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    This work is a translation. Original author: 隔壁老王
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    There is a precise science to aerodynamics, and there is a shrouded mystery to a poem. Chuuya is a ghost who refused to leave, anchored by the weight of a past he cannot change. Dazai is a living man who refuses to stay, drifting aimlessly toward his own end. In a small apartment filled with smoke, unspoken secrets, and ruined suicide attempts, they find themselves trapped in a beautiful, agonizing orbit around one another.
    The whole story is about 200k words

    Summary from the original author 隔壁老王
    Dazai Osamu has been feeling really down lately. His apartment is haunted, and he keeps failing at suicide attempts. He's so unlucky.
    The ghost mocked him: "Look at the plus side, it’s better than being alive but paralyzed for the rest of your life, right?"
    *A modern-day movie Ghost
    *aka "My House Has a Beautiful Ghost" (but not really)

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    03 Jul 2026

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    “You’re a fucking Romeo,” Chuuya shakes his head, pushing Dazai in the shoulder but not enough to let him fall.
    Dazai looks at him with a smile in his eyes, whispering back:
    “You’re a fucking Juliet.”

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Dazai's plan to stop Fyodor involves sacrificing his life. He should have known that even the best-made plans are useless when there’s someone like Chuuya out there, who just won’t stop saving him.

    A journey of growing and growing old together.

    [or: chuuya saves dazai's life by linking their souls & lifespans together]

    [cover art by @Behaxeltzi]
    [COMPLETE as of 11/30/19]
    [cover by yue-san!]
    [in Vietnamese!]

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    25 Jun 2026

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    “Chuuya, what—?”

    Chuuya grasps at Dazai’s bolo tie, fingers shaking and cheeks turning paler by the minute.

    “I had nowhere else to go.”

    Or: Shot during a mission, Chuuya crawls to the only person he trusts — his traitor ex-partner.
    Russian translation: here

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    20 Jun 2026

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    "The only way out is to pass all of the tests," Nora said brightly, "If you don't, you stay here forever. I'd love the company."

    "Forever?" Chuuya winced at that. There was no way in hell he was staying here forever. Especially not with Dazai.

    "Oh, don't worry," she said, "you don't actually stay here forever." Chuuya waited for the catch.

    "Only until you starve to death. Then you die."

    Amazing.
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    Five tests to prove the depth of your bond.

    Chuuya and Dazai get trapped inside of an ability made sigil. Now there's a creepy lady telling them that in order to get out they need to complete five tests.

    If they don’t pass they’ll just stay there forever or die, but no biggie, right?

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    20 Jun 2026