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    Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollanderofficial 
    I’ve seen many publications over the years speculating on my own, and my husband’s, hockey stats and accolades in relation to our romantic relationship and when the public assumes it started. 

    We don’t owe this to anyone. But we’ve also been playing professional hockey for seventeen years and we’ve both run out of ahem, cares to give.

    On the right is a photograph from the behind the scenes of our joint CCM advertisement in July of 2010. This photo predates the hundreds of combined accomplishments listed on the left. 

    Oh, and it was also taken about six hours before our first kiss. 

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    or; a year from retirement and out of fucks to give, shane reveals their timeline to twitter in response to the latest speculatory article on their relationship. hollanovs across the world rejoice, centaurs celebrate their beloved dads, and former teammates share the not-so-subtle clues they missed the first time.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Just hollanov being babies

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    23 May 2026

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    A second, then a blur. Ilya knocking over one of the kitchen island stools to engulf Shane. His shaking frame holding Shane so tight, Shane felt himself shaking back. He could only hold on back, just as tightly.
    “Please.” Came the strangled voice by his left ear. “Please, tell me.”
    And who was Shane to ever deny a wish of Ilya Rozanov.
    “I’m signing to Ottawa. Tomorrow. If you would want to come with.”
    And then Ilya was shoving him back, holding him close to his face. “Of course. I drive. Of course I come.”
    Or
    Shane, fed up with Montreal, signs to Ottawa before their relationship is revealed. While he doesn't plan on keeping that a secret for long, he asks Ilya to let him get to know the team first, before they come out. To maybe have a normal season. Meanwhile, the rest of the Centaurs are going crazy trying to figure out what is going on between their captain and Shane Hollander and why they keep showing up in the same car??

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?

    A lot... He hopes.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Four times Ilya Rozanov reminded everyone exactly who the fuck they were dealing with (spoiler: still an asshole, still elite, still not going anywhere), and one time he didn’t have to be anything except soft.

    Or being out didn’t make him nicer. Being married didn’t make him softer. Being older didn’t make him weaker. And being a father? Well. That’t when things get complicated.

    (He’s really good at that last part. Don’t tell anyone.)

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Based on when Ilya told Shane that he doesn't believe in cheating in The Long Game.

    Because I'm sorry, what was that?

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya get his “I don’t believe in cheating” handed to him

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    A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.

    Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    15 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Heartbreaking

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    Shane dropped his gaze. “You’re really going to make me ask?”
    “Yes,” Ilya said. “You ask, maybe you get. So, ask.”
    “Okay,” Shane said. “I want you to fuck me.”
    Ilya started to laugh.
    “Don’t—this isn’t a fucking joke, alright?” Shane snapped. “Shut up. I want it to be different. Or, no—the same, but more. I want you to just make me fucking take it. Shit. I don’t know how to ask you for this.”
    “No, no, is good start so far,” Ilya said. “Go back to the part where I get to make you fucking take it. That’s good. Tell me more.”

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Through the fog, he can see Ilya’s lips moving, but all he can hear is “sex with other men” on repeat over and over and over in his head. Ilya’s lips stop moving and form a concerned pout. The silence fills the room, stark and vast. He feels so far away from Ilya, like there’s a chasm between them now.

    “What?” he croaks. His heart is racing now and his body has gone cold, but he can feel beads of sweat starting to form everywhere. His stomach’s churning. He’s going to be sick. His legs feel numb, the tingling sensation slowly making its way up his body. He uses all his strength to focus on what Ilya is saying.

    “We spend many months on the road. It is a long time to go without…” Ilya trails off, waving his hand vaguely, letting Shane fill in the blanks. “If you want to sleep with other men when we are apart, I understand.”

    A wave of nausea hits him and he has to clutch at his stomach to dull the sensation. He doesn’t understand what's happening.

    He knew this conversation would be serious as soon as he sat down. He thought maybe someone had found out about him or them. He had been preparing to go into crisis mode. He supposes this still qualifies as one.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Heartache

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    As the social media manager of Ottawa’s Centaurs, Harris takes his job very seriously. These are short stories of the different social media content Harris creates with the Centaurs

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
    Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”

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    OR: The Stanley Cup Champion Ottawa Centaurs Do Buzzfeed's Puppy Interview

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Fluff extraordinaire

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    Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.

    Or: Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Centaurs. Includes teasing teammates, introspection, therapy, personal growth, lots of sex and an attempt to bring home the Stanley Cup.

    (Also: A story about learning how to accept your true self and all the joy that can come from that.)

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    13 Dec 2025

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    Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    It's Year 12, and Charlie Spring is having casual, enjoyable sex with several of his rugby teammates.

    All the while, he is secretly lusting over a disappointingly straight Nick Nelson, who he’s been admiring from afar.

    One day, Charlie asks if Sai has any more friends that might be interested in getting in on the action. Charlie tells Sai he has a special fantasy that can only be achieved with a boy he hasn’t had sex with yet.

    Soon after that, Nick accidentally overhears the lads sharing their experience with an amazing person they are all fucking.

    And, look. Nick’s a teenager. He’s horny, his girlfriend just broke up with him. He’s secretly pining for Charlie - his bi-awakening - who is way too good and smart for him and who probably doesn’t even know Nick exists.

    So, what’s a boy to do?

    Nick asks the lads if he can get in on the action too.

    Charlie’s fantasy?

    That the new boy he has sex with has no idea who Charlie is while they’re fucking…

    Charlie wants to be a mystery boy…

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    27 Sep 2025

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    Nick is visiting his father in France, and Charlie is returning to the UK from a friend’s wedding in Marseille. They meet by chance on a train heading to Paris.

    As they approach the station, Nick impulsively asks Charlie to get off the train with him and spend the evening with him in Paris.

    Charlie, who has felt an instant connection with Nick, agrees.

    This is the story about what happens over the course of that one life-altering night, and beyond.

    Inspired by the films ‘Before Sunrise’ and ‘Before Sunset.’

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Top tier pining, so fluffy and so painful at the same time.

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    Chapters 52-56 of ACOMAF from Rhys's POV.

    Starting with his recovery after being shot down by Hybern while Feyre takes time away.

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    14 Jul 2025

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    Charlie Spring always dreamed of becoming a police officer, a plan he shared with his best friend Tao since childhood. But when they finally begin training, the pressure is heavier than expected and so is the presence of Officer Nick Nelson. Charlie and Nick clash immediately, but underneath the tension, something deeper begins to spark something Charlie never anticipated.

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    01 Jun 2025

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