raise an unimpressed eyebrow in your direction.
YOU – "Okay," you immediately concede, "I'm drunk."
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A couple of weeks after Martinaise, Kim calls Harry to check in on him. Harry has not been coping well with his reintroduction to reality.
Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
22 Apr 2026
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Breathe in the Future, Breathe out the Past by PositivelyVexed for tuesday
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
14 Feb 2023
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“She spoke to you about me?” The words slip out before he can quite stop them.
Harry grins at him sleepily. “Of course. She loves you, Kim.”
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Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
20 Apr 2026
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"I love you," Harry says on June 25, 51, halfway through a game of cribbage. Cuno has done nothing more notable than tell a joke that made Harry laugh.
Cuno doesn't know what to say. Nobody loves Cuno. Loving Cuno should probably be an interisolary crime. "Gross," he says.
An exploration of those Cuno has lost, those he's gained, and those he can't let go.
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Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
17 Apr 2026
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Harry finds himself in the liminal space between Martinaise and actually having to be Harry Du Bois again. He needs to return to his apartment, and his job, and his life, but the prospect is terrifying; everything that was once him is everything he can't allow himself to be ever again. Kim helps him make the transition, and Harry pines wildly over him. They eat food and talk about the homo-sexual underground. Harry tries not to cry a lot.
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14 Apr 2026
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if you stay i would even wait all night by wizardlover
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
02 Oct 2022
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KIM KITSURAGI — He takes one step past the threshold, staring down at something in his hands, and then he looks up and startles. “Harry?”
RHETORIC [Medium: Failure] — Your name tastes sweet in his mouth—even when it’s shocked out of him. You open your mouth to make an excuse—any excuse—and then actually get a good look at Kim.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY [Heroic: Failure] — He’s wearing leather. So much leather? Everywhere? You have no idea where to look.
ENCYCLOPEDIA [Challenging: Success] — It’s not quite a full biker suit, but it looks styled after one. The jacket is a little too big in length but snug on his shoulders and wrists, with padded elbows and a flared collar.
DRAMA [Formidable: Success] — He’s wearing tight leather pants. You manage to *not* stare at his crotch too much.
PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Easy: Success] — The thing he was holding is a motorcycle helmet. He’s wearing biking gloves, too—big and cushioned. Kim owns a *bike*.
KIM KITSURAGI — “Detective, is there a reason you’re standing outside of my house at eleven P.M. on a Saturday?”
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31 Mar 2026
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HARRY DU BOIS - “Maybe I’ll forget again,” he says. "Maybe I can fuck myself up bad enough. Pass me off to some other poor fucker too good for me.”
YOU - “Don’t.” Your tone is sharper than you intend it to be.
HARRY DU BOIS - “First Jean, and now you. Looks like he was right. Fuck.”
YOU - “With all due respect, detective, do not compare me to Satellite Officer Vicquemare.” That sentence comes out exactly as cutting as you meant.
HARRY DU BOIS - He looks at you— squints at you, really. “You don’t like him?”
Kim has words for Jean.
Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
30 Mar 2026
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in my heart there was a kind of fighting by iron_spider for sea_urchin_the_ninja
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
25 Dec 2020
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Tony sits back, and his attention is back on Peter now, and he’s giving him that same look he’s been sending his way for days. “Did you sleep in class? In History? Because May and I can teach you history just fine. We’ve got books. And brains. And memories.”
Peter snorts, and feels a little sad at the same time. “Nah,” he says, scooting down in his seat. “I didn’t sleep.”
Tony hums and Peter can hear the anxiety in it, no matter how he tries to mask it.
“It’s fine,” Peter says again, chewing on the inside of his cheek. That’s gonna be a new mantra, apparently, because he keeps saying it without even meaning to. Tony gives him a long look, and finally starts driving out of there. Peter stares at him, and every blink is like the flick of a flame against his skin. Why does not sleeping hurt? He should just pass out, at this rate. That’s how these things should work.
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04 Mar 2026
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Pockets of belonging by Bergen
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
28 Jul 2025
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Peter never made any plans to run away, until the day he leaves. It isn’t an idea that slowly creeps up on him. He just stands over the sink one day in early spring, watching his father’s bright red ashtray bob up through the soap bubbles, and feels an overwhelming urge to get the hell out of this place.
Two years later. Tony Stark has been keeping his identity as Iron Man a secret, successfully hiding behind his spoiled, rich asshole persona. It’s isolating, but he doesn’t even like people anyway, so it’s fine, he’s fine, he’s great. And then he gets saddled with a new intern, who isn’t just hiding secrets: he’s barely holding it together.- Language:
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11 Feb 2026
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Not Easily Conquered by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Jul 2015
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01 Jan 2026
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Vecna doesn’t have to fight Mike Wheeler.
Mike has already been losing for years.The possession slips in through old fears. Mike's mind factures into quiet rooms full of memories he never learned how to survive.
Someone finally walks in.
"We can be heroes."
Or
Mike gets possessed by Vecna. But maybe its the wake up call he needed.
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27 Dec 2025
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(something happens and I'm) head over heels by GibbousLunation
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
16 Jan 2023
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Eddie made a strangled disbelieving noise, expression flickering. “You are not apologizing to me right now, for like, feeling a normal way about stuff. I can’t believe you.”
Steve pushed a shaking hand through his hair. His heart rate no longer in his ears meant he felt he could at least think a little more clearly. “Maybe it was the heat. Doesn’t always have to be something messed up, right?”
Eddie gave him a placating nod. “Sure, heat exhaustion is a helluva thing.”
It had been happening a lot recently. The… forgetting. Zonking out. Whatever. He was pretty sure he was just extra exhausted, it had been a few weeks since everything but it might have just been the adrenaline or something finally wearing off. Sometimes it was like he just forgot someone was speaking, or couldn’t remember for a moment what they’d been talking about. Like blinking out of a fog maybe.
It does not get better, in fact, it actually continues to get worse.
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Bookmarked by BlueUnderscore
07 Dec 2025