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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    15 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    As a special Birthday present Ilya gifts Shane... himself.

    In other words: Ilya lets Shane use a prostate vibrator on him. It gets.... intense. To say the least.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Ilya smiled at him softly, his shaky hands coming up to brush along Shane’s freckles. Even in the dark they were impossible for Ilya to miss. He was drawn to them in the dark and the light. He then pulled Shane forward, Shane nuzzling his head into the space between Ilya’s neck and collar bone. For a while, they just laid there. Quiet, breathing with each other, listening to the sound of the others’ hearts beating faintly. Shane left wet kisses on Ilya’s collarbone before he picked his head up.

    “Let me take care of you.”

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    Ilya has a bad depression day before Shane takes care of him and reminds him just what he has to live for.

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    14 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    A look at Shane and Ilya's life completely in the open, featuring a very serious six-year-old management crisis, a historic speech, and the absolute bliss of the family they built from nothing.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    I made fake Instagram posts relating to Ilya and Shane after they went public. Mostly Ilya's.

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    14 Jun 2026