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His legs were still aching from therapy, from walking, but the pain was grounding. The galaxy finally started to shift back in place. Two years of ghosts, of pain, and finally—here. In the pilot seat of the new ship. The fact that they were technically under the command of a terrorist organization? With Shepard back—figures.
But Joker isn’t just watching anymore. He is reclaiming his life, piece by piece, wondering if he can stop Shepard before she tears herself down.
This is a Star Decay AU (featuring original Karpyshyn story), so far following the original ME2 canon.
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- Part 3 of Glass bones, thick skin
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Dialogue prompt challenge turned into a series of Shoker 500 word-ish oneshots
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- Part 4 of Glass bones, thick skin
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Shepard was dead. Half the crew was dead. And Joker was alive. Alive and useless.
Quick intermission, showing how exactly did Joker end up with the Cerberus, where are his crutches and why is his eye twitching every time someone uses the cloaking tech beside him.
UPD 6.11.25: Tweaked to match the events of the next ficSeries
- Part 2 of Glass bones, thick skin
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“So, have you heard about our new XO?” Jenkins poked his head from the corridor, eyes wide with excitement. “The Torfan Bitch herself.”
Joker doesn't know yet, how the 'Alliance xenophobic poster child' would turn his world upside down and, god, he is here for the ride, even if he can only sit in the cockpit and react.
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- Part 1 of Glass bones, thick skin
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The Mass Effect story through the eyes of Jeff 'Joker' Moreau with occasional glimpses of Shepard's POV
How one sarcastic bastard with brittle bones had met his scarily competent boss and fell for her. Hard.
How he'd got her killed. How he survived it.
How he met her again through sheer miracle of terrorists needing a new toy. Broken, altered, desperate.
How he followed her to hell and back and into her quarters.- Words:
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It was just a game. Some harmless fun.
But now James is balls deep in his commander, and he doesn’t know what to do. All he knows is that he can’t get enough, and that there seems to be way more to Jane Shepard than he’s ever realized.
Expect themes of repressed feelings, a lot of character-driven sex, jealousy, tears; the usual BlueClanMarkings experience.
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- Part 1 of Female Shepard/James Vega
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31 Jan 2026
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Her own personal Noverian peak. That’s what it was supposed to be. Nothing but the discovery: no distractions, no comfort, no windows looking out—no familiar faces. But it's starting to look like her winning streak might have ended in that pile of Citadel rubble, if it ever extended that far to begin with.
In which Shepard doesn’t want to be found, and Garrus, of course, has other ideas.
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One polished pauldron bobs. “How does the Earth idiom go? No use beating a dead—” A long-suffering sigh. “What was it again?”“A dead horse. And yet, you’re here. Beating it.”
Pot, kettle. She wishes he’d just fucking say it.
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15 Dec 2025
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(POST ME1, PRE-ME2) Eight months after the death of Commander Shepard aboard the Normandy SR1, Joker isn't coping well with the loss. His unresolved romantic feelings about her, his guilt over her death, his knowledge of the oncoming Reaper invasion... Stripped of his wings, he waits for the end of everything. Until he hears rumours of a Companion Holo Unit that apparently still has a bootleg copy of a Shepard program on it. Desperate to see her again in any form, and not knowing quite what he's looking for, he heads out to find it.
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Commander Shepard isn't one to be confused. However, after the events on the remote colony of Horizon, she has no choice but to accept the things she does not want to face, and have the courage to start life anew. (Begins in ME2) (Complete and total rewrite of TBMS)