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F.E.A.R (Forget Everything And Remember/For Everything A Reason) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Martian (2015), The Martian - Andy Weir
14 Apr 2026
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The close observation of the food packets ceased as Mark realised something. As his eyes passed over the pile of silver, he noted mentally that there weren’t many left. It should have occurred to him that Duh, of course there’s not many left, you’re only here for another week.
But that voice of reasoning was instantly flattened by the instinctual worry created by eighteen months of worrying about fucking starving. It had been wired in Mark’s brain to instantly spiral in anxiety when he saw anything of the likes; not enough food, broken Hab canvas, frozen-over potatoes-
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Mark spirals when he sees the food supply dwindling. Beck and Martinez help him out.
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Benton had left without a word, but when Carter swivelled around, ready to leave himself, he’d spotted the man’s crumpled undershirt, laying in a heap on the bench. It was no conscious decision, really, that pushed him to snag the shirt.
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Carter jerks off to the scent of Benton's stolen shirt.
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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
Fandoms:
- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
- Dream SMP [1]- Words:
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves by mothman182, orphan_account
Fandom Bandom
04 Nov 2014
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
18 Jun 2026
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L is for Limp
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There are so many things in the trauma room explicitly grasping for Kerry's attention. The patient on the table, yelling out as the team tries to keep him restrained. The monitors attached to his chest, wailing and flashing their discontentment at an abnormally rapid heart rate. Every few seconds, one of the nurses shoots her a question about the dosage of haldol required, or whether she wants hard or soft restraints, or her opinion on the cause of the man's obvious agitation: psychoactive drugs, maybe? A head injury? Infection? Plain old ETOH?
As she turns her mind to each of these things, though, she has to consciously force it away from what it really wants to monitor. John Carter.
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Following his return to work post-stabbing, Kerry notices Carter isn't doing well.
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- Part 12 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
Bookmarked by PaxAm
18 Jun 2026
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M is for Missing
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John doesn't know he's asleep until he wakes up, cheek pressed to the cold tile, curled up and shivering. He doesn't know he's hurt until he takes a breath, and then suddenly every muscle is spasming with the shock of some undiscovered injury. The back of his head. his nose. His stomach. His chest.
Where is he? He isn't certain. He's certain of nothing right now except the fact that he is in pain.
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An AU of S3 E20 where, instead of Mark being beaten up in the bathroom, it's Carter.
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- Part 13 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
Bookmarked by PaxAm
18 Jun 2026
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N is for No Response
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He's already halfway out the other door when her voice emerges again, and at first he doesn't even hear her. It's only when she repeats herself that the words sink in."You're bleeding, Carter."
He turns around. The authoritarian air has departed, and all that's left is Kerry, her eyes slightly wide.
"What?"
"Your back." She says, gesturing towards it, and John's fingers drift instinctively behind himself until they land on a spot at the top of his spine that smarts.
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An AU of S9 E21 'When Night Meets Day' where, after Kerry notices Carter is bleeding, he suffers a severe PTSD episode.
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- Part 14 of The A-Z of Wyle Whump
Bookmarked by PaxAm
18 Jun 2026
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Patrick is my acorn, I am the squirrel that steals his happiness away. by WhattaCatchPeterick
Fandoms: Fall Out Boy
20 Mar 2013
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Andy has been in love with Patrick for a while now, but courage was not his strong suit.
The fic where Andy doesn't go smoke with Pete and Joe, but stays to court Patrick with lovely awkward-ness.Bookmarked by PaxAm
17 Jun 2026