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    Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.

    Fandoms:
    - X-Men [8]
    - Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
    - Band of Brothers [2]
    - Heartstopper [1]
    - Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
    - The Outsiders [1]
    - Hannibal [1]
    - The Pacific [1]
    - Dream SMP [1]

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    The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.

    I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.

     

    Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    L is for Limp

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    There are so many things in the trauma room explicitly grasping for Kerry's attention. The patient on the table, yelling out as the team tries to keep him restrained. The monitors attached to his chest, wailing and flashing their discontentment at an abnormally rapid heart rate. Every few seconds, one of the nurses shoots her a question about the dosage of haldol required, or whether she wants hard or soft restraints, or her opinion on the cause of the man's obvious agitation: psychoactive drugs, maybe? A head injury? Infection? Plain old ETOH?

    As she turns her mind to each of these things, though, she has to consciously force it away from what it really wants to monitor. John Carter.

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    Following his return to work post-stabbing, Kerry notices Carter isn't doing well.

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    18 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 21

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    M is for Missing

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    John doesn't know he's asleep until he wakes up, cheek pressed to the cold tile, curled up and shivering. He doesn't know he's hurt until he takes a breath, and then suddenly every muscle is spasming with the shock of some undiscovered injury. The back of his head. his nose. His stomach. His chest.

    Where is he? He isn't certain. He's certain of nothing right now except the fact that he is in pain. 

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    An AU of S3 E20 where, instead of Mark being beaten up in the bathroom, it's Carter.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    N is for No Response

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    He's already halfway out the other door when her voice emerges again, and at first he doesn't even hear her. It's only when she repeats herself that the words sink in.

    "You're bleeding, Carter."

    He turns around. The authoritarian air has departed, and all that's left is Kerry, her eyes slightly wide.

    "What?"

    "Your back." She says, gesturing towards it, and John's fingers drift instinctively behind himself until they land on a spot at the top of his spine that smarts.

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    An AU of S9 E21 'When Night Meets Day' where, after Kerry notices Carter is bleeding, he suffers a severe PTSD episode.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Andy has been in love with Patrick for a while now, but courage was not his strong suit.
    The fic where Andy doesn't go smoke with Pete and Joe, but stays to court Patrick with lovely awkward-ness.

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    17 Jun 2026