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Dr. Robby and Frank Langdon are on the road to healing after the catastrophic events of their last shift together. Frank tries to reconcile with his family and beat his addiction after a failed suicide attempt. Robby leans on his friend Jack Abbot to overcome his critical burnout while trying to continue running the emergency department. [Mostly canon-compliant, between seasons. Will eventually continue into season 2. Heavy themes of crisis, hurt/comfort, depression, suicide attempt, etc. We got some sad boys on our hands.]
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20 Apr 2026
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should i let you fall? (so maybe you can remember yourself.) by mikaminato
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse)
12 Oct 2024
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It's Scott who leans in to kiss Logan first. It's a short, chaste kiss that has nothing to do with their usual lust-filled nights together. It's tentative and shy and—
Goddammit, so fucking sweet it makes Logan want to run and hide.
To hide his heart, laid bare on a platter, ready to be offered up and crushed. Crushed by someone who isn't to blame for how Logan feels. Scott never promised anything. There were no vows made, no sign between them that this could ever be more than casual sex. Drunken, careless sex.
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Or,
It starts as drunk sex to numb the pain. It ends with both Logan and Scott lost and found.- Language:
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- 15,037
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- 1/1
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10 Jan 2026
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Thirty years through Lorna and Alex's life.
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08 Jan 2026
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The Crucible by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America (Comics), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Feb 2017
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Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.
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I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.
I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.
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- 24/24
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19 Dec 2025
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Psychological Makeup by OhMyStarsAndGarters
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse), Marvel (Comics), Marvel 616, Marvel
16 Sep 2025
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Scott Summers has had a long time to come to terms with who he is as a person, which includes the many people he's been. Part of that means avoiding making the same mistakes, even if they weren't quite mistakes - just decisions that got people hurt.
People he cared about.
Set after X-Men vol. 7 #10, post Raid on Graymalkin.
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17 Dec 2025
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Logan finds Scott sitting on top of the roof of the factory after a rough day.
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“I don’t think Jean loves me anymore,” Scott said quietly, keeping his eyes on the horizon. When Logan didn’t reply, he added with a self-deprecating chuckle, “That’s good for you, I suppose.”
Well fuck, that was not where he thought they were going with this. Scott really was being honest, huh?
Part of him wanted to be honest, too.
Jean’s not the one I’m in love with, Logan wanted to say. Get your head out of your ass and notice me, Scotty.
But he’d never been good at the sappy shit, so all that came out was “You bet.”
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15 Dec 2025
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The North Star Guides Me Home by Theaterpug
Fandoms: X-Men: The Animated Series (Cartoon 1992), X-Men '97 (Cartoon 2024)
30 Jun 2025
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5 times Erik Lehnsherr looked to his daughter for guidance and the 1 time he couldn't anymore.
House of Dadneto 2025- Prompts: Mutation, Admiration, 5+1 and Missing Scene
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- Part 14 of Theaterpug's House of Dadneto 2025
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06 Dec 2025
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Matt sniffled, trying to hide it with a chuckle. “I think you’re the first friend I’ve ever had. And the best best-friend anybody could ever ask for. My avocado buddy.”
“Matt.”
“I think it’s divine intervention, maybe, that my phone called you. I didn’t know how much I wanted to hear your voice one last time.”
What's the point in suffering during this life if God doesn't have a greater plan for you? In the eyes of Matt Murdock, there isn't one. In the final moments of his life, thanks to his phone's accessibility options, his choice of hotel, and a chain of other unnaturally positive coincidences, Matt finds that perhaps God's timing truly is above what he can comprehend.
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19 Nov 2025
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Shotgun Opera by solitarywoman (Deducingsocks)
Fandoms: The Umbrella Academy (TV), The Umbrella Academy (Comics), The Umbrella Academy (TV) RPF
03 Feb 2026
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Klaus Hargreeves has always lived on the edge of addiction, of life, of his own unravelling. But when he's brutally assaulted by someone he trusted, the thin line he walks finally crumbles beneath him. With no waypoint but a handful of pills and a syringe, he spirals into a silence that ends up too heavy to carry by himself.
His brother Diego finds him half-dead and haunted. He brings him home in a last-ditch effort to save what’s left of The Seance. But Diego’s not whole either. Still wrestling with his own trauma and desperate to be better, he’s barely holding together the new life he’s trying to build.
Shotgun Opera is a story about what comes after the worst night of your life. About bruised bodies, broken minds, and the kind of survival that doesn’t come clean. Gritty, visceral, and unapologetically raw, this is not a story of redemption, but it just might be the beginning.
[The tags will be updated as this story continues. Please read the notes and tags. DO NOT disregard the warnings given. This gets dark and potentially triggering]
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- Part 1 of This Is What Surviving Looks Like.
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10 Sep 2025
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Where Jesse isn't so great at hiding his emotions at the end of the three-day party, and Badger and Skinny Pete realize something's wrong and stay instead of leaving.
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- 3,490
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04 Jul 2025
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30 Miles into the Middle of Nowhere, New Mexico by AChoiceWasMade
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Comicverse)
23 Apr 2025
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When you make the news as Cyclops, long lost relatives who thought you were dead tend to notice.
(AU, part of a series. Can be read standalone if desired)
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- Part 4 of X-Men Minus Xavier
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29 May 2025
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TraumA!ex Summers by Oosbeck
Fandom Mutant X (Comics), X-Factor (Marvel Comics), X-Men (Comicverse), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
03 Dec 2025
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25 May 2025
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Baghdad Waltz by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
27 Oct 2020
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Lieutenant Steve Rogers has done all the right things. Graduated West Point at the top of his class. Earned a coveted spot as an infantry officer. Found the woman of his dreams. Everything is going exactly as planned. That is, until he accepts a platoon leader position for a unit deploying to Iraq, where he’s reunited with the ex-boyfriend he’d rather forget but never could.
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Sergeant First Class Barnes thinks he knows war. He lives in a wild cycle of military training, deployments, sex, drinking, and pining for his former best friend and ex-boyfriend, Steve Rogers. But when Lieutenant Rogers is assigned as his platoon leader during Operation Iraqi Freedom, Sergeant Barnes realizes that he doesn't know the first thing about what it means to truly fight for something.
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An Iraq War love story in three movements.
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The story of two men who go to war and don’t quite come back home.
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Please read the tags and warnings.
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06 May 2025
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where you go, I'm going (so jump and I'm jumping) by camwolfe
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
25 Jul 2025
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After ten years in Stillwater for a crime she didn't commit, Vi breaks herself out and goes home. Her homecoming doesn't go like she thought it would.
Two years later, she's out of control and out on the streets. She's now a champion pitfighter, a raging alcoholic, and completely on her own. Despite her family's best (and desperate) efforts to help, Vi's on a one-way track to ending up either dead or back in prison.
At the same time, Caitlyn arrives in the undercity to collect data and information for her thesis. She starts her research from a local bar called The Last Drop, which puts her right into Vi's path. Vi might have been out of her family's home for years, but she's still not going to let a topsider put them in danger.
Canon divergence (everyone lives!), enemies to lovers (barely, the lovers aspect happens fast), angst, trauma, addiction, and also fluff and humour (because these things can co-exist!)
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- Part 1 of the only way out is through
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- 30/30
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06 Mar 2025
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Clocks in the Forest by neral_idazmi for proval
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Movieverse)
19 Oct 2024
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It's June and Scott can't sleep. Months after a mission gone wrong, he's exhausted, and Logan needling him at staff meals isn't helping.
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03 Mar 2025
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An interlude from their time by the Rio Diablo.
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22 Feb 2025
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Our Spectrum of Affection by NameStartsWithN
Fandoms: X-Men (Comicverse), X-Men - All Media Types
20 Jan 2025
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An appointment with Doctor Nemesis tells Scott what many already suspected. Emma's along for the ride.
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18 Feb 2025
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Here, At The End of All Things by Cerylid for Twisted_and_shout
Fandoms: X-Men (Comicverse)
08 Oct 2023
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The other X-Men have vanished, and a newly-resurrected Scott has called out their enemies to face him at the remains of the School, determined to take as many of them with him as he can.
He didn't expect Logan to show up and help.
He didn't expect to survive.
And he certainly didn't expect Logan to stay and look after him afterwards.- Language:
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28 Jan 2025
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After Anchorage by itwilleatyourbabies for JustAnotherGhostwriter
Fandoms: X-Men (Comicverse)
18 Jan 2024
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Five times Scott takes care of his family, and one time they take care of him.
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- 1/1
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24 Jan 2025
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At this point he’s just killing time until he can help the mission. That clear-cut goal, to stop the sentinels, is infinitely easier than trying to sort through his memories and feelings, or, worse yet, talking about his memories and feelings with two of the people most central to them.
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10 Jan 2025