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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Allison tapped him on the shoulder and Neil snapped back to reality.
    “Mh?”

    Allison had her eyes wide open and a little smile on her face.
    “We’re going to loose”

    “What? Why?”

    Allison didn’t answer, she just made Neil turn around and she pointed at the entrance.

    Holy fuck.

    Or…
    The foxes create a competition: the couple with the best Halloween costumes wins a coupon for the Exy store.
    Andrew and Neil both work hard to impress each other and end up having sex in their Halloween costumes.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Neil is on the run with his mother for three years before his father catches up to them. And after finally being handed off to The Ravens his life is never the same.
    After three more years of brutal training and abuse at the hands of Riko and Tetsuji, his life is changed yet again on the day Kevin Day runs away to the foxes, leaving him and Jean Moreau behind to suffer the consequences.
    Six more heinous months after that, in the summer before his long promised debut, he's finally allowed to leave the nest...but he's still anything but free.

    As the list of friends and allies grows, so too does his list of problems. How much of himself is he willing to give away to keep the people who matter to him safe? And how many lies and secrets can he stack on top of one another before his house of cards comes crumbling down?

    Edit: Check out my discord for regular updates on this and all my other fics :) https://discord.com/invite/Ehad9M5f28

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    19 Aug 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 86

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    Andrew hated him on first sight in his second year, and waited for him his third year, and grieved him his fourth. Now Neil's back, scarred and half-broken, but still mouthy and beautiful.

    It's horrible timing, really. Andrew's been doing such a good job not caring about his future.

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    10 Jul 2023

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    “I have baggage.”

    “All my foxes have baggage. You won’t be the first.” Wymack said.

    Neil doubted any fox in all Wymack’s years has carried the same weight as Neil when it came to baggage.

    “That's not what I mean.”

    “Go on. Let’s hear it then.”

    The coach waited patiently for him to continue. It should have been comforting but Neil was far more scared than ever.

    “I have a son. His name’s Milo.”

    ____
    OR what if Neil had a kid when he was on the run?

    Self-indulgent fic I didn't expect anyone to care about but my sister pushed me to write it

    SLOW UPDATES

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    12 Jan 2023

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    Andrew hated everything about Nathaniel Wesninski. He had everything: money, power, publicity, and a picture-perfect relationship, and on top of all that he was a world-class asshole who only cared about himself. So needless to say, Andrew was pissed when he found out that Nathaniel and his girlfriend were transferring from the ravens to the foxes. But it doesn't take long for Andrew to suspect that Nathaniel was not as picture-perfect as he seemed to be.

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    20 Dec 2022

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    Neil Josten only has one year at Palmetto - one year that he'd planned to stay under the radar, keeping his true omega status hidden, while playing a sport he loves before moving on.

    But that was before he met Andrew Minyard. Before Riko drugged him into having a false heat. Before Andrew so carefully helped him through it.

    Now Neil is questioning what it truly means to be an omega - and what exactly the price would be if he wanted to stay.

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    17 Oct 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Nathaniel.”

    No. Nope. She’s not real, you’re just tired. She’s dead Neil.

    “Abram.”

    Abram, she’s dead. She can’t hurt you.

    “Open your goddamn eyes, Nathaniel.”

    Neil didn’t even know they were closed. His eyes shot open and he stared and stared and stared. He stared because his mother was standing eye to eye with him, very much alive and very much Mary Hatford and not Beatrice or Lily or Megan or any of her other aliases.

    “Mom?” Neil whispered.

    _______

    (REALLY SLOW UPDATES)

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    29 Aug 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 71

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    “Come on!” Nicky’s whining as he follows Kevin around. “At least let Andrew look at it!”

    Kevin halts his pacing and turns to Nicky, leaning in towards him, surely to try and intimidate him. Nicky remains unfazed, though he does raise his hands in a placating manner, almost like it’s an instinct to try and defuse any remotely precarious situation.

    “No,” Kevin hisses sharply. “Nicky, listen to me. He can’t see this case—so just keep your voice down.”

    Oh? Andrew pulls himself out of his chair. He sneaks across his room towards the door, closer and closer, until he’s standing just behind it.

    None of these cases on his desk are very interesting.

    But the commotion outside his office certainly is.

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    18 Aug 2022

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    06 Aug 2022

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    Neil's back in Palmetto with the Foxes' triumph over the Raven's, time to see how much damage has been done.

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    “Yes.”

    He didn’t remember the car ride back. Were they back? He was in a car. Yes.

    He remembered bits. Things scattered, Remembered-

    Eighty percent.

    A bullet.

    Blood splatter and Riko’s expression. Watched until eyes fogged over with death. Did he watch that long? Must have. His mother used to say-

    He blinked.

    ~

    The long-awaited Scared to Live sequel

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    21 Jun 2022

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    07 May 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 46

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    The plan was simple, wait for Aaron to leave the locker room for practice. Take his phone from his backpack, take a quick look, and put it back. No harm would be done to Aaron, and Andrew could rest easier knowing their deal hadn’t been breached.

    Andrew sat in front of his locker, waiting for Aaron to leave with Matt Boyd and begin warm-ups. When suddenly, Dan Wilds, captain of Palmetto High School’s exy team, knocked on the door. She entered, followed by Allison, Renee, Coach Wymack, and finally a new kid.

    Andrew immediately slumped down on the bench and sighed. The Aaron Plan, as he had named it in his head, would have to wait because Andrew’s interest was peaked. Even if he truly didn’t care.

    “Hello everyone, this is Neil Josten. Our new striker sub for this upcoming spring season.” Dan introduced the new guy, before nodding towards Wymack.

    or,

    Neil is new to Palmetto High. Andrew may or may not be developing feelings.

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    04 May 2022

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    Andrew has signed with a team halfway across the country. Neil is determined to make it work, to break the distance down into something manageable.

    They are going to survive this.

    That is, if Ichirou doesn't have other plans.

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    13 Mar 2022

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    18 Feb 2022

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    At Thanksgiving dinner, Neil gets to Andrew faster. The result isn't any better. Neil is still a martyr, and Andrew struggles like never before to insist that he feels nothing.

    Because there was someone waiting for Andrew upstairs, and they got Neil instead.

    [Authors note: Sorry guys I'm re-writing this fic as of 2025 I have improved so much as a writer I simply have to do it (and for continuity reasons so I can keep proper notes this time). Later chapters I'll likely make more mild revisions to.]

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    13 Oct 2021

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    If Neil thought that his nightmares would disappear with the bodies of his father and Riko, he is sorely mistaken. His sophomore year brings many changes, starting with the fact he's alive for it. But Aaron's trial is on the horizon, and the Freshman are more trouble than they're worth as far as he's concerned. As Neil prepares to lose the girls, he wonders if he'll lose himself too. Someone is watching him, someone who knows how to make him hurt. Nightmares aren't the only thing that go bump in the night. But Neil has promised to stop running, and he finally has something- someone- to stand his ground for.

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    18 Apr 2021

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