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It was just a game. Some harmless fun.
But now James is balls deep in his commander, and he doesn’t know what to do. All he knows is that he can’t get enough, and that there seems to be way more to Jane Shepard than he’s ever realized.
Expect themes of repressed feelings, a lot of character-driven sex, jealousy, tears; the usual BlueClanMarkings experience.
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- Part 1 of Female Shepard/James Vega
Bookmarked by Neileen
31 Jan 2026
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Her own personal Noverian peak. That’s what it was supposed to be. Nothing but the discovery: no distractions, no comfort, no windows looking out—no familiar faces. But it's starting to look like her winning streak might have ended in that pile of Citadel rubble, if it ever extended that far to begin with.
In which Shepard doesn’t want to be found, and Garrus, of course, has other ideas.
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One polished pauldron bobs. “How does the Earth idiom go? No use beating a dead—” A long-suffering sigh. “What was it again?”“A dead horse. And yet, you’re here. Beating it.”
Pot, kettle. She wishes he’d just fucking say it.
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Bookmarked by Neileen
15 Dec 2025
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(POST ME1, PRE-ME2) Eight months after the death of Commander Shepard aboard the Normandy SR1, Joker isn't coping well with the loss. His unresolved romantic feelings about her, his guilt over her death, his knowledge of the oncoming Reaper invasion... Stripped of his wings, he waits for the end of everything. Until he hears rumours of a Companion Holo Unit that apparently still has a bootleg copy of a Shepard program on it. Desperate to see her again in any form, and not knowing quite what he's looking for, he heads out to find it.
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Commander Shepard isn't one to be confused. However, after the events on the remote colony of Horizon, she has no choice but to accept the things she does not want to face, and have the courage to start life anew. (Begins in ME2) (Complete and total rewrite of TBMS)