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If I lose myself by LelaMael
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Avengers Assemble (Cartoon), Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes
12 Sep 2024
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Set right at the end of "Avengers (2012)", Clint is back only that he isn't sure if that is a good thing. His mind is a shadow mosaic on the brink of bursting in too tiny pieces to ever put back together and at some point even a mosaic is too damaged. Nick Fury is glad that Clint is in the company of people who see his unstable mind as a challenge rather than a death sentence. He only isn't sure if the Avengers are up for this task because, in the end, they have no idea who the archer really is and what he is able to do. Maybe the Avengers can teach him a thing or two and maybe, just maybe the archer will tell them some of the stories life wrote with scars onto his skin and mind.
Three months in the tower and at the end almost everything goes to hell. No one ever will be entirly sure how they survived this. Or if all of them even did. Surviving isn't living after all.
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- Part 3 of Shattered
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Dark Matters by LelaMael for Dazzlefae2002
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes, Avengers Assemble (Cartoon), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
21 Sep 2022
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The Avengers had gone out onto their fourth mission together, the second Barton had taken part in. Since April there had been five bombings that all had one thing in common, no forensic evidence and a rumour, a name, the Mandarin. S.H.I.E.L.D had dug deeper and had come up with a lead. A lead the Avengers had wanted to investigate and in the process had lost Barton. Of course it had to be Barton. Fury remembers the day he understood just how dangerous and unstable Clint Barton could be. He still took the risk. He always would. Even so he sometimes wondered if it was smart. But then again - the "I" in S.H.I.E.L.D. really didn't stand for "intelligence", right?
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- Part 2 of Shattered
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Shadow mosaic by LelaMael
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes, Avengers Assemble (Cartoon)
28 Apr 2022
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»At least wait until you have met all of him«, she said before she stood and joined Barton in the cockpit. Steve let his head fall back against the wall. This was some day.
The Avengers meet Clint Barton, Hawkeye and Ronin. They are all the same, or are they not. Bits and pieces captured in between and during missions. Puzzlepieces of a shattered life.
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- Part 1 of Shattered
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How do you escape something you've been born with? What can you do against your innate instincts? If you have never learned to be something else? Chris Argent, Alan Deaton and Derek Hale, one night, insights, views. No one should be juged by his cover. [Heartbeat-Verse]
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- Part 1 of Heartbeat-verse
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You are not just a dancer with the ball, you're also a brilliant tactician, excellent chances donor and even more you are just you. With all your big and little quirks. Yes, even you know that half of the people see you as a spoiled brat who has no business being on the big stage. The other half worships you almost like a god. You don't know what to think about either way of seeing you. (Insight look at Neymar before and through the game against Columbia)
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Shattered by LelaMael
Fandom Avengers Assemble (Cartoon), Avengers: Earth's Mightiest Heroes, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
12 Sep 2024
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Clint Barton was born into darkness, met evil when he was just a child, innocent and sweet. No matter what his dreams might would have been, he never was given a choice. Life had other plans for him, written with scars on his skin, painted with shadows in his mind, like a mosaic, fractured, shattered. Some people are born to be great, some are born to different. Some are born to battle their demons but what do you do if the demons are too huge to battle them? Clint invites them for a dance.
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The verse around Chris Argent and Derek Hale, told from different perspectives and through different eyes. Sometimes very close to them and sometimes from someone outside the pack. It's their way of getting together, learning to handle each other and falling deeply in love. Their fights, battles and soft moments full of love.
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Circle of memories by LelaMael
Fandom Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter (2012), Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter - Seth Grahame-Smith
19 Dec 2013
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Catch me if you can by Willofhounds
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Jason Bourne Series - Robert Ludlum
16 Jul 2026
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Years before he was a SHIELD Agent, Clint used to be a member of Medusa, a Black Ops Program created by the CIA. Not just any member but Delta One. Arguably the most dangerous member to come out of Medusa and never quits sane afterwards. He hid it well but there was always that fractured part of his mind that when push came to shove was there, ready to kill. Well Alexander Conklin makes a call to bring Clint back in but not in Medusa instead into the Treadstone 71st program to kill Carlos the Jackal.
In bringing Clint back into the fold Clint finds out the Jackal is hunting his brother. So it's a race against time and his team to find Barney before the Jackal does. And in failing that. Killing the Jackal. His mind already fractured from Medusa and Loki's actions this might be the final push of his sanity.
Coulson freshly out of the hospital and physical therapy now is in a race against time. Find Barton before he gets himself killed.
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23 Jul 2026
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An assassin has been hitting the higher corrupted members of the political climates. Due to the high political nature, SHIELD is ordered to find and eliminate the assassin. However when Coulson captures him, he realizes the assassin is just a teenager, a half feral one but still a teenager. Instead of killing him, Phil brings him to the helicarrier.
Hawk, has spent his entire life as an assassin. After a failed killing Hawk has been able to break free of the brainwashing. To get his revenge he starts killing them one by one. He is able to stay one step ahead of his pursuers by using his ability. It allows him to see a few seconds into the futures and their possibilities. It works up until a man in a suit shoots him in the leg and he later wakes up in a strange infirmary. Who are these strange people and what do they want with him?
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Bookmarked by LelaMael
18 Jul 2026
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Clark crossed one leg over the other. “And what tells you you’re no longer there?”
Robby blinked.
“I just said.”
“No,” Clark said mildly. “You said you’re eating, sleeping, functioning, and in love. Those are all real things. They are also not, in and of themselves, evidence that the underlying structure is sound.”
The room went a little still.
Robby gave a short laugh.
“Well, that’s bleak.”
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- Part 5 of Midbar (מִדְבָּר)
Bookmarked by LelaMael
17 Jul 2026
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“Barton is supposed to stay away from any physical activity to let his injuries from his last mission heal completely,” Coulson informs him.
Fury feels a headache coming. Had he been a lesser man, he would have already either banged his head against the first hard surface he could reach or straight out left his position of director of SHIELD. Instead, he simply poured himself a glass of whiskey. “What are the chances he actually does that?”
“Pretty high, since he won’t risk losing full mobility in his hands.”
Oh, this headache is definitely going to be terrible, with or without that bottle of whiskey.
“And what are the chances of SHIELD surviving a bored Barton for several months?”
Coulson doesn’t respond.
Fury curses.
“But if we want to trade a bad situation with another,” Coulson adds, “I might have a proposition.”
Fury curses some more.Bookmarked by LelaMael
07 Jul 2026
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Not yet by Head_councilor_of_Ares_Cabin
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
29 Mar 2026
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Not yet. That's what Clint would tell Natasha. He'd tell them he was deaf. Just not yet. He wasn't ready. But he would be.
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How the Avengers found out Clint Barton was deaf.
Bookmarked by LelaMael
07 Jul 2026