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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Julian wakes up after having a nightmare and, having fought the shadows of the night, seeks out his parents bedroom.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    AWEE WHAT A CUTE FAMILYY

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Even before he ever knew John, he knew him, can’t remember a time when that wasn’t true. Sure, he might not have known his name, or ever spoken to him. But he’s certain they must’ve passed each other a dozen times on buses and in shops and just walking round the streets of Liverpool. So Paul knows that they weren’t ever truly strangers. And now looking back at those memories that maybe aren’t even real memories, just pictures in his head of things that may or may not have actually happened, Paul is also certain he must’ve loved him even then. That loving John has just been his constant state. His past, present, and future.

    If time is a circle that loops back on itself and repeats, then Paul’s love for John is the only real proof he has of that concept.

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    Something breaks in India. Beginning in the time period right after Brian’s death, this is a story that takes us from England to India, to New York, and then back to England again as Paul tries to mend something that may no longer be mendable.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    THANK GODDD IT DIDNT END SAD i was dreading that it would

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    It was a month after John died that he started showing up in Paul’s house, which was just fucking typical of him.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    AUUGHH THIS IS SO GOOD AND LOWK SAD :(

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    23 Jun 2026

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    AUGHH STOP THIS ENDED SO SADLY THE THOUGHT OF BEING SO CLOSE AND INTIMATE WITH ONE ANOTHER JUST TO GO TO BEING “just nobody” IS SICKENING IM SICK IM SOBBIF AUFGTGG

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    After Now and Then is released, John comes for a visit.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Technically old man yaoi 💔💔