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    Shane opened an incognito tab on Safari.

    The cursor blinked at him as he thought of how to look something like this up. He can’t just type, ‘I want my husband to force me to drink so he can fuck me while I’m passed out’, because that might put him on a list. So instead, he hesitantly typed ‘I want my husband to fuck me while I’m drunk’, and waited with wide eyes as the search results popped up before him.

    The first few links were kink websites, talking about consensual non consensual, but still not exactly what he was looking for. He scrolled, his thumb warm on the LED screen until he saw a Reddit post detailing his exact fantasy.

    The subreddit was r/BDSMcommunity and the post is what intrigued him.

     

    user29499594:

    ‘I want my boyfriend to fuck me while I'm blackout drunk. Is that weird?’

    or

    Shane wants Ilya to be a handsome, coercive stranger who cant take no for an answer. (with lots of forced intoxication)

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Ilya’s eyebrows lifted at that. Because there was something he wanted to do. Something he’d been thinking about for a while, something he’d brought up to Shane a few times, trying to joke about it to gauge how Shane would react. And Shane had never given him a hard no, when he mentioned it. His cheeks flushed pink all the way to the tips of his ears, but he didn’t say no. 

    “Let’s record a sex tape,” Ilya used his thumb to spread his precum all over his tip, pleasure shooting through him ever so slightly like little shocks of lightning. 

    Shane’s eyes almost popped out of their sockets, “what?” 

    “You heard me, moy kotik,” Ilya purred, kneeling onto the bed and inching closer to Shane’s desperate body. “Let’s record a sex tape.” 

     

    OR, husbands ilya rozanov and shane hollander record a sex tape.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    27 Jun 2026

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    No matter the trope.
    No matter the universe.
    No matter the setup.
    They find each other.

    He rolled over, already thinking about which train he should catch to head home when he came face to face with–

    – a child.

    “AH!” Ilya squeaked, more high-pitched than he would ever admit. Her eyes widened at the undignified noise, but she didn’t say anything, nor did she back away. She was probably… six? Seven? Hell, Ilya was terrible at guessing kids’ ages. She had black hair, pulled up in pigtails, and very pretty brown eyes. She was holding a stuffed cat that looked well-loved in her arms. It seemed to be missing an eye. She gave him a once-over and suddenly Ilya felt like he was being inspected.

    Suddenly remembering that he was only wearing underwear, Ilya pulled the covers up to his chin. “Um. Hello,” he said.

    “Why are you in Dad’s bed?”

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”

    That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.

    But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.

    It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.

    (5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)

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    25 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 61

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    “You’re drunk,” Ilya interrupted. He sounded amused, at least.

    “No, nope, ‘m not,” Shane insisted, wincing at the slurring he could hear in his own voice. “I had a couple drinks. That’s all. I still wanna…come over,” he said, lowering his voice conspiratorially.

    “So why are you calling me, Hollander?” Ilya sounded so sexy it was stupid. The way his accent curled like smoke around Shane’s last name made his face flush and his stomach flutter.

    “Uh.” He blinked, and inhaled sharply through his nose. Why was he calling? “I…want you.”

    Ilya’s laugh was sexy, too. Fuck him. “I know you do. Get a car and come over here now, before I change my mind and go to sleep.”

    Or: Shane gets drunk while out with the team in Boston, but he still wants to keep his plans with Ilya.

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    24 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane wants to find out how many times Ilya can come in one night. Ilya is not one to back down from a challenge.

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    24 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ilya smirks. "To make each other come?"

    Still caged in by Ilya's arms, Shane squirms. "Yes. That."

    "Yes, I am aware. Is one of my favourite parts."

    "Well, uh, I was thinking," Shane shifts on his feet, blushing all pretty across his cheeks as he considers his words. "What if... you didn't... do that."

    "Didn't call you?"

    Shane looks aghast at the mere suggestion. "No! No, no, I mean, uh– what if you didn't... come?"

    "For four days?"

    At the end of the hockey season, Ilya is invited to Cliff's 4-day long bachelor party. He's not exactly looking forward to being away from Shane, but his husband keeps him going with unique, sinful ideas each day. There's just one simple problem – Ilya isn't allowed to come.

    Written for Sub Top Ilya Week, Day 7 – Phone Sex and Sexting, Orgasm Control

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “Does it have anything to do with the person who gave you that ring?” he asks, nodding toward the band wrapped around the man's finger.

    For a second, the man looks confused. Then his gaze drops to his hand, and a slow smirk spreads across his face. “Maybe. What would you say if I told you I was married?”

    “I'd ask if you were happy.”

    OR

    Ilya meets hockey's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander, at a party and falls hard. There's only one problem: Shane's wearing a ring, just not the one Ilya thinks.

    The purity ring fic no one asked for.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    It might have been easier to fall to his knees and beg for forgiveness. But his boyfriend was a dangerous thing right now, and God help him, Ilya couldn’t resist. He liked it when Shane’s sharp edges caught his soft sides, when all of his intensity bubbled onto the surface.

    “Did you want me to sign your tits too, Hollander?” he asked. “Make things even?”

    There was some saying about playing stupid games.

    Or: a drunken fan interaction was making its rounds on social media, and Ilya knew that apologies weren’t cheap.

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    23 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 92

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    Ilya turned toward Shane and held the camera up, centering the view lens on his own eye. Framed in a perfect square, Shane smiled back at him gently, his face full of love. The camera softened him around the edges, lighting him in an ethereal glow, blush spreading across his cheeks. Tousling his hair, unbuttoning his shirt, making him beg…
    Ilya put the camera down, his face hot. “Yes, I will purchase this one, please.”
    - OR -
    Ilya purchases a Polaroid camera. Shane rails him about it.

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    22 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 40

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    5 times David Hollander is the dad Ilya needs + 1 time Ilya is the dad Ilya needs

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    22 Jun 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been a very good roommate to Ilya Rozanov for nine months. Never makes too much noise. Does the laundry without being asked.

    Ilya comes home early one Saturday and finds out exactly how good of a roommate Shane can be.

    Or — a filthy little hollanov roommate!au one shot where Ilya doesn’t realize what a pervert his roommate Shane is until he comes home from work early one day and finds him in a very compromised position in Ilya’s bed. Is that Ilya’s fleshlight on Shane’s…?

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    20 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane stares down at the top of Ilya’s head. He wonders if this is what wakes up in Ilya when the lights go out and when the armor comes off. Maybe the arrogance, the control and the rough dominance, it’s all just a suit he wears to get through the day. And underneath, waiting for the right trigger, is this.
    A needy obedient slut who gets off on being put in his place.

    or

    Ilya loses his fucking mind because Shane called him a Good Boy.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Can’t…” Shane breathes out, the overwhelming scent of Ilya taking away all of his dignity. “Can’t focus,” he admits quietly.

    “Tell me one word,” Ilya instructs, soothing Shane by brushing his knuckles against his cheek.

    Shane melts into the gentle touch. “Breed…”

    “What?” Ilya leans down to him, even though Shane is sure he heard him.

    “Breed my pussy,” he whispers more firmly.

    When Shane Hollander notices his husband’s body growing into its natural size, all he can think about is being bred.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya
    Guess what

    Shane
    What?

    Ilya
    We are getting married tomorrow!!

    Shane
    Oh shit, I meant to tell you
    A thing came up, sorry!
    Totally unavoidable

    Ilya
    SHANE

    or: Hollanov take the 'two birds, one stone' approach to their wedding day.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Ilya
    We will be late

    Bood
    do NOT fuck before my bbq

    Ilya
    We already have
    And we will again!

    Post-Fanmail, Hollanov, the Cens & the WAGs prepare for the BBQ to end all BBQs.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Boyle
    ooh i’m shaking
    like your legs could even carry you to my place to punch me in the dick at this point

    Nicky C
    For real
    Surely you must be on the floor after 2 straight days with Jane

    Cap
    Who the fuck do you think I am?
    I could do a week straight with Jane and still kick your ass

    3 months in the Ottawa Centaurs' group chat.

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    19 Jun 2026

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