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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that.
So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned.
Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could.
(Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)
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19 Jun 2026
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a simple man by writer_in_theory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“What does it fucking matter?”
The voice is more familiar like this, in the brief burst of anger that came with those words. David had heard it on TV and in videos on his phone countless times over the last decade. He may not have put it together, except this entire hotel was reserved specifically for the All-Star teams and their families, and there weren’t many Russians in attendance except for-
David’s son was secretly dating Ilya Rozanov.
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Or, why David was so calm when the rest of the world found out about Shane and Ilya.
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- Part 3 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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The Four Truths of Hockey by writer_in_theory
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Yuna and David offer to help Ilya recover from his concussion, which upends everything Yuna previously thought she knew.
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- Part 2 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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Ilya looks at him, that carefree smirk pulling at his lips, and time slows.
JJ is barreling toward Ilya, and it’s obvious he hasn’t processed that Ilya’s turned away from him. And Ilya, oh God Ilya can’t see, and the world is moving at a snail’s pace around Shane but there’s no time, he can’t open his mouth to warn him and—
—and JJ collides harshly with Ilya, sending him richocheting into the boards and Shane's world stops.
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Or, what if it was Ilya who was hurt instead of Shane?
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- Part 1 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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19 Jun 2026
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Footnote by rated_diamond
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Now, he felt, he would never have the chance. They didn’t even talk. They didn’t make it to the cottage where they were supposed to talk. Ilya was going to talk. He was going to express his fears, his love. Because he had so much of it. He was so in love it hurt sometimes. He didn’t know what to do with it. Most days it felt like it was just constantly overflowing out and onto the floor. And he knew, or at least hoped, that Shane felt the same. How could he not when he was the one to invite Ilya to the cottage?
The cottage they didn’t make it to, and that meant they lost their chance. Their chance at trying something out. At trying to finally be fucking happy.OR:
David and Yuna Hollander find out about Shane and Ilya's relationship in a completely different way.
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- Part 1 of All the in-betweens
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19 Jun 2026
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Softer, Harder by jellyrose222
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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“I was never going to hit you, Hollander!” Ilya blurted out, eyes shining. “You make fool out of me. And worse…” he took a sharp breath, his hands finding his temple. “And worse is, you hit me.”
The words hung between them, heavy and ugly.
Shane’s breath caught in his throat. He wanted so badly to reach for Ilya, cling to him like an anchor.
“I waited,” Ilya continued, voice shaking now, his control beginning to crack. “I waited for you to stop. I waited for you to look at me like you recognized me. You didn’t.”
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Or the one where Shane fights Ilya on the ice and expects him to fight back.Bookmarked by FirstDeadRobin
19 Jun 2026
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The Weight of Worth by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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A scrape of blades near the boards made Shane start. A kid coasted up, tapping the glass with a glove. He was maybe ten, lean with messy dark hair plastered to his forehead, cheeks flushed. He had Ilya’s eyebrows, Ilya’s stubborn chin, Ilya’s dare-you look already sharpened.
“You spying on Coach Rozanov?” the kid demanded, planting one mittened hand on his hip.
Shane opened his mouth, nearly laughed at how the question mirrored the suspicion roiling inside him. “Just watching,” he said softly.
The boy’s eyes narrowed. “He’s the best,” he declared, daring contradiction.
“Yeah?” Shane’s voice barely stretched beyond a whisper.
“Even hurt,” the kid continued. “My dad says he’s a mean jerk, but he showed me how to shoot so it doesn’t wobble.”
Overhearing the cruelty aimed at an injured Ilya wrecks Shane. Seeing him patiently tie a child's skate wrecks him even more.
The world called Ilya Rozanov a liability.
Shane Hollander saw a lifeline.Bookmarked by FirstDeadRobin
19 Jun 2026
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Phoenix Asks Franziska for Her Blessing to Marry Edgeworth by Potato_of_Regrets
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
10 Jun 2026
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Traditionally, when intending to marry someone, you would ask their family for permission or their blessing for the marriage. While Phoenix and Edgeworth have no biological family remaining, his years of work have taught Phoenix that family isn't constrained by simply bloodlines. There is, after all, someone that still is family to Edgeworth.
The problem still remains, however, that Franziska is absolutely, positively, terrifying.
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19 Jun 2026
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After Blaise’s trial, Sebastian is left alone.
Not literally, of course - he still has Kay, and Mr. Edgeworth, and Justine, and some of his coworkers, but in terms of family… there’s no one left. And so, by nature of being the sole DeBeste heir, Sebastian finds himself in sudden possession of all of his father’s belongings - including his house.
Sebastian does not want to be in the DeBeste house.
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sebastian finds a better home in miles's large house, and an even better father.
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19 Jun 2026
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Miles spends time with Phoenix's daughter, and Phoenix gets to know Miles' kids.
For narumitsu week 2019 day 7: domestic
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- Part 6 of Narumitsu Week 2019
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19 Jun 2026
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Shane snapped.
Later, people would describe it differently.
Some called it terrifying.
Some heroic.
Some beautiful.
Shane himself remembered almost nothing except overwhelming, animal panic.
His gloves hit the ice.
Then his helmet.
Then he collided with Volkov hard enough to rip him bodily off Ilya.
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19 Jun 2026
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Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."
“I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."
“What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.
Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”
Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.
Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.Series
- Part 5 of Amiera's Hollanov
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19 Jun 2026
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My Fictional Crush (But He's Actually Real) by CrossChips
Fandoms: 괴담에 떨어져도 출근을 해야 하는구나 - 백덕수 | Even If I Fall Into a Ghost Story I Still Have to Go to Work - Baek Deoksoo
15 Jun 2026
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The man printed on the glossy paper looked like a drop-dead gorgeous Greek god.
A broad-shouldered, incredibly hot, mature character who looked like he belonged in a gritty action thriller. Yet, this grown-ass, lethal-looking man was striking a textbook K-pop idol "flower pose" selca, framing his ridiculously handsome face between his hands against the brightest, most aggressively pastel-pink background known to mankind.
“Lee Jaheon,” Soleum introduced proudly, gazing at the card with soft, starry eyes. “Isn’t he just the cutest?”
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Five times people thought Kim Soleum's boyfriend was just some Drop-Dead Gorgeous, Hot Greek God Character from a Creepypasta Wiki + 1 Time they actually met the guy
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- Part 2 of Chip's 5+1
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19 Jun 2026
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“Ilya, hey, hey,” Shane says, setting the plates down and hurrying around the table to Ilya’s side. “What’s wrong, why are you crying?”
Ilya hiccups. “Is fine. Is nothing. I am just crying because Pike is so ugly,” he blubbers. “And it is so sad that these beautiful children have to look at his face every day.”
Pike waits until Ilya’s got his hands over his eyes to meet Shane’s gaze and mouth 'what the FUCK'.
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Or: after Shane moves to Ottawa, Ilya develops a habit of randomly bursting into tears.
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- Part 19 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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“Be careful,” Shane frets, one hand hovering over Ilya’s shoulder. “It’s icy, and I don’t want to be a widower.”
“Oh, we’d have to be much higher than this for the fall to kill me,” Ilya says, gaze still fixed on the cool black skyline. “At least seven stories.”
It’s not until much later, as the waitress is clearing the dishes from dinner, that Yuna finds herself wondering why Ilya knows exactly how high a fall needs to be in order to kill him.
Or: Yuna learns about Ilya's past bit by bit over the years.
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- Part 7 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.
He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.
So.
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Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.
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- Part 6 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov ☑️ @ilyarozanov81
hockey players always say they are so grateful for fans. well, for valentine’s month I will put my mouth where my money is. you are welcome in advance
Harris ☑️ @centaursharris
@ilyarozanov81 I’m afraid to ask. Also, it’s put your MONEY where your MOUTH is.
Ilya Rozanov ☑️ @ilyarozanov81
@centaursharris eh in this case I think my version is more accurate
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Or: a hybrid social media fic in which Ilya decides to spread the love amongst hockey RPF fans.
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- Part 3 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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At first Ilya thinks it’s some kind of deformed bear. Then he sees the weird little claw-things it has instead of paws, and realizes it’s a massive stuffed sloth.
“Looks like someone’s going all-out this year,” Bood says from behind him.
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Or: Ilya and Shane might be spending their first Valentine's Day as a married couple apart, but Shane's not letting that stop him.
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- Part 2 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026
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"Sveta," he says, before she can greet him. "I think I'm about to do something very stupid."
"You're always doing something stupid," she laughs, her voice tinny over the speakerphone. "What is it this time?"
"I am in a staring contest with a bottle of pills," Ilya says. "And I think the pills might win."
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Or: An alternate take on Ilya's mental health after moving to Ottawa, featuring the reality of long distance relationships, Ilya learning to captain a new team, and a series of game tapes made by Ilya's dead father.
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- Part 10 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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18 Jun 2026