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    Bruises and Boston by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Jul 2026

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    At the cottage, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov made a plan for their upcoming future. They are ready for Ilya's final year with the Raiders and Shane is prepared to take the Metros all the way again. But when Shane's medical documents are leaked during training camp, he is outed as a joke for the whole world to see. An investigation into the leak mid-season causes catastrophic results for the Montreal Metros and Shane. Things spiral as Shane and Ilya are forced to make choices about their careers, their plans, and their relationship when things go past the breaking point.

    Injuries, bruises, and scandal will bury them alive if they aren't careful.

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    i know where to draw the line by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”

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    09 Jul 2026

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    cardiac tamponade by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    30 Apr 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    A Home by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    05 Jul 2026

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    When Ilya arrives at Shane’s remote lakeside cottage, he’s chasing silence, escape, and the fragile hope of belonging. But peace is short-lived. The shadows of his past are patient, and healing doesn’t come without a cost. As love deepens and old wounds resurface, Ilya is forced to confront not just what he’s running from but who he might become if he stops running.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    To Rupture Every Bone by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    04 Jul 2026

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    Ilya held his gaze a second longer. A lot had changed. Shane's jet black hair had grown long, the messy, uneven ends grazing his shoulders. It was as if he'd abandoned grooming entirely, yet the look still worked for him. A rough shadow of stubble covered his jaw now, making him appear older, more rugged. But it was his eyes that made Ilya pause. They were still brown, still sharp, only... quieter, as if something in them had dulled. The sight stirred an uncomfortable familiarity in Ilya, like looking at a reflection of someone he used to be, and that thought bothered him more than he expected.

    or: Ilya ended things with Shane at the 2014 Vegas event, only to deeply regret it when fate crossed their paths again in the summer of 2024.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Not to Abolish, but to Fulfill by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    29 Apr 2026

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    - In which Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp as teens and a bunch of other things also go differently. Not a teen fic tho I promise! An obsessive careening consuming codependent absurdity of eternal soulmate love.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Haunting Your City by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    26 Feb 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Staring at the Sun by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    20 May 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

    -
    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Déjà vu by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    08 Jul 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    24 Jun 2026

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    The Cost of Loving You by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    11 Jul 2026

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    The fight on Boxing Day 2020 end with Ilya asking Shane for a break and Shane walking out the door. Ilya never thought that will be the last time he saw Shane, for a very long time. During this time, everyone Shane loved struggle to cope with the grief, some better than others. Ilya stays in Ottawa and watches over Yuan and David Hollander, grieving their only son, and each in their own, do not survive it. Hayden searches for answers in the wreckage of his best friend's disappearance, turning over events in memory, unable to shake the feeling Shane told him something before he vanished.
    When Shane finally reappears, enduring the unthinkable, broken and barely recognizable, what comes next is harder than anyone anticipated.

    Or: AU after the Boxing Day fight in The Long Game. It's a story of grief, found family, a love that withstands hardship and passage of time, and the most unlikely friendship. Recovery is slow and costly and nonlinear, but that's what makes the happy ending hard won. Major Character Death warning are not for Shane or Ilya.

    Updates Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    a knife cannot cut itself open by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya makes an impulsive decision and agrees to a trade to Vancouver, while Shane stays in Montreal and nurses his broken heart. But an ending isn't always an ending, and the spectre of their love burns far too brightly to go down easy. A tale of love, heartache, redemption, and forging the happiness you deserve for yourself.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    a beam, a void, a hunch, a hope by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 Jun 2026

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    Shane snickers, like he’s realized the whole situation is a little ridiculous: his concussion, his hospital bed, his secret fuck buddy calling his parents and making him breathe and talking to him like a fucking T-800. 

    “Okay, maybe you could sit down, at least?” he suggests.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Say You'll Haunt Me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 May 2026

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    The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.

    Shane is on board.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Beside You in Time by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    03 May 2026

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    It's Ilya who finds her.
    That's the truth. That's also an oversimplification built on a technicality.
    Ilya's twelve and everything's normal until it isn't.

    Or: a time travel AU loosely inspired by The Time Traveler's Wife, in which Irina's suicide more than haunts the narrative, and Ilya meets himself several times.
    Also a 5+1 fic of sorts, if you squint at it the right way.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Turn The Other Cheek by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    25 May 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    28 May 2026

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    The Interview by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    30 Mar 2026

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    Several years into Rozanov’s career, ESPN hires a reporter fluent in Russian.

    Suddenly able to answer questions fluently and with a wide vocabulary, Rozanov’s interviews go viral. Hockey fans around the world get a new look at what they thought about Boston’s #81. This changes not only his public persona, but his whole life.

    Inspired by the look on NBA star Nikola Jokić’s face when he was asked a question in his native Serbian and my own struggles learning a new language.

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    28 May 2026

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    such a loveable lamb to me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    27 May 2026

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    “Okay, so you’ve got the yips.” Shane’s delightfully one-track mind came with the tendency to wear out sports metaphors. “Like… sex yips. Maybe we try another play.”

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    27 May 2026

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    so you must like me for me by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    10 May 2026

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    Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.

    It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.

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    27 May 2026

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    To Be Desired by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    19 Jun 2026

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    He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”

    The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.

    “What do you mean, not waking up?”

    “I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.

    “And then what?”

    He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”

    -

    Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.

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    08 May 2026

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    muscle memory by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    06 Jan 2026

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    “I was looking forward to last night,” Rozanov says, soft. His pinky finger touches the back of Shane’s hand, just barely, feather light, as if Shane is something fragile.

    Something is—off, that has nothing to do with the floaty feeling of the painkillers in his system. Rozanov is looking at him, and his gaze is weighted, pinning him in place. There are bags under his eyes and a slight tilt to the corner of his mouth and his pinky is hooked onto Shane’s and there’s something at the edge of Shane’s consciousness, like chasing a dream, that’s telling him he’s missing something, he’s supposed to remember something—

    “I’m sorry,” Shane stammers out. “Did we have plans or something scheduled for last night? I’m having some trouble remembering.”
    **
    Shane's concussion is a little worse than previously thought. an amnesia au

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    07 May 2026

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