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hate that i made you love by talaypuen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya thought Shane would grow up and move on.
Shane spent years proving him wrong.Shane was always the boy Ilya protected—the child with freckles who followed him everywhere, the one who believed every promise Ilya made. But when Ilya leaves for college, Shane is left behind with nothing but memories, unanswered feelings, and the fear that the one person who promised to stay has finally moved on.
What starts as love slowly becomes an obsession. Shane clings to the past, to the promises, and to the idea that Ilya has always belonged with him. Because for Shane, letting go was never an option.
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12 Jul 2026
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I chose you by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Oct 2025
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Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.
Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.
“Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”
Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.
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11 Jul 2026
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Stupid and Irresponsibly Yours by Cavendishh
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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After their first time in Montreal, Ilya ghosts Shane for over a year, keeping himself at a distance long after Sochi. No reason, no discussion, just done. But when an MLH Awards forces them to present together, Ilya can't ignore Shane any longer and Shane won't let him. In a heated moment, they make a bet, whoever wins MVP gets whatever they want. What starts out exciting turns confusing when Shane wakes up hungover with a ring on his finger and Ilya nowhere to be found. He was ghosted again… by his husband? Maybe?
Or: Ilya and Shane have a wild night in Vegas after time apart that is unforgettable to one and piecemealed together for the other. It should be easy to talk about but misunderstandings and misalignments add more space between them than ever before. There are two sides to every story, but it's about time they get on the same page.
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10 Jul 2026
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Shane has never questioned how much Ilya loves him.
What he questions is whether Ilya understands what love asks of him.
After months of thoughtless habits, crossed boundaries, and conversations left unfinished, the cracks in their long-distance relationship become impossible to ignore. Neither of them wants to lose what they've built. Neither of them really knows how to stop hurting the other.
A story about emotional intimacy, learning to communicate, and discovering that love isn't just something you feel. It's something you practice.
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09 Jul 2026
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The Ottawa Bond by Barbidoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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When omega Shane Hollander is traded to Ottawa, he expects a fresh start - not a captain who smells like dark chocolate and looks at him like he already belongs to him.
Ilya Rozanov is an alpha who should not matter.
Except he does. Too much.
Misunderstandings turn into distance. Distance turns into pain. And one kiss makes everything worse before it ever gets better.
While Shane believes Ilya is taken… Ilya is slowly falling apart trying not to lose him.Bookmarked by ErwinP
07 Jul 2026
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Borboletas by lovely_ten
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 May 2026
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E se, antes mesmo do anúncio de Scott Hunter, Ilya Rozanov tomasse uma decisão capaz de mudar o rumo de toda a sua vida?
Durante o All-Star Game em Tampa, uma noite entre Shane Hollander e Ilya resulta em algo inesperado: uma gravidez. Quando Shane, determinado a contar a verdade, finalmente procura o alfa, é surpreendido por palavras tão frias quanto dolorosas, algo que o destrói por dentro.
Sem alternativas, Shane decide seguir em frente sozinho. Até o dia em que o destino, cruel e implacável, reserva para ele um reencontro inevitável… e talvez o mais devastador de sua vida.
ABO x Hollanov.
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07 Jul 2026
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Even when they had ostensibly been enemies, Shane had trusted Ilya not to hurt him.
Except he does. In more ways that one.Or; Ilya involuntarily injures Shane during a game, igniting years of tension and resentment.
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07 Jul 2026
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“Hollander,” Ilya’s voice is stiff in a way that Shane hasn’t heard towards him in years.
“Ilya,” Shane’s voice breaks, “Fuck I-”
He realizes then and there that he doesn’t have a plan. He doesn’t know what he wants from Ilya. All he knew was that he needed to hear his voice, but he could tell from his tone that Ilya doesn’t want to talk to him right now. Probably never wants to talk to him again, but he picked up the phone, so maybe that means something.
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Shane runs from Ilya post tuna melt, gets in a fight, and ends up getting what he actually wants.
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07 Jul 2026
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“I thought that it would help me get over you,” Shane admits, embarrassed. He squeezes his eyes shut and takes a deep breath. “That maybe I could have sex with a girl and realize that I could do it, and then everything would be easier because I could be like you.”
“Like me?” Ilya echoes.
Shane sighs. “Like, also like girls, but I can’t. I’m gay. Just plain old gay.” He sniffles, tears welling in his eyes. “I tried not to be, I really tried not to be. But I just can’t help it.”
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Post tuna melt, Shane doesn’t start dating Rose Landry, and the next time they’re in Boston, Hayden convinces him to come to a club with the team to drink away their loss. After a disastrous hook-up with a woman, Shane wanders around Boston in the middle of the night until he finds himself at Ilya’s house, unsure of how he got there.
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07 Jul 2026
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Do You Think About Me At All? by ChaoticRussian2481
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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Shane swallowed heavily. “We should talk, I-”
“Go. Leave, Hollander. You did it before. So go.”
“Rozanov…”
“You got what you wanted. Now you can go.”
Ilya didn’t even look at him as he delivered his final words, his voice cold and devoid of any emotion. Shane waited for a few silent seconds before he gave up, realising Ilya wasn’t going to change his mind. He pulled open the door, hovering in the doorway, waiting for words that never came. His feet refused to move, his heart half hoping Ilya would call his name. But there was only silence. And now that the silence was turned on him, he had no right to hate how much it hurt.
This was exactly what he’d done months ago - turned away, shut down, left Ilya sitting there alone, confused... hurt. Back then, Shane had told himself it was easier this way. Cleaner.
Now he knew what it felt like to be the one left behind.
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Shane walked away from Ilya after the tuna melt incident.
But what if Shane never turned up at the All Stars Game in Tampa?
What if that moment had never existed?
Would it have been easier if they’d never become anything at all?
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07 Jul 2026
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The bottle was gone before he knew it, leaving him dizzy and sad. He held it upside down and shook it over his mouth, trying to find a few final drops, and sighed heavily. It hadn’t fixed anything. Of course it hadn’t. Fuck. Every time he closed his eyes he saw them, Rose fucking Landry with her hands up Shane’s shirt, like he belonged to her. Ilya supposed he did. And that thought hit like a blow to the head.
It was real.
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A rewrite of The end of S1E4 where Ilya takes a little too much after his mother
TW: Attempted Suicide via OD
PLS do not read if this will put you at risk, be safe out there <3
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06 Jul 2026
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Say My Name: I'm on my knees by Aj_777
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Apr 2026
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“Tell me what’s wrong, Hollander.”
“I ruined everything with you, didn’t I? When I left you and then went and got a fucking girlfriend and now I’ve spent the last month since she and I have broken up trying to figure out what to say to you. How to fix this,” he says, too many words, too fast. Then he lets out a wet chuckle, “And now I’m crying into your shoulder in a random nightclub in Montreal.”
“Hollander, you and Rose Landry are not—?”
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Or what if the club scene and the breakup scenes were switched so Shane, Rose, and Miles are all there as friends and Shane wants nothing more than to make up with Ilya yet does not expect to run into him at a random Montreal nightclub?
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06 Jul 2026
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recent history by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Ilya orders an Uber to his hotel, alone, after Shane disappears into the crowd, presumably straight back into Rose Landry’s arms and out of Ilya’s life for good. Fate—or more accurately, the product development team’s latest enhancement to the ridesharing experience—intervenes.
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- Part 1 of HR fics
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06 Jul 2026
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After tuna meltdown, Shane had to go back inside. What he saw changed everything.
(Or, the lovers to friends to boyfriends fic that has eaten my brain.)
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- Part 1 of The Sunshine of His Smile
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06 Jul 2026
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Am I the Boy You Dreamed Of? by ApolloLeGod
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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“Ilya,” Shane gasped out, like it hurt to form the word. With it came a small smattering of blood on his lip. A few extra hands were working alongside Ilya and Pike, but Ilya would not move. He had to stay, and listen, and be with Shane.
“Yes. Shaneya, I am here. What do you need to tell me?” More and more blood burbled up past Shane’s lips, which couldn’t be a good sign. How could more blood be trying to escape him? There were already two exit points, wasn’t that enough? Now he had to drown in it?
“Tell Ilya I’m sorry… I- I love him… So much. I’m sorry I left. Please. Please, I can’t die without him knowing…” Ilya couldn’t breathe behind the sob that tore out of him. He collapsed inward with the force of it. Shane was below him, begging to live so that he could tell Ilya he loved him. If anyone reacted to the two boys, Ilya didn’t notice. This whole thing could still be being live-streamed to ESPN, and Ilya wouldn’t care.
Or, Shane gets shot on the ice right after the Tuna Melt Gate. Ilya is there to save him.
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06 Jul 2026
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to be so lonely by summeratthecircus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Apr 2026
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“Sasha does not help, but he is safe, and strangers don’t make me feel good anymore.”
“Why?” Shane blurted.
“Why what, Hollander?” Ilya’s voice was just barely above a whisper and thick with emotion.
Shane swallowed and licked his suddenly dry lips. “Why don’t strangers feel good anymore?”
“I think you know,” Ilya rasped.OR
Post-tunamelt, Ilya shows up at a charity gala with Sasha to make Shane jealous. Shane can see the self-destruction through Ilya's confident facade and realizes that not admitting his feelings is only hurting them both.
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06 Jul 2026
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Why is She Still Here? by IlyaRizzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Apr 2026
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Ilya pops open one eye to observe Shane, whose own eyes are scarcely open to see it. “Break up with her.”
“I’m not breaking up with her. I love her.”
“You love her like best friend. Not like a girlfriend.”or
What if Shane didn't break up with Rose right away, but also couldn't stay away from Ilya?
Inspired by the song of the same name by Renee Rapp, for my BITE ME anthology series based off the album <3
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- Part 2 of BITE ME
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06 Jul 2026
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Kidnappers try to abduct Shane Hollander.
Ilya Rozanov makes them regret it.
Set post tuna-meltdown in the Rose Landry era - Shane and Ilya don’t make it to the club.
Bad Things Happen Bingo: Ice Pack
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- Part 25 of Bad Things Happen Bingo (dftea)
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06 Jul 2026
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the courtship of ilya rozanov by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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After the tuna melt meltdown, Shane meets Rose Landry, has several deeply inconvenient revelations, and decides to do the only sensible thing: win Ilya back with sincerity, logistics, and a frankly alarming amount of emotional effort.
Ilya, meanwhile, mistakes every tender gesture for the kind prelude to an inevitable goodbye.
Or: Shane is living in a romcom. Ilya is living in a Russian tragedy.
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06 Jul 2026
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Tuna melt.
Shane left.
Shane comes back.
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06 Jul 2026