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    “Good Morning, Mr. Rozanov.” He mumbled his greetings back.

    He placed the file folder down on the desk, two hands placed on top, as if to stop Ilya from reaching out and opening the file to find the results himself. “I hope you had some good rest last night.” Ilya wanted to reach across and shake the man. Instead he just made a face of agreement. “I have your results now if you’re ready.”

    Ilya wanted to scream. “Yes. I am ready,” he said in a managed voice instead.

    Mr. Carter, sighed, then opened up the file. “Mr. Rosanov, the results yesterday concluded with 99.99 percent certainty that you are in fact the father."

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    17 Jun 2026

  2. Rec *

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    a series of standalone fics involving Shane, Ilya and Svetlana

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Definitely a gift for us readers. Beautiful writing!

  3. Rec 52

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    "I have a proposition for you. I can give you exactly what you are looking for: an exit without pain, without fear, and with dignity, and you would give me something in return."

    This is the offer Shane, a vampire unable to hunt due to psychological trauma, makes to Ilya, a young who attends a suicide support group and feels he has already lost everything in life.

    To Shane, Ilya is the only chance to avoid starving to death without having to become a monster. To Ilya, Shane is the perfect angel, possessing a kindness he never found in the world of the living.

    But before the end, Ilya has a bucket list to fulfill, and Shane has promised to help him. The only problem with this perfect plan? The more they get to know each other, the harder it becomes to say goodbye.

    (Loosely based on the 2023 canadian film "Humanist Vampire Seeking Consenting Suicidal Person" directed by Ariane Louis-Seize)

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Author of The Long Way Back.

    Another great story! Will definitely reread.

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    Shane Hollander learned early that being an omega is all about control. Controlling his body, his voice, his pheromones and his feelings. Invisible in the hallways of his Vancouver high school, he finds solace in photography, writing, and the friendship of Rose.

    Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, has never been able to go unnoticed. An alpha, football team captain, admired by everyone, he carries the weight of expectations he never asked for and a past complicated with your family.

    When a seemingly simple arrangement brings them together, Shane and Ilya cross a line that changes everything. What starts as studying turns into protection, desire, surrender and ends in a betrayal that shatters more than a relationship: it destroys a safe space.

    Years later, fate forces them face to face again. Between guilt, anger, obsession, and unresolved love, Shane and Ilya must decide whether some wounds are too deep to heal or if, against all odds, they can still choose each other.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Healing is everything. I love this story. Definitely in my top 5 here. I can’t forget it.

     
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    Ilya remained kneeling in the exact spot where Shane had left him, in the center of the dining room that was supposed to have been the stage for their new beginning.

    Shane Hollander had achieved professional success, with a perfect, clean, and stable life. And he was completely lonely.

    He believed the space beside him had been molded for a single person, and since that person was gone, the place would remain empty forever.

    But the chronicles didn't tell the story of a winner. They overflowed with a guilt so palpable and a regret so dense that, now knowing who had written them, Ilya felt an excruciating pain pierce his chest.

    Sometimes," Ilya continued, taking a step toward Shane. "Hearing from the person who broke your heart that they are sorry... isn't enough. My apology for what they did to you wasn't enough for you to forgive me. And your apology today... this is not enough."

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya got hurt after tuna meltdown and quit playing to become assistant coach to Weibe. Shane transfers to Ottawa to be close to Ilya. They fall in love again.

    "Hi, coach," Hollander said softly. "Sorry, I'm late."

    "What's that even taste like?" Ryan asked skeptically.

    "Porn," Ilya said without hesitation.

    "I- what?" Ryan stared at him.

    "Almost sex, but not as good," Ilya explained.