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Buck has always been the charismatic, go-getter firefighter with a penchant for making people laugh and jumping headfirst into dangerous situations. But for years, something about him felt off—like a piece of himself was missing or out of place. As his life continues to unfold, he starts to notice strange gaps in his memory, moments where his behaviour shifts inexplicably, and flashes of emotions he doesn't understand. When Eddie Diaz, the new firefighter, joins the 118, he begins to feel a shift in his life. Eddie, with his steady and empathetic presence, doesn’t shy away when his struggles surface. Instead, Eddie becomes an anchor, slowly helping him peel back the layers of confusion and uncover the truth—Buck has Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID).
With the unwavering support of everyone at the 118, he finds the courage to trust himself, his system, and the people around him, finding the strength to open up and let others in. Through love, patience, and acceptance, he learns that healing doesn't mean repressing or fixing the different parts of himself - it means embracing them and finding a way to live with them.
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03 Dec 2025
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For such a competent guy, Eddie is kind of unbelievably bad at taking care of himself. There’s something satisfying, soothing even, in just making him do what Buck knows will make him feel better.
this is a fill for the kink meme, for the prompt
Buck/Eddie, gentle domming
Would love to see Buck realizing how much Eddie LOVES being taken care of even though he can never ask for it, gently domming him when they're alone until it turns sexual. -
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At some point Eddie couldn’t help but become very conscious of what he wanted. Between then and now was just the long, painful process of figuring out how to actually ask Buck to give it to him. It’s not that Eddie’s shy about sex, but this is different. Just asking will make him vulnerable, because he wants it so fucking much.
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“Ladies and gentlemen of the jury,” Peggy says, “These are the times that try men’s souls.”
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- Part 3 of Not Easily Conquered
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25 Jun 2024
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draco malfoy and the mortifying ordeal of being in love by isthisselfcare
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
29 Apr 2024
This work isn't hosted on the Archive so this blurb might not be complete or accurate.
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29 Apr 2024
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The romance, the comedy, the adventure, the tension...
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Public Bookmark 28667
Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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22 Mar 2024
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Let's all collectively forget the Canon HP and pretend that's the real thing because OH MY GOD (rip Menacled you will be missed)
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it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah by bucklebarnes
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
29 Mar 2024
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So, for two months he’s looked for Bucky. Two long, slow months, where minutes ticked by with syrupy slow hopelessness, each second aching in Steve’s chest. Two months with nothing to show.
And here Bucky is now, standing in front of Steve like a rabbit pulled from a magician’s hat.
The wind and the rain are raging just outside the confines of his front porch. Soaking wet, wild-eyed, pale, and gaunt, Bucky is standing in the dim light of his porch looking for all the world like he brought the storm himself.
it's been thirteen years since Bucky came home. thirteen years of blood, sweat, and oh so many tears to get them where they are today. and Steve wouldn't change a goddamn second of it.
A character study spanning 13 years that looks at the aftermath of Bucky's abuse and Steve's own trauma.
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07 Feb 2024
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Eat Rotten Fruit by birdbrains
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Mar 2017
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Steve is putting a crimp in Bucky's plan to pretend everything is normal post-WS, and he tests Steve's patience by turning it all into a joke. But Steve can take a joke.
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Touch Me I’m Going to Scream by buffypeppers
Fandoms: Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
24 Jan 2022
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Only a few days have passed since the Winter Soldier put Sam into a hospital bed but Steve is ready to find HYDRA’s assassin and bring him to justice.
Things won't go according to plan once the Avengers find the infamous man.
EDIT 25/01/2022: Now with a bonus chapter!
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12 Sep 2023
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This one y'all ❤️😭
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His body is not his own.
This may not be the first thing they teach him, but it is the first thing he learns.
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- Part 1 of give lilies with full hands
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Bucky doesn't consider his Steve Rogers problem as a problem so much as the solution he hadn't realized he was hoping for to help him through the transition from the Bucky Barnes he'd been before his accident to the new, shiny version of himself.
No, the problem isn't with Captain America and The Howling Commandos fandom.
The problem is the amount of porn Bucky managed to write and draw about Captain America before finding out that he's less than one degree of separation away from Steve Rogers. 'Less than' as in he's sitting across the table from him.
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- Part 1 of THE Steve Rogers PROBLEM
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Special Agent Bucky Barnes doesn't think of himself as a hero. He's dedicated to his career, and if that keeps him far away from home, all the better. His parents think that he should get a less dangerous job and meet a nice Brooklyn girl (or boy) to settle down with. In Brooklyn.
That sounds like Bucky's definition of a living hell. He's been running from it for years.
Enter Steve Rogers. Brooklyn boy. Not always nice. Hot as hell.
And a temptation Bucky can't resist, even after their initial failure of a meeting.
This is an AU of the Steve Rogers problem but stands alone - you don't have to read that part to understand this.
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- Part 4 of THE Steve Rogers PROBLEM
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Take Me to Church by neversaydie
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
19 Sep 2015
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Steve Rogers is a struggling artist. It's not as romantic as it sounds.
What Steve really wants is a job as a session musician. He can play enough instruments that he could make a decent amount of money doing it, but in New York there are just too many talented musicians and not enough jobs to go around. So he takes jobs in hipster bars, hotel lobbies, at weddings and bar mitzvahs and office parties.
If he gets one more request for Let it Go, he swears he'll find it within himself to punch a child.
He lives in a tiny, shitty apartment with Sam, who was his sort-of-boyfriend for a few weeks until he decided Steve's very domestic relationship goals weren't for him. They're still pretty much best friends, luckily for Steve, because when the regular pianist at Sam's dance company runs away to Canada he's recommended his roommate and got him the job before Steve even knows about it.
Dancers. Steve's going to have to spend his days with dancers. Great.
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- Part 1 of My Church is not of Silver and Gold
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A Hard Rain's a-Gonna Fall by WheelsOfFire
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
01 Jan 2020
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He got off the boat in New York on May 13th, 1945, five days after V-E Day...
A story of loss, grief, war, and a love that survives them all.
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Never Like This by Faith Wood (faithwood)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
02 Aug 2021
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The Winter Soldier thrashed, drowning. It was taking forever. His mask seemed to be stuck. He pulled on it, struggling to draw breath, sinking and resurfacing, clawing at his face, the panic in his eyes terrible.
Steve's would-be killer. The very worst HYDRA had ever conjured. A symbol of death and everything he stood against. And Steve just couldn't bear it. He was ready to go, but this guy clearly wasn't.
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The premise: the Winter Soldier's mask doesn't come off quite as easily. Meaning, Steve never saw Bucky's face, and he didn't hold back during the fight on the Helicarrier. This is where the story picks up and is no longer canon-compliant. Though, I've stolen some ideas from the sequels and deliberately contradicted some future plot points/established canon.COMPLETED
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06 Mar 2023
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Worth re-reading this should be a film or smth
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Bucky and Steve have been each other's constants since 1929. Through the Depression, the War, Hydra, new enemies, the stretch of a century - doesn't matter. Steve is determined nothing will keep them apart.
As Bucky's memories slowly return, he finds that he tends to agree.
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Featuring Soft Stucky and a bit of whump.
Mind the TAGS.
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Bookmarked by NotSimpson_Lisa
03 Mar 2023
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I have no words and I must praise this fic UHH I love this so much