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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    @ russianbear clove 

     roz is so fucking funny man had two seconds to process and he spent them thinking about how to get that ass

    @ icemenace Ro - he's so real

    @ shaneybugbug Libby - oh he's been WAITING for this 

    @ iwant81 Abbie - he was so obviously joking oh my god 

    @ russianbear clove  - ummmm i don't think so

    @ iwant81 Abbie - rozanov likes girls english just isn't his first language so he accidentally made it look like something you freaks are taking advantage of

    @ russianbear clove - so he's joking or it was an accident??? Istg at least chose one

     

    or - Shane Hollander comes out and Ilya loses his mind

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Six years after a career ending injury resulting in paralysis, Ilya Rozanov hires Shane Hollander, a friend of a friend, to stay with him on weekends to appease his off and on again girlfriend, Svetlana Vetrova. Ilya does not like acknowledging his disability and is insistent he can take care of himself. He describes Shane's position as more of a 'servant's job' not a 'nurse's job,' but offers a hefty salary, flexible hours, and friendship.

    Shane, who is admittedly terrible at interacting with people, but great with Ilya's dog, Anya, recognizes exactly what Ilya needs immediately, but fails at balancing on the knife edge of empathizing and relating to his client, while not letting Ilya get away with whatever he wants... which is exactly what he wants to do.

    Despite continually redefining their relationship, Shane's desire to care for Ilya, all of him, while coming to terms with his own identity, and Ilya's desire for Shane to see him for the man he is, while not acknowledging how completely Shane accepts him, proves to be no easier than 'keeping things professional.'

    Takes place in 2026, when Shane and Ilya are 35.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Post Lawsuit
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    Eddie makes a new friend.
    Buck is left behind.
    Buck goes on a hike.

    | REPOSTED FROM MY ORIGINAL SALENORA ORPHANED ACCOUNT |

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    On the way back from a call, Buck is abducted and brutally assaulted. The aftermath is messy: Buck insists he’s fine (he's not), Eddie is wracked with guilt (predictably), and Christopher knows way too much (as usual). As the 118 rallies around them, everyone has to grapple with the fallout of the violence and what it means for Buck, for Buck and Eddie, and for themselves.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  6. Public Bookmark 57

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    What happens when Eddie moves to Texas to be with Chris? It's simple, Buck loses it.
    Bobby is dead, and he does not know how to handle it. He feels like he is drowning, sinking deeper and deeper, and no one is there to save him. It would be easier to jump into the sea and end it for good this time.
    His phone pings. Eddie is coming back for Bobby's funeral, and he needs to go pick him up. He turns around and heads for his car, back to Eddie's house. I'll see him one last time, he thinks.

    Or Eddie leaves, Bobby dies, and Buck is depressed. He's suicidal, but Eddie comes back, and he needs to see him one last time.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  7. Public Bookmark 79

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    Post Lawsuit
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    Buck is back to work but is on the outs.
    He goes out, has a one night stand.
    What could go wrong?

    Note: This fic is completely written, I will upload as I edit the chapters. So hopefully, you won't have to wait too long for uploads. 🩷

    🩷 Please read with caution, this is a heavy fic, addressing alot of issues. 💔

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    24 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Unfinished

  8. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya Rozanov is traded to the Ottawa Centaurs after becoming a free agent and finds himself thrown into an almost instant brotherly bond with his new alternate captain, Cliff Marleau; finding they easily connect both on and off the ice as if they’ve known each other their entire lives. Happier than he’s ever been in what, for the first time in his life, feels like a real pack, Ilya suddenly finds himself faced with a decision that will break his heart no matter what path he chooses. Will it hurt more to lose his new brother, and likely the pack with him, or turn his back on the chance at his perfect mate?

    Or: Ilya unwittingly falls for Cliff’s ex

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    They've already survived the worst of it. The loss. The aftermath. The moment everything broke.

    Now, Hayden and Shane are trying to figure out what comes next. They've chosen each other. They've said it out loud. And for a while, that feels like enough.

    But grief doesn't disappear just because you learn how to carry it. And some people get quieter when they're hurting.

    The world keeps moving. The season keeps going. The ice is still there when everything else gets loud.

    But Hayden is starting to notice the things Shane doesn't say. And the things he doesn't do.

    And the silence between them is getting harder to ignore.

    OR: Something is wrong with Shane. Hayden is trying to figure out how he can help.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    Shane sees his ex at a cafe and texts what he thinks it’s a dud number to look busy, little does he know it belongs to Ilya. Shane uses the thread to use as a reminder for stuff he has to do. Ilya enjoys reading what this mysterious man does until he gets a text at 3am.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shane Hollander is the only male omega in his village in over a hundred years, and for the past year it has seemed that no one wants to vie for his affections. However, to his shock, he was betrothed to the priests son, without his knowledge, the infamous Ilya Rozanov, and is being forced to marry him. Will they find happiness?
    Pay gorn but make it religious and mpreg - Cool_name_or_smt

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    All the uncertainty bled out of him as he watched Malfoy climb the narrow, rickety steps. The rope around his neck was a dark brown, like a scar around his pale, slender neck. When he swallowed, the coil of it moved with him, loose like a collar, like a lover’s embrace.

    Harry stepped forward.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    After tuna melts and their first night actually sleeping together, Ilya asks Shane for more. Shane agrees, not knowing that this was Ilya's way of asking him out.

    Comination of written fic and texting fic.

    The text scrolls!

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  14. Public Bookmark 56

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    And that’s it, really, the crux of everything they are and always have been to each other. Carving themselves into the fabric of the mountain’s summit so that neither of them can exist there without the other. I promise I will not let you fall.

    Sometimes everything you want doesn’t necessarily look like everything you want. It's Shane's first year in Ottawa and the Centaurs have made another historic playoff run, but when all is said and done, no one may come out of it unscathed. This is a story about picking up the pieces.

    (This is a story about love.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  15. Public Bookmark 93

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    Starts after chapter 22 of 'The long game'.

    Ilya asks Shane to choose between him and hockey.
    Shane takes a moment to think about it, and says 'of course I choose you'.

    Taking the moment to think about it? It doesn't sit right with Ilya when Ilya feels like he left the Boston team to be closer to Shane. What did Shane sacrifice?

    It didn't end there, Shane asks him, 'Would you?' To Shane, they didn't plan this. They decided to see other, get retired and then tell everyone. Shane started the charity in the name of Ilya's mother, so they can meet other in public. He doesn't like socializing with people, but he met with donors, managed everything except coaching which he realised he is not good at it. Everything was going as planned right? When did things change? Ilya is not asking to leave Montreal but hockey. Hockey is where Shane feels normal, with no subject he needs to try hard to understand. He feels normal in the rink.
    TW: Overdose.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  16. Public Bookmark 61

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    During the timeline of The Long Game:

    Shane falls ill in the shadow of an injury.

    Ilya, struggling with depression, never sees it coming.

    The fight mirrors Chapter 22 of the long game exactly—raw, brutal, final. ( Not exactly but with a brutal twist, angst and pain)

    "I gave you everything , and all you did was break me.

    Loving you cost me more than I knew!!!.

    I wish we had never crossed paths....

    I wish... I wish I had married Svetlana"..

    Only now, we watch what follows.

    They fracture beyond repair.
    Silence grows between them.
    They drift.
    They unravel.

    And from the wreckage, the Longing Game begins.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    Marlow finds out Ilya, his boy Ilya that he trusts more than life, is taking advantage of his boyfriend's insecurities to sleep around.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    You
    I really was looking forward to seeing you after the game
    I’m as sad at missing that
    As I am sad at missing the playoffs.

    Lily
    so am I
    fuck Marlow

    You
    Aww, he’s not your favorite anymore?

    Lily
    LEAST favorite now 😤

    You
    I mean at least he feels bad. I believe him when he says he didn’t mean to hurt me.

    Lily
    so do I
    I just don’t care
    he still DID hurt you
    he should watch where he’s going

    You
    😂
    So you’re not going to get custom Bears lingerie with a 7 on it, then?

    Lily
    no
    I’ll get one for every other number on the team though 😘

    You
    That’s an awful lot of money to spend on kindling.

    Leaked texts from Shane Hollander’s phone out him…as dating a Cliff Marleau fangirl.

    No one is really sure what to do about this — least of all, Cliff Marleau.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

  19. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ever since Danny came out in seventh grade, Stiles was constantly asking him if he found Stiles attractive. Well, no, not exactly, he would ask "am I attractive to gay gays?" or "do gay guys find me attractive?".

    Danny always just ignored him. He wasn't just there to be some straight guy's ego boost. Even though he was kinda cute. He was very much a twink, and Danny knew plenty of gay guys who would definitely be attracted to Stiles. And, yeah, sure, gay guys aren't a monolith, yada yada, but an hour down at The Jungle and Stiles would find just how attractive gay guys found him.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Unfinished

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    Shane Hollander is eighteen, second overall draft pick, and quietly, a father. He's learned to carry both versions of himself with practiced ease.

    Then there's Ilya Rozanov: first overall, unbothered, and already taking up more space in Shane's head than he has any right to.

    Their rivalry is the story everyone wants to tell. Shane is starting to suspect the real one is something else entirely.

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    13 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Unfinished

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