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the tricks out of our sleeves by outherenow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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“Is Boston even interested.”
Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.
“Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.
Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.
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20 Jun 2026
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Ch 23
After rumors in Montreal before 2017 all star game, Shane waives no trade goes to Boston for next season
Scott out, Ilya goes to cottage, they get married quick in Canada to start citizenship
Living together in Boston but not out to team. Marley, and svet know, parents supporting -
after the cherry wine. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jun 2026
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‘Was he? What you needed?’
‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’
‘Did he hurt you?’
Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.
The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’
‘Um.’
Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.
And he was reading the truth on it now.
‘Fuck. He hurt you?’
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In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.
(Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
20 Jun 2026
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Ch 24
Post rose around 2017 all star, Shane tells Ilya that a man he saw when they were not speaking raped him
Ilya vows to protect Shane from then on, both says I love yous, boyfriends, collared
Known to Hayden, parents
Ilya in ottowa, Shane still in Montreal
Hayden might have outed them? -
a decision to stop needing things softer than they are by greymcknot
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.
In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
19 Jun 2026
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Ch 8
Married both on centaurs
Ilya gets hit in game amnesia thinks it’s 2016 post tuna melt
At home with Shane , limited memories coming back but still in love with Shane -
cause it's on again, off again (love you like oxygen) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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“Y-Yeah, totally,” Shane replied. “D-Do you uh– do you know who that kid with Rozanov is?”
Scott laughed a little, tilting his head in confusion.
“Probably Rozanov’s kid,” he informed Shane, causing his brain to stall completely.
“You didn’t hear?” Scott asked, and Shane blinked, trying to reboot his mind from the crash that Scott had just caused. “It’s why he took time off,” Hunter informed him. “Found out he had a kid, I guess. Or something like that, I didn’t really get the details.”
Of all the reasons he’d thought of for Ilya disappearing for the past month, this had never crossed his mind. A million different thoughts raced through Shane’s mind. How the hell was Ilya a dad, and why hadn’t he told Shane and how the fuck did Scott Hunter of all people find out before him and—
And what the fuck was Shane supposed to do now?
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After the tuna melt situation, Ilya suddenly disappears from hockey for six weeks, claiming some sort of family emergency. Shane showed up to the All-Star game ready to try and fix things, only to be shocked to find a little girl at Ilya's side with remarkably familiar blue eyes.
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- Part 1 of heated rivalry fics
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19 Jun 2026
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Ch 24
Post tuna melt pre all stars, Ilya finds out he has a daughter in Russia who has been in an orphanage
Shane reconnected at all stars
Went to cottage, I love yous
Shane loves daughter Sasha- she figured out they were boyfriends - Sasha was abused in Russia
Ilya signed with centaurs
Ilya and Sasha staying at cottage for whole summer -
The View from Halfway Down by supersillynewt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jun 2026
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It went something like this:
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On January 10th, at approximately 3:29 a.m., a single-vehicle collision occurred on the overpass of Charlesgate over Commonwealth Ave. Witnesses at the scene and surveillance footage indicate a an orange Porsche 718 Cayman traveling northbound on Charlesgate, in the rightmost lane on the Phillip G. Bowker Overpass. Footage shows the vehicle veering suddenly off the overpass at high speeds, colliding with a nearby tree. The driver, male, approximately mid-to-late twenties, was injured and unresponsive when authorities arrived. Airbag w/out seatbelt deployed successfully. Driver was quickly transported to Massachusetts General Hospital for treatment, there identified as Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov. No other vehicles or pedestrians were involved in the collision.
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Ilya Rozanov, before and after.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
18 Jun 2026
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Ch23
Post all stars 2017 no Scott hunter, Ilya did not go to cottage nothing with Shane
2019 Ilya depression
Outed - some of team ok, Russia problem
Tried to kill self with car crash
In mental hospital -
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5 times people believed Shane is trapped in an abusive marriage and the 1 time Shane sets the record straight ft. misunderstandings, good intentions and a bisexual Russian menace who loves his boring Canadian husband
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18 Jun 2026
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Ch 5
Everyone thinks Ilya is abusing Shane
Married both on centaurs -
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Shane from Before the Cottage developed a thing for rope... So I've spent some time 'researching' rope-bondage... This will likely be a long one (that's what she said).... but for the time being I'm releasing the first two chapters into the wild.
Love you all x Enjoy x
Ilya suddenly noticed how heavy Shane was breathing. Surely he hadn’t been like this the whole time? He’d have passed out?!… Or had it just started? Was it the final knot that caused this sudden rush of arousal in him?…. Why hadn’t Ilya paid closer attention, he’d checked in with him often, but not actually paid full attention to his body language…
He walked around the side of the bed so he could see Shane’s face, he was leant forward a little, a few strands of hair had escaped his bun. Ilya gently tilted Shane’s head upward to face him. Forcing him to look at Ilya.
Fuck this was hot.Keeping his fingers where they were, he said…
‘Tell me what you want Hollander, what do you need.’
Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
18 Jun 2026
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Our Field Of Dreams, Engulfed in Fire by LWritesx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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“Did we win the game? Why is Il— Rozanov here?” Shane croaks, confusion written plainly on his face. One of his arms is in a sling. He shifts and winces, his good hand hovering idly over his stomach, then pressing into his eyes. He’s aching all over, this sudden feeling of wrong, wrong, wrong engulfing his entire body.
“What happened?” he asks, more alert now, “Where am I?”
Hayden just looks at him, shock and heartbreak written all over his face.
Or, post-marleau’s hit, shane ends up in the hospital. he ends up with a broken collarbone, concussion and a devastating loss he’d never anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Rings & Cradles
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
17 Jun 2026
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Ch 21
Shane omega but hid it from league, Ilya knew
Shane had cryptic pregnancy (prob around tuna melt)- had miscarriage at game hit by Marley (not due to hit)
Reporter published story
Both dealing with trauma and establishing relationship- likely proposal soon -
Leave Her Johnny Leave Her by Iam_foureels
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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"Hollander?" Ilya answers.
Silence.
Breathing.
Then:
"Can you come get me? I’m in Boston."
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Shane and Ilya aren't together. In fact Shane has a boyfriend he can happily be open with, but when Ilya discovers that the relationship is abusive, he has to do everything he can to make Shane get away.Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
17 Jun 2026
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Ch 17
Shane and Ilya hooked up previously
Shane out publicly and dating Brandon
Brandon abusive af
Shane one called Ilya in Bos for help
Rescued in Mtl by the plea and Ilya
Went back to Brandon
Left Brandon again went to pikes -
I'll meet you at the cottage by windoq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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“Hi Milana,” he murmured, voice gentle. “I’m Ilya, your father’s brother. Did your mama tell you I was coming over?”
Milana nodded and pulled her bottom lip into her mouth, gaze contemplative as Ilya held out a hand to her. He didn’t touch her, didn’t broach the barrier of the doorframe, just held his palm out, a gesture of vulnerability, exposing soft skin. When he’d been a child, listening out for the sound of his father’s footfalls down the hall, trying to guess at what mood the man was in that day, if today was a day he would likely be hit, those gestures of vulnerability–upturned palms, tears on cheeks–had been the only thing he’d trusted. The wounded animal in his sternum reaching out for comfort, seeking safety in the fragility of others. Proof that he wasn’t the weakest one.
Or: After spending Christmas with the Hollanders Ilya realises he has unfinished business in Moscow; namely, saying goodbye to his mother's grave and recovering the pieces of his history. Before meeting Shane at the cottage for their second summer together - and before upending his life and moving to another country once again - Ilya decides to return to his home city and attempt to lay his past to rest.
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- Part 5 of The Boston Year
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Lost in Translation by toxik_angel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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Shane Hollander left Ilya's lap and was swept up in Rose Landry as Ilya watched from the other side of a screen. None of his teammates knew what had gotten under their captain's skin, and they didn't know what to tell him when a bad concussion took his memory.
It didn't take long for Ilya to figure it out, because Shane didn't take everything with him when he left.
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
14 Jun 2026
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Ch 8
Ilya lost memories post tuna melt
Now boyfriends with Shane
Shane out as gay to Hayden and parents
Ilya just out to cliff - Ilya big depressed
Shane learning Russian -
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The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center
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Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
14 Jun 2026
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Ch 16
Situationship era outed by tape during game in Bo’s
Ilya was planning tuna melt date
Raiders good, Parents there, svet flew in
Ilya can’t go to Russia- yeam helping with asylum
Public as boyfriends- Have not yet said ily
Metros bad - cruel to Shane, Bos players want him to join
Ilyas dad calls him - Ilya very upset -
In Different Circumstances by SlothyButt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“Mic’ing us up? Did I hear that right?” Hunter questions.
“Someone in PR thought it would be funny to hear the three of you during all of your games,” Coach LeClaire explains, “The idea got out and spread like wildfire.”
“Huh,” Hunter responds.
“It would be funny to hear me,” Ilya corrects, “I am funny. The other two are boring.”
He hears Hollander huff out a laugh and bump shoulders with him as Hunter continues to ask questions. Casually glancing over to the other man, he sees a small smile playing at his lips. His eyes, though, there was a gleam that he hadn’t seen before. He wasn’t certain what it could mean, but it couldn’t be good for Ilya.
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Or what if Shane had stayed with Ilya that night in Boston?
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- Part 1 of For O bāchan's Adopted Commenters
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14 Jun 2026
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Shane’s grandma is the shit
Shane knows Ilya loves him but hasn’t said
No tunameltdown, still involved
Scott out, rose & svet relationship, rose beard
Publicity tour- we’re able to spend time together
Ilya dad just died
Planning on going to the cottage -
First Love/Late Spring by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jun 2026
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After the Tuna Melt Incident, Shane and Ilya gradually started drifting apart. Texts became more scarce, hook-ups less frequent and feelings pushed aside until, in the moment of absolute panic, Shane ghosted Ilya fully.
Now, three years later, Shane Hollander and Rose Landry are engaged. Shane's life finally seems to be going in the right direction. No distractions, great girl, lots of hockey.
And then the new season starts and trades between teams happen.
And Ilya Rozanov, whom Shane promised himself to forget, is suddenly on the same team.
And, worst of all, he becomes the Alternate Captain.- Language:
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13 Jun 2026
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Ch 33
Both in Montreal (team and coach good)
Ilya niece died of Luke is in Russia- grief
Engaged and public-very fresh
Ilya admits depression going through grief - raw -
What Happened in Vegas by Nara816
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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After Shane is injured, Ilya cannot keep his composure and reveals what they have been hiding for years- they're married and have been since a drunken awards night in Vegas 2014.
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
12 Jun 2026
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Ch 6
Shane & Ilya get married drunk in 2014 vegas after 4 months no talk post Sochi
2017 Shane hurt during game Ilya goes to hospital -
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Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. He constantly seeks him out and neither his teammates or coach seem to care. Shane doesn't know what to do. Ilya finds him after one of the attacks and he is not going to let Thompson get away with what he has done.
Hayden Pike becomes involved and together they try to help Shane through the aftermath. And keep him safe when it turns out things aren't over...
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 63
Shane attacked & raped as a rookie by Thompson another Mtl player, team did nothing
Others attacked previously- Shane/ilya gathered support and went public
Shane joined Boston- out to family and few friends
Trial ongoing
1st game in Montreal, Bos won but brutal- crowd bad team had to switch hotels
jj told Shane he had been drunkenly sleeping with Thompson for 6 yrs (abuse), Thompson was one who trashed Shane’s apt -
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“I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”
The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.
“They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”
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News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.
Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 4
Right after Sochi
League issue, Shane traded to Bos for pr
Ilya new capt -
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“Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
Cliff gapes at him.In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.
But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.
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09 Jun 2026
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Ch 13/>
Shane injured in Bos, Ilya freak out
Bears find out relationship - all good
Parents ok
Bears team want Shane to join
Ilya took puck to the ribs, in Ottawa visiting Shane -
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Shane hasn’t been new on a team since his rookie season. He hasn’t had to walk into a locker room full of guys he doesn’t know since he was nineteen. That first year in Montreal had been one of the most exhausting of his life, and the hockey had been the least of it.
Boston’s locker room will be easier than Montreal's, Shane thinks. Hopes.
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- Part 3 of all the stars aligned
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
09 Jun 2026
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Cannon until cottage
Issue in Mtl preseason, Shane leaves to play in Boston
Married/trade etc all within 1 week
Season just started -
let the sun only shine on me through a falling sky, i’ll be alright by ptrick65
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 May 2026
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"I did not realize until you got here, how much they do not realize what a Montreal locker room actually sounds like."
--or, a slight A/U where Shane didn't stay in Montreal after the cottage just because he wanted to or because he thought it was expected of him and those years after he came out to his team had been worse than he lets on
---OR, Shane acquires a Russian duckling, finally sets the record straight with his man, goes full 'protect the rookie' mode when his duckling is checked during a game in Montreal, and learns how to be part of a team again (in that order)
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Bookmarked by Secret_reader46
08 Jun 2026
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Ch 7
Post cannon
Shane on centaurs
Russian player Val from Mtl team joins
Shane ptsd from mtl
Now beginning to tell Ilya about it