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how you loved me then by foxriverblues
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander has everything. A loving husband, a settled routine, and a life that finally makes sense. And then he wakes up.
Or: The hit Shane takes during the game vs. Boston leaves him in a coma, where he spends four years with Ilya by his side, building their life together. When he wakes up and learns that none of it was real, he’s left to face a reality that no longer matches what he knows.
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10 Jul 2026
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
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- Part 1 of 2014 Remix
- Language:
- English
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- 29,141
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 2,156
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- 14,836
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05 Jul 2026
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But I saw it happen..? by Iloveangstyheatedrivalry
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jun 2026
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Ilya picked up after the first ring. "Ilya?! Ilya what is-" "This number is no longer in use." A mechanical voice said.
In his panic he called his mother. "Shane?" "Mom! Thank god. Look. Ilya isn’t answering his phone and it says his number is no longer in use. I’m in my Montreal home and my jersey is wrong!" He had started rambling.
"Shane. What are you talking about? Why did you try to call Ilya? You know they deactivate people’s numbers after they pass."
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04 Jul 2026
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Fresh out of wisdom teeth surgery, Ilya is absolutely certain of three things:
Shane Hollander is a very attractive omega who is definitely taken.
The children following them around are weirdly invested in his life.
He needs to confess to the man he’s in love with immediately.
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30 Jun 2026
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Kiwi (Not your fucking problem) by WoahOfficial
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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Tras capitanear a Canada hasta la medalla de oro en los Juegos Olímpicos de Sochi en 2014, Shane Hollander desapareció sin dejar rastro.
En pleno 2018, Ilya Rozanov se encuentra de bruces con un niño de tres años capaz de realizar su famoso disparo marca registrada.Bookmarked by C_Mi
29 Jun 2026
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
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- English
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- 100,176
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 2,287
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- 12,654
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- 327,000
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27 Jun 2026
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His ears roared with static, his brain stuck on one gnawing, clawing question: Why did Hollander didn't tell him that he's going to be a father? The answer was obvious—because Shane Hollander didn’t need him, never had. The realization burned like cheap vodka in his throat, bitter and suffocating.
Some alpha reporter with slicked-back hair and a smirk dripping condescension leaned forward, microphone poised like a weapon. "Shane, what happened to all that talk about never bending for an alpha? Seems like someone finally put you on your back."
"And how are you so sure I'm the one who bent?" Hollander's voice cut through the noise like a blade, smooth and lethal. The room fell silent instantly. Hollander arched one eyebrow, lips curling in a smile so cold it could freeze hell over. "Not that it's your business, but for the record—it was me who rode my sperm donor’s dick to get myself pregnant."
Ilya froze. Sperm donor? The unfamiliar English phrase buzzed in his skull like a trapped wasp. Behind him, Connors snorted into his protein shake. "Oh Jesus fucking Christ," he muttered, wiping his mouth. "He just called his baby daddy a walking ATM for cum."
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- English
- Words:
- 12,411
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 493
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- 3,335
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- 621
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- 56,273
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24 Jun 2026
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Second Chances by TylerReed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.
As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.
Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.
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- English
- Words:
- 67,594
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 1,241
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- 9,077
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- 3,540
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- 181,022
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20 Jun 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,617
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 1,592
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- 12,575
- Bookmarks:
- 4,043
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- 270,716
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19 Jun 2026
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With or Without You by a1phab3ts0up
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Is it your wedding day?”
Shane sputters. “Sorry?”
“The tuxedo,” she points out. “You look like you just got married.”
“Oh,” Shane says dumbly, glancing down at his rumpled suit. “No,” he adds.
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Or the one where that one night in Vegas gets a little out of hand for Ilya and Shane and a marriage by accident could turn into one of convenience. And maybe, something more.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 109,668
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 1,550
- Kudos:
- 13,188
- Bookmarks:
- 4,983
- Hits:
- 357,283
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18 Jun 2026
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“You…wanted to see me?” He asks, barely resisting a wince at how awkwardly it comes out. “After yesterday-” He stops, swallows.
Hollander makes a face–one of Ilya’s favorite faces, in fact–that says he’s a little embarrassed about what he’s about to say. Ilya feels his chest go a little tighter, wondering if Hollander has had time to reconsider, if he’d even planned to reach out after the game, apologize for spooking and running, ask to come ba-
“Did something…happen yesterday?” Hollander asks.
Ilya stares at him.
(the accident that takes shane out for the season happens the day after the tuna meltdown) (...it also takes his memory of the tuna meltdown with it)
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- English
- Words:
- 22,217
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 482
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- 7,988
- Bookmarks:
- 1,622
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- 57,544
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17 Jun 2026
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solnyshko by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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“We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”
Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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[or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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- 3
- Comments:
- 354
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- 8,439
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- 1,847
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- 49,897
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11 Jun 2026
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we only know the love we’re shown by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.
Found someone else.
Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,913
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 563
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- 8,994
- Bookmarks:
- 1,681
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- 67,363
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10 Jun 2026
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Hit The Jackpot by LadySesame
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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"I am even better now that I have a beautiful man here to take care of me.” He cocks his head to the side after a beat. “Oh. Hey. Are you single?"
Shane laughs. "No, I'm married."
Ilya's face falls immediately, and to Shane's horror, he starts crying.
"Whoa, hey, what's wrong?"
"Is not fair! I finally meet the most beautiful person I have ever seen and he is taken! I completely miss opportunity to-- hey, why are you laughing at me?"
"Ilya. I'm married to you."
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Ilya gets high on painkillers and is very in awe of his super hot husband that he apparently has.
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10 Jun 2026
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The Minor Fall, The Major Lift by shadow_lilies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah
Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.
Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.
~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.
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“So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.
“Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.
Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 120,745
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 1,717
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- 3,694
- Bookmarks:
- 1,588
- Hits:
- 92,963
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08 Jun 2026
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There's nothing that I wouldn't do, to make you feel my love by k1kaaaaaa
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Feb 2026
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"If I make it out of this alive mama, I’ll cherish every moment we have, whether it’s in the sun or in dark corners. I will earn his love, on his terms, just please let me make it right. I love you mama, and I miss you so much, but not yet. Please don’t take me yet. Let me hold him one more time."
Or: The plane crash in the Long Game, but what if Shane didn't immediately know that Ilya was okay.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,160
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 109
- Kudos:
- 1,537
- Bookmarks:
- 416
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- 19,496
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05 Jun 2026
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But is it wrong if I see him this weekend? by ihave_a_boringlife
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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That thought settles into his brain dangerously. Ilya’s been with everyone. Girls. Guys. Others. What's another person on the list?
If Shane wants experience…
If he wants to stop feeling behind…
Why not Ilya?
Yes, he was a complete asshole that Shane wished he could choke to death sometimes and his brother's childhood bestfriend, but it wouldn’t mean anything. It's for the experience, the education of it all.
For hockey.
Obviously.
Or: Ilya Rozanov has always been Shane Hollander’s older brother’s best friend. He was never supposed to become Shane’s first everything.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,917
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 1,635
- Kudos:
- 12,326
- Bookmarks:
- 3,883
- Hits:
- 325,247
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04 Jun 2026
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Jane Is One Of The Girls by harmonyrenjun
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 May 2026
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Harris (Barrett):
You walk Ilya like a dog.Jane (Rozanov):
He is exactly where he wants to be.—
Or, Shane gets added to the Ottawa WAGs group chat.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov and the WAGs
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,929
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 226
- Kudos:
- 8,146
- Bookmarks:
- 1,014
- Hits:
- 56,038
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04 Jun 2026
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find your way back home by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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"Hi, solnyshko.”
The Russian pet name set a firework off inside Shane's mind as he heard it cooed from behind him. The intonation was just as he remembered, but the voice was much deeper.He turned and felt himself short circuit. It took every ounce of willpower to not let his jaw drop cartoonishly to the floor. Shane would recognize his individual features anywhere, even after 5 years. But it was as if someone had snapped their fingers and the smug, silly Russian boy who had been attached to Shane's hip for 3 summers was transformed into some sort of fucking Adonis right before his eyes.
“Ilya-” was all Shane managed before strong arms were wrapped around his waist and lifting him off the ground in a greeting all too familiar from years ago.
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When Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov spent their summers as teens in an elite hockey camp, they quickly became inseparable friends. But they lose touch when Shane moves on as a prospect for the NHL and Ilya for the KHL.Years later, Montreal makes a bold move to take the hottest player in the KHL. After hearing of the Russian's reputation, the Montreal Captain is tasked with keeping his old best friend and new teammate out of trouble.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 112,340
- Chapters:
- 22/22
- Comments:
- 3,461
- Kudos:
- 16,049
- Bookmarks:
- 6,366
- Hits:
- 474,785
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03 Jun 2026
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The Thing About Jane by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The body remembers what the mind forgets.
Three days after winning his first MVP award, Ilya Rozanov is critically injured in a serious car accident. Through the fog of head trauma, he struggles to remember certain details of his life, which sends him on a personal journey to find the whole truth.
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02 Jun 2026