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  1. Public Bookmark 8

    hate that i made you love by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Jul 2026

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    Ilya thought Shane would grow up and move on.
    Shane spent years proving him wrong.

     

    Shane was always the boy Ilya protected—the child with freckles who followed him everywhere, the one who believed every promise Ilya made. But when Ilya leaves for college, Shane is left behind with nothing but memories, unanswered feelings, and the fear that the one person who promised to stay has finally moved on.

    What starts as love slowly becomes an obsession. Shane clings to the past, to the promises, and to the idea that Ilya has always belonged with him. Because for Shane, letting go was never an option.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    I chose you by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    19 Oct 2025

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 18

    Stupid and Irresponsibly Yours by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    10 Jul 2026

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    After their first time in Montreal, Ilya ghosts Shane for over a year, keeping himself at a distance long after Sochi. But when an MLH Awards forces them to present together, Ilya can't ignore Shane any longer and Shane won't let him. In a heated moment, they make a bet, whoever wins MVP gets whatever they want. What starts out exciting turns confusing when Shane wakes up hungover with a ring on his finger and Ilya nowhere to be found. He was ghosted again, by his husband?

    Or: Shane and Ilya get married in Vegas and must weather the consequences (from each other and elsewhere) when they're actually in the same place, at the same time, and not being idiots about their feelings or their futures. There are two sides to every story, but it's about time they get on the same page.

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    10 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 44

    a distance measured in hands by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never questioned how much Ilya loves him.

    What he questions is whether Ilya understands what love asks of him.

    After months of thoughtless habits, crossed boundaries, and conversations left unfinished, the cracks in their long-distance relationship become impossible to ignore. Neither of them wants to lose what they've built. Neither of them really knows how to stop hurting the other.

    A story about emotional intimacy, learning to communicate, and discovering that love isn't just something you feel. It's something you practice.

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    09 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

    The Ottawa Bond by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Jun 2026

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    When omega Shane Hollander is traded to Ottawa, he expects a fresh start - not a captain who smells like dark chocolate and looks at him like he already belongs to him.
    Ilya Rozanov is an alpha who should not matter.
    Except he does. Too much.
    Misunderstandings turn into distance. Distance turns into pain. And one kiss makes everything worse before it ever gets better.
    While Shane believes Ilya is taken… Ilya is slowly falling apart trying not to lose him.

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    07 Jul 2026