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  1. Public Bookmark 5200

    Mystery Work

    Part of Crypto
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

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    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is fifteen when he wins the Hunger Games. He may be the youngest victor in history, but he's already hit his growth spurt and stands broad-shouldered and tall over the other tributes. It's no wonder, the Capitol whispers. He's already so handsome. He's not even eighteen, and the bids for his company must be astronomical.

    A year later, Ilya’s record is broken by a fourteen-year-old from Four named Shane Hollander.

    Ilya is twenty-six when they're sent back to the arena.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 8754

    Mystery Work

    Part of UnrevealedDTA
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    14 Feb 2026

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    Arlo watches Rozanov catch the small gesture their boss gives him and grab the black coat off his shoulders, draping it over one arm with his black leather gloved hands. It freaks Arlo out a little, the wordless communication that Boss has with his bodyguard. The way they move like a single being, with Hollander always a step ahead but never more than that step far. Rozanov walks if Boss walks, like there’s an invisible leash latched to some collar that only Hollander can tug at.

    It must be so humiliating, he thinks just as Boss climbs the long flare of stairs that lead to the main entrance and Rozanov follows behind him like an obedient dog. He wonders if he burns with the shame of subduing himself like that. Of reducing his entire existence to a single man out of obligation.

    Or, italian mafia boss shane hollander and his guard dog through the eyes of an employee. and then through shane's own eyes.

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    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 79

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    Shane and Ilya have phone sex. Uh...that's it.

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    12 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 26

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    “Are you having fun?” Ilya asks with a smug smirk on his face.

    Shane rests his head on Ilya’s shoulder and looks up at him. His face and neck are flushed impossibly red and he has a focused but fond look on his face. “Yeah, just getting used to it.” Ilya gives him a proud smile before dropping a quick kiss to his lips. As he pulls back, he suddenly hears the song he’s been waiting for all night. Lady Gaga’s voice fades out and Bad Bunny resumes singing, transitioning to Baile Inolvidable. For once, Ilya stumbles, getting excited as he holds both of Shane's hands again and spins them back to their original positions.

    Ilya beams down at him, looking like an actual puppy now. “I’m gonna try some moves we didn’t practice. Just trust me and follow my lead.”

    Shane stutters, awestruck by how adorable his burly Russian husband looks. “Ok.”

    Or: Shane and Ilya host a Super Bowl party to watch the half time show and Ilya pulls Shane away to teach him how to dance. (Shane is very bad at it)

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    12 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 44

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    “I’m a far better swordsman than you.”

    “Your high guard is weak, very bad. You fight like Dutchman.”

    “Like Hell my high guard—”

    “Yes, that is why I am very dead now. So sad.”

    “Fuck you, you were never able to kill me either—”

    “I never try to kill you.”

    *****

    Privateer Captain Shane Hollander was the best swordsman to ever grace his Majesty's service.

    That is, until he was left for dead by his crew. Luckily, he was found before he succumbed to the sea and sun. Now he has to face the one man he's been hunting for seven years. The same man he once let break him open into everything he wasn't allowed to be. Before life tore them apart and made them into the most prolific enemies of the Caribbean.

    Pirate Captain Ilya Rozanov.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya's hand continues its path up and down Shane's back, and Shane thinks again about how love is sometimes just this: a palm on the spine, moving in circles, waiting for you to come back to yourself. There is no promise of saving you—Ilya cannot save him, they both know this and are alright with it in their own ways—but there is a vow of staying, lingering in order to witness. Touching the bruise so that its pain triggers the memory that you are allowed to be touched.

    Outside, the snow continues its work of erasure. Inside, Shane's breathing begins to even out, every limb recalling how to be a man at rest rather than an animal fawning and freezing. The trembling subsides, wave by wave, as if Ilya's hand is smoothing it out of him.

    "Sleep, зайчик," Ilya says softly, his free hand coming to rest in Shane's hair. "I have you."

    This is not true, Shane thinks, and it is also the only true thing.

     

    recovery, shane learns, is not a straight line. to begin to understand something, you must first name it.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane heard a strangled shout tear free from his mouth, and then his body was moving without his brain’s input. He flew across the ice, ripping his gloves off and reaching for Ilya’s throat. He wrapped his fingers around the warm skin, feeling the flow of blood pulse harder with each beat of Ilya’s heart. His eyes raced across Ilya’s face, desperately looking for a sign that his boyfriend was still with him. Ilya’s eyes were wide and glazed, staring past Shane instead of at him. His face was losing color rapidly, turning a sickly shade of white that mirrored the ice beneath him. His mouth was open, loose and slack, mouthguard still jammed into his upper jaw. Shane watched in terror as Ilya grew limper in his arms.
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    During a Boston-Montreal game, Ilya's neck is cut by a skate, and Shane is forced to witness the love of his life bleeding out on the ice in front of him. All of the plans they have made seem to be slipping away before his eyes, right when they were so close to finalizing Ilya's transfer to Ottawa. As they race against the clock to save Ilya's life, Shane reckons with the secrets they have been forced to keep and fears that they might never get to live their truth out in the open.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    What if Shane and Ilya had met as kids on a summer vacation?

    Thirteen-year-old Shane Hollander expects his parent’s anniversary trip to Italy to be two weeks of reading by the pool and staying out of everyone’s way. Instead, he meets Ilya—a Russian boy whose family is staying at the same hotel. He has a sharp smirk and many bad ideas. Quickly, their days turn into swimming in the sea and wandering the beach town, and their evenings turn into hiding out in rocky coves and sharing first kisses. As Shane learns what it feels like to want something badly for the first time, he also learns how temporary vacations can be.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Inherited traits, inherited trauma, and family heirlooms.

    A move-for-move story about two chess players and one pair of slutty glasses.

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    This takes place vaguely during The Long Game and includes implied thematic spoilers.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    “This one is almost full,” Ilya said from across the living room. He was holding something up.

    They’d both ditched their jackets and rolled up their sleeves, so Shane’s eyes followed the line of Ilya's arm: shoulder, to bent elbow, to bare forearm, to wrist, to hand. Ilya’s fingers were wrapped around the neck of a champagne bottle. Shane wasn’t really certain how many there had been lying around–Yuna and David had been in charge of handling refreshments–but an open, nearly-full bottle indicated that perhaps there had been too much.

    “Bring it here and I’ll dump it out.”

    “Dump it out?” Ilya frowned, crossing the living room towards the kitchen. “And waste it?”

    “What would you rather do?”

    Ilya set the bottle on the counter and came up behind Shane, strong arms slinking around his waist, Ilya’s lips just barely brushing against his ear. It wasn’t surprising–they’d both been a little clingy ever since the ceremony.

    “I want to share it with you.”

    Shane and Ilya's wedding night, after the guests have gone home, and a bit of the day after.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    04 Feb 2026

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    One shots from Shane and Ilya's time on the Centaurs.

    Technically in the Visions from the Future universe but can be read standalone.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    When Shane Hollander is injured during a game, his mother rushes across borders fueled by fear, love, and instinct. What she doesn’t expect is to uncover the truth about her son’s heart, and the man who already holds it.

    Or, Shane Hollander gets injured, drugged, and a little too honest.

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    04 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    AU - Ilya and Shane are the son’s of the world’s most powerful rival gangs. It is the life they were born into, and all they’ve ever known.

     

    Shane Hollander learned the sound of captivity before he knew its shape.

    It was not chains, or locked doors, or the threat of hands to his throat.

    It was silence; thick and deliberate, watching him breathe like it had the right.

    When Ilya Rozanov first entered the room, smoke clinging to him like a confession, Shane thought: So this is what the end of an empire looks like.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

    *

    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    WOAGWOAGWOAG!

  20. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Why would they get a comedian to be Santa, anyway?” Karkat downed the rest of his hot chocolate and tossed the Styrofoam cup into a candy cane-striped garbage can, trying not to think about either sugar or climate change. “Since when is Santa supposed to be funny.”

    “I mean, he’s jolly, right?”

    “Maybe he’s just the type of asshole who laughs at his own jokes.”

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    16 Oct 2024

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