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    If Ilya was hurt, Shane would be the last one to find anything out, because on paper, they were nothing to each other. Less than nothing. Officially, they hated each other.

    The thought of Ilya in that position—trapped on the other side of a locked hospital door, frantic, blind, and treated like an intrusive stranger—made his stomach twist with a violent wave of unease.

    He couldn’t do that to him. He wouldn't.

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    In a moment of impulsivity, Shane makes Ilya his legal healthcare proxy. When he's injured in the infamous Boston game, it takes everyone (including Ilya) by surprise.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    In the soft edges of the offseason after the cottage, where midnight airport pick-ups, private rink practices, takeout food, and the warmth of a borrowed T‑shirt live, Shane and Ilya build something tender and secret, something that feels safe.

    But beneath the surface, something in Shane is shifting. A slow unraveling he refuses to name. Fatigue that lingers, bruises that bloom too easily, a body that won’t obey the discipline he’s built his life on no matter how much he tries to control it.

    When everything finally breaks, their world tilts. Love that suddenly has to hold more weight than either of them ever wanted to imagine.

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    Shane's battle with cancer.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Shane built his life on control—on routines so strict they left no room for anything real. What started as harmless discipline turned into something sharper, quieter, until even he couldn’t tell where the control ended and the damage began. By the time anyone noticed, Shane had already given up on himself.

    Ilya never believed in control to begin with. His world unraveled slower, heavier—until one night, he stopped trying to hold it together at all. When he wakes up in a hospital bed, broken but alive, the only thing he feels is anger that it didn’t work. Ilya has given up on life entirely.

    Against both their wishes, they’re sent to a remote rehab center and forced into the same room—two strangers with nothing in common but the ways they’re falling apart.

    As the walls between them slowly crack, anger turns into understanding, and silence into something softer. Because maybe, just maybe… you don’t have to want to be saved to start finding a reason to stay.

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    26 May 2026

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    If Ilya is dead, Alexei figures he’ll still stand to inherit all his brother’s money. But he doesn’t count on Shane jumping in front of the bullet.

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane begrudgingly goes in to get an injury checked out. What shows up in his results will force him to slow down, to accept the help and comfort of the people who love him, including his annoying husband. Shane and Ilya show quiet strength as they hold onto each other every step of the way. Ilya proves that all of Shane's moods can be cured with a stupid Russian pet name.

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    10 May 2026