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“On your knees then,” He gestures lazily to the floor between his spread legs and watches Niall swallow, eyes nervously darting between the hardwood and his face.
Niall tries that soft, reasonable tone he takes when he thinks he can steer him right. “Ruben- what are you saying? Come on, let’s just go to the couch like we-“
“I thought you were hungry?” He moves slowly, makes a show of unbuttoning his cuff and rolling the fabric up to expose his wrist. Veins on his forearms and wrist bulging and yeah, now he’s got Niall’s attention.Bookmarked by BoneSucker
16 Jun 2026
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After a line is crossed, Niall tries to name what hurt him — and Ruben refuses to understand it.
But conflict only makes the pull between them stronger, uglier, harder to resist.Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 6 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
Bookmarked by BoneSucker
16 Jun 2026
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His name is Niall.
His name is Niall, and he has a brother. A brother who is on his way to see him right now. Not to pick him up and take him home, he’s reminded, they need a few more days of testing and imaging to make sure his brain isn’t going to bleed into his skull and kill him, but at least now there is someone who can put him back where he is meant to be. Who knew where that was. Who he was.
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Niall and Ruben's near-14 year reunion goes a bit differently after Niall takes a bat to the head in a seedy motel room and forgets who he is.Bookmarked by BoneSucker
14 Jun 2026
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A ruined kitchen, a fight that goes too far, and the only language they both understand.
Somewhere between violence and need, Niall and Ruben keep choosing each other anyway.Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.
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- Part 5 of Grab a hold of me and fight me ❤️
Bookmarked by BoneSucker
13 Jun 2026
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“Say it.”
Like a good trainer, Niall knows when he’s asking too much from a puppy. He doubts Ruben will ever be able to articulate this need in him for a long time. Maybe it’ll be easier this way. If only Niall knows it exists, no one else can fill that void in him. He’ll be Ruben’s one and only. Girls come and go, vapid and preening, but Ruben will only ever have one brother.
“I need you.”
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Niall trains Ruben like a dog.Bookmarked by BoneSucker
09 Jun 2026

