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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    Nick and Charlie have been together for almost five years and are as unbearably in love as always. Then, somehow, everything goes wrong and they find themselves broken-up, not speaking anymore and both devastatingly heartbroken.

    Let's see how they both try, and eventually learn, how life works without the other. And what it takes for them to get back together, because, you know, Nick and Charlie are endgame and will find their way back to each other in (nearly) every universe.

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Five times Nick and Charlie took care of each other.

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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 13

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    Nick has just moved to Leeds for his first year of uni. Let’s check in with him, Charlie and the squad as the months pass and they manoeuvre this next chapter of their lives.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    July used to be something to endure for Ilya Rozanov. Now, however, July is the month he looks forward to the most. A Tale that follows Ilya and Shane over the course of six summers as they spend their Julys at the cottage; 2017 - 2022. (Rating may escalate.)

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    July 2017 | Quebec, Canada
    The coffee maker had beeped from the kitchen- Hollander, I am a guest, yes? I should enjoy coffee in bed - and Shane groaned, rising from the bed and sliding his discarded briefs up his legs- fine, you can be a guest for this week- trotting out of the bedroom and returning minutes later with a mug in each hand, handing one to Ilya, not bothering to hide a smile.

    “World’s Okayest Hockey Player,” Ilya read, a frown deepening on his face, “why are you giving me this? This is yours.”

    “I’ve never used it, so it can be your mug now.”

    Ilya had nodded slowly, setting the offending object on the bedside table carefully, eyes flashing as he watched Shane do the same- okay, Hollander- before pouncing on him, pressing him into the mattress.

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    14 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya suggests to Shane that he would be okay with Shane sleeping with other men if he wanted.
    Shane is not happy about it.
    They argue, there's silence, and then the realization of just how far they’ve come.

    or: an expanded (imagined) scene inspired by a brief mention in The Long Game, when Ilya speaks to his therapist about his relationship with Shane and thinks back to this argument after she asks whether they’re in a monogamous relationship.

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    24 Jan 2026