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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    “You’re leaving us?” Kaidan asked, mirroring Garrus’ shock though in a far more measured way. “Alone?”

    

“Yup.” Shepard popped the last letter and paused long enough to give them a wink before she headed for the door. “I’d rather talk to Javik than sit here and watch you two prevaricate about fucking.”


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    Tired of watching Kaidan and Garrus fumble around their sensibilities and insecurities, Shepard leaves them to just get on with it. Thankfully, that's just what they needed.

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    "Oh, they're just upset because they got locked in a storage closet for the entire thing."

    "The subject! Change it!"

    Or; The heat gets to Simmons, Grif goes to look for him, they have multiple different kinds of long-needed conversation, and Donut and Caboose do irresponsible things with their time and money.

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    22 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    Rvbkinktober Day 13: Experimentation!

    Simmons asks Grif to help him out with some cybernetic repairs he would rather Sarge NOT do. Grif soon finds out exactly why.

    Or, “It’s not gay if it’s surgery”

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    19 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

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    Octavius is a general. He became a general for the glory of Rome, unfortunately that is hard to do when his Rome is constrained to a magical diorama and its miniature inhabitants. And even harder when the irritating blonde cowboy next door hates him.

    Both the senate and Jedediah's unionised workers agree that despite their differences it is in their best interest to join forces to unite the miniatures hall, leaving their leaders to have to bottle their mutual hatred for the good of their people.

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    07 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    “He could kiss Hawke once. Just this once. He wouldn’t have to think about it anymore—the whole question of it would be answered. The proverbial cat: killed, revived, and slinking away after, satisfied.

    It almost seemed tidy, put that way. It almost seemed rational.

    Varric didn’t feel rational.

    He felt like he was standing at the edge of a cliff.”

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    Varric has a one-night stand with his best pal Hawke right before embarking on an expedition to the Deep Roads together to make their fortunes. But it’ll be fine! Varric isn’t going to make it weird.

    (Varric makes it weird.)

     

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    This fic can be read standalone, or as an AU of 'A Poem and a Mistake'

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    30 Mar 2026

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    When something goes wrong on a hunt and Castiel is exorcised from his vessel, there’s only one option to save him: saying yes. And of course Dean’s going to say yes and let Castiel in. That’s his best friend. He just didn’t account for the whole “seeing each other’s thoughts and feelings” part of possession. Oops.

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    09 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Castiel manages to escape the Empty, but on borrowed time. Before he hands over his grace, he accidentally forges an angelic bond to Dean, his new life mate, and grace tainted with humanity has no place in the angel afterlife.

    The bond forces Dean and Cas to navigate new waters, as they can now see into each other’s minds and feel what the other feels. Grace sex between Dean’s soul and Cas’s grace becomes a new normal in the couple’s lives, until it causes something they never thought possible...

    This is my version of a post-finale fix-it, starting after the events of 15x18 and reimagining a future for the Winchesters filled with family and love ♡ Hope you enjoy!

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    06 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 29

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    It's extremely lonely out in space. How they deal with it is not necessarily healthy.

    An anthology of stories in one contiguous, canon universe. Explores their entire star-crossed relationship from Series 1 - TPL

    I plan on doing 2 short stories per series and one for TPL and two for BTE as well as a conclusion (26 stories total), so it's ambitious. Wish me luck.

    Also, every chapter except #1 has explicit horny behaviour. Enjoy!

    With this many stories happening you can probably tag this with every NSFW tag under the sun.

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    06 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Just like almost everything else in his life, Arnold J. Rimmer has a complex about death; specifically the one he suffered three million years ago. When presented with the option of either keeping the last man alive sane or blinking out of existence never to be seen again, the choice is - obviously - relatively simple.

    Unfortunately for Rimmer, the last man alive happens to be a complete and total gimp, and he has his work cut out for him.

    This is a semi-anthology(?) series which follows the highs and lows of Rimmer and Lister's relationship from Series I to XII. While the holographic version of Rimmer throws himself head-first into his new role as the custodian of Lister's sanity, he must also grapple with his identity as a simulated approximation of a dead man. In the meantime, Lister must come to terms with the disturbing fact that his annoying bunkmate is slowly but surely growing on him.

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    05 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 4

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    Lister comes back drunk from a night out at Parrots. He wake Rimmer up.

    This gets quite explicit.

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    01 Jul 2025

  11. Rec *

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    Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.

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    Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."

    "What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."

    "Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."

    "Easier said than done."

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    15 May 2025

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    “I think,” Cas grits out, “that the spell requires me to say the truth. I’ve been trying to suppress it with my grace, but it’s… not working.”
    “Got it,” Dean says, nodding, because he can work with this. “Yeah. Sure. So give me some truths. Some stupid little ones.”
    Cas narrows his eyes. “Such as?”
    “Like, I dunno, what’s your favorite color?”
    Cas’s face somehow goes stonier. “Green,” he ekes out.
    Dean clears his throat. Blinks a few times. “Oh.”
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    Or: when Dean and Cas investigate a group of high school students getting mysteriously ill, Cas gets hit with a truth spell.

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    12 May 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 91

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    Facing our worst hits might just be the key to finding our true happiness.

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    a spn post-canon fix it in which dean goes to the empty to save cas, and learns a few things along the way.

    …or the one where dean realizes he’s been in love the whole time by reliving it all to save cas

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    04 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “I need you here with me! You have to wake up so Jack can bring you back to me! Wake up, man, come on!”

    Dean does his best to keep yelling, but the heat racing through his veins is almost too much. An emotion that doesn’t feel like own shoots blooms in his subconscious. He feels a strong sense of alertness and panic, and his heart palpitates.

    “Castiel! I want you to stay! I need you to wake up, I want you to stay! I’ll ask you to stay!”

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    04 May 2025

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    Following the birth of the devil's spawn and Cas' death, Dean is not too keen on accepting Jack into their midst until the nephilim brings Cas back, and everything is well with the world again.

    For a while, everything seems fine. They can kick back and relax. Cas joins them for a couple of cases where Dean gets to indulge his love of cowboys, and Dean is having the time of his life. That is, until Cas and Jack mysteriously disappear, only for Cas to come back cursed, with his wings on full display.

    Dean would swoon over Cas' feathery beauties if not for the fact that Cas' life may be on the line again, and Dean would do anything to keep the angel safe. Especially since the remedy apparently involves lots of snuggling, plenty of spooning, and even some kisses on the side... even if things might be a bit awkward at first. After all, they're just friends, never mind that Dean has harbored feelings for Cas for years. He will do it, though, for Cas, but for fuck’s sake, he will not be the little spoon!

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    04 May 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    Dean works through his feelings after spending a night with Cas, and somehow everything that can go wrong, does.

    Set somewhere in the late seasons, Gabriel is running heaven and Cas is a fully powered angel again, Dean and Sam live in the bunker.

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    04 May 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 43

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    What happens when Dean ends up in a town he can't seem to get out of, and an art store owner that gives him a reason to stay?
    Dean has been on the road most of his life, never settling down. He doesn't know how to. with a mix of c-ptsd, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, his life hasn't been easy. After his abusive father's death, he didn't know what to do or where to go, so he kept moving. Sam was at college, busy with his own life, succeeding and realizing that the world really was his oyster.
    so, what happens when he ends up in a town he can't seem to get out of, and an art store owner with an interesting personality and untamable hair that gives him a reason to stay?

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    03 May 2025

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    After a less than lucky encounter with a witch, Dean is thrown back in time to 2008. Not only that, but he's also thrown into his younger self's body. Not knowing what to do, or how to get back, he decides to play along with what he thinks he did the first time around. Luckily, he's not the only one from the future. Cas is in the same boat, and they decide to do things right this time around; stop the apocalypse before it begins.

    But changing the future is tricky business, and keeping it a secret from everyone else is hard when your brother knows you too well and you're in a time where descripting your relationship with said brother as having 'trust issues' doesn't even begin to cover it.

    Will Dean and Cas save the world? And if they do, what will it cost them?

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    02 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 72

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    Fics based around the Murderer's Row Prison!AU, largely consisting of the events around Valhalla Penitentiary, while occasionally delving into flashbacks about various inmates and staff.

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    06 Apr 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    "A love strong enough to conquer death. A love so strong that it makes a man drag himself through the realm of the dead, makes him willing to kill another for the sake of the one he holds in his heart, strong enough to make him walk through a scorching desert with no end in sight, lips cracked and throat parched, feeling the call of death and still be strong enough to deny himself a drink if it meant he could save his love. Would you call it love? Perhaps that is what true love is. But that doesn’t quite fit, does it? Not really. It feels almost like… well, now isn’t the time for speculation. Not when we don’t even know the story yet. So, let’s get to it."

    You can't convince me that Orpheus and Dionysus aren't perfect for each other. The man who is "too much" and the god of ritual madness and religious ecstasy? A god who Operates entirely in extremes?

    This is probably not going to be very long, but I've been trying to find fics of these two and I've gotten desperate enough to attempt my own.

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    09 Feb 2025

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