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    When Ilya Rozanov shows up to a routine job assignment, he has no idea that a simple mistake will change the trajectory of his life, forever.

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    Sex trafficking victim Ilya is saved by the Hollanders.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

    After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.

     

    NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ten years ago, Ilya and Shane were abducted in the parking lot after a late night practice. Shane was able to get away, but Ilya was not. Now ten years later, Shane is retired and is now an assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs, and Ilya is still missing. Shane is on his way to practice one day when he gets a call from a panicked Luca that completely changes Shane's life.

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Because it's good news, right? That no one has told him that Ilya is— There probably would have been headlines. Or a press release. A photo of him in his jersey, smiling, two dates only twenty-eight years apart, a few lines about his career, and no listed survivors. Supportive tweets from a bunch of people in the league. Shane's team would put out a press release about the foundation and probably get a flood of donations. There would be something, if he were—

    But there's nothing. There's just this void. Nothing, nothing, no sign of him. It's like Ilya has disappeared off the face of the earth.

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    Shane's point of view on the events of lonely i came, and i depart alone

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    12 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Lieutenants Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are rivals on the clock and something far hotter behind closed doors. But in a department where reputations are everything, and the Commissioner is watching, love is the ultimate liability. When the pressure mounts and the stakes turn deadly, Shane makes the impossible choice to walk away to protect Ilya’s future. But how do you stay in the same room as the person who owns your heart when you’re forced to act like strangers?

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    05 Jun 2026