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    a decision to stop needing things softer than they are by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    08 Jun 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ch 8
    Married both on centaurs
    Ilya gets hit in game amnesia thinks it’s 2016 post tuna melt
    At home with Shane , limited memories coming back but still in love with Shane

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    Tiny Moves by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Jun 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ch 13/>
    Shane injured in Bos, Ilya freak out
    Bears find out relationship - all good
    Parents ok
    Bears team want Shane to join
    Ilya took puck to the ribs, in Ottawa visiting Shane

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    Leave Her Johnny Leave Her by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    18 Jun 2026

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    "Hollander?" Ilya answers. 

    Silence.

    Breathing.

    Then:

    "Can you come get me? I’m in Boston." 
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    Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Ch 17
    Shane and Ilya hooked up previously
    Shane out publicly and dating Brandon
    Brandon abusive af
    Shane one called Ilya in Bos for help
    Rescued in Mtl by the plea and Ilya
    Went back to Brandon
    Left Brandon again went to pikes

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    cause it's on again, off again (love you like oxygen) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    25 May 2026

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    “Y-Yeah, totally,” Shane replied. “D-Do you uh– do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?”

    Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.

    “Probably Rozanov’s kid,” he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.

    “You didn’t hear?” Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. “It’s why he took time off,” Hunter informed him. “Found out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didn’t really get the details.”

    Of all the reasons he’d thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shane’s mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadn’t he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him and—

    And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?

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    After the tuna melt situation, Ilya suddenly disappears from hockey for six weeks, claiming some sort of family emergency. Shane showed up to the All-Star game ready to try and fix things, only to be shocked to find a little girl at Ilya's side with remarkably familiar blue eyes.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ch 24
    Post tuna melt pre all stars, Ilya finds out he has a daughter in Russia who has been in an orphanage
    Shane reconnected at all stars
    Went to cottage, I love yous
    Shane loves daughter Sasha- she figured out they were boyfriends - Sasha was abused in Russia
    Ilya signed with centaurs
    Ilya and Sasha staying at cottage for whole summer

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    The View from Halfway Down by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Jun 2026

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    It went something like this:

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    On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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    Ilya Rozanov, before and after.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ch23
    Post all stars 2017 no Scott hunter, Ilya did not go to cottage nothing with Shane
    2019 Ilya depression
    Outed - some of team ok, Russia problem
    Tried to kill self with car crash
    In mental hospital