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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    another time being obsessed with the finished word count on a lovely fic that I want to come back to

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    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do

    7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account

    7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes

    Shandry's Third @shaneybaby

    HOLY FUCK

    7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes

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    02 May 2026

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    Five times Ilya lied (but not really) to his teammates about Shane, and one time he didn’t have to.

    Inspired by two Cliff Marlow lines: In the airport, when their game with Montreal gets cancelled and he tells Ilya, “Whoever she is, she’s gonna get over it,” and the scene in the locker room when he says, “Wow, this Montreal girl works you up, brother—you’re straight up blushing, Roz.”

    Or, the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years

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    12 Feb 2026

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    "Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."

    He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."

    Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU

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    07 Feb 2026

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    They don’t have a crush. It’s just *weird* that Lupe has spent over three years being cold to Jess for no reason. Jess refuses to graduate without winning her over. That’s all.
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    The problem is that Lupe has spent three years not getting to know Jess McCready, and she doesn’t have any interest in starting now. She opens up instagram and scrolls through Jess’s profile, then sighs and puts down her phone. The photo reel doesn’t tell her anything she didn’t already know: that Jess loves girls, playing hockey, and weed, in that order. It’s not a lot to work with. And listen, Lupe doesn’t care about getting /Jess/ a good gift, but she’s the co-president. She can’t half-ass Secret Santa. Carson would kill her.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    “I’ve never really had a place that’s mine. Not since leaving home, and that never felt like mine anyways. I can see the appeal, but … it’s never felt like something I could have.”

    “Well, you’ve got this place now,” Jess says, nudging her ankle. “For as long as you want it, long as you don’t mind sharing.”

     

    Or; Fellas, it is gay if your hermano brings you to a remote cabin with only one bed for the winter?
    (Yes, but it’s gonna take them a while to figure it out.)

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    12 Nov 2025

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    Or, Six Times Simon Said "Hey," and One Time He Didn't

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    09 Sep 2025

  8. Rec 15

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    Taivan Week 2025: Parenthood

    It feels like an especially cruel trick of fate; a kid with light brown eyes and skin, dark curls, and a sarcastic little smile.

    “We should get going,” Van says.
    Meg pulls back. “What’s this place called again?”
    “It’s called Wiskayok, New Jersey,” Van says. “I grew up there.”

    (Van accidentally adopts a teenager, Taissa is divorced and depressed. Taivan as parents in 2019).

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    05 Aug 2025

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    "So let's just run through that again, shall we?" Penny says, turning towards the family tree she's scrawled across her whiteboard. "Your wife-to-be is still in a coma. Her family, who adore you, have no idea that your entire relationship is fake. And now,” she circles Baz’s name, “now you fancy her step-brother?”

    Simon shrinks down in his seat. "Well, when you put it that way, you kinda make me sound mental.”

    [A very lonely Simon accidentally gains a whole family for Christmas / a 'While You Were Sleeping' AU]

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    12 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i can't believe it took me so long to read this lovely fic!! (made me tear up at work award)

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    “I thought, I mean,” Taissa begins, speaking quickly, “If you’re going around kissing girls you barely know, and you feel bad about it, maybe you could just kiss me instead, and it would be better for everyone.”

    Van’s eyes widen. 

    OR: Taissa, who is obviously heterosexual, finds out Van is a lesbian and she is so, so normal about it! (a no-crash high school Taivan origin story)

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    22 Apr 2025

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    AMAZING WORK FROM GREENIE AS ALWAYS

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    Jess and Lupe celebrate their anniversary over five years.

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    Happy (belated) Valentine's Day! Have a little fluff complete with a Shania Twain title.

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    13 Apr 2025

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    Sometimes, when Jean shows up, the soft rev of his motorcycle announcing his arrival, James joins him and they work in comfortable silence together. Other times, James steps into his backyard after a day out of the house, and the only signs Jean has been there are the neatly trimmed bushes, weedless soil, and a basket full of fresh vegetables sitting on the back steps.

    5 AM for a student-athlete who had played a tough game the night before is just too early for James to let slide. He sighs and flicks on the coffee machine before making his way outside.

     

    Or, a collection of moments where Jean gardens and Rhemann helps his kid heal.

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    19 Mar 2025

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    Dex was supposed to have a fancy job in some city upon graduation, but his plans changed once his uncle died and left the family home in Maine to him. Without immediate obligations of their own, Nursey, Chowder and Farmer follow Dex up there to help him clear it out and clean it up.

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    03 Mar 2025

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    “My parents are going to DC next week,” she mumbles into Van’s sweatshirt. She’s tired—they’ve been up since five—but Jackie’s decided that the ride home should be an all-out ABBA singalong.

     

    Taissa has the house—and ideally Van—to herself. She forgets about team bonding. And Van's mom.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    “You don’t have to take care of me, Will.”

    “That’s not what I’m—”

    “It is,” Nursey interrupts gently.

    Dex takes care of him in so many ways that Nursey can’t even name them all. Not only with coffee and cleaning and handy work, he just cares. He wants to know how Nursey is, checks in on him; there’s a touch of love behind it all that makes Nursey delirious and hopeful if he thinks about it for too long.

    Dex blinks a few times before his eyebrows pull together in thought. “What if I like taking care of you?”

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    17 Jan 2025

  16. Rec 71

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    “No,” Dex says, not looking up from his homework, the moment that Nursey bursts through the door of the basement bungalow. The man has at least finally learned to knock first, though he never actually waits for Dex to answer.

    “I didn’t even say anything yet,” Nursey pouts.

    Dex keeps his eyes fixed firmly on the textbook on his desk, refusing to glance back over his shoulder and see whatever stupid expression Nursey is probably making at him. Nursey has a full arsenal of expressions at his disposal that all seem tailormade to chip away at Dex’s steady resolve. And it’s been getting harder and harder over the years not to let anyone see that, especially Nursey.

    “You didn’t have to,” Dex says. “I could hear you psyching yourself up on your way down the stairs.”

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    10 Jan 2025

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    Most of my monk universe smut in chronological order, aside from drabbles and a prequel story.

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    10 Nov 2024

  18. Rec 53

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    “It’s just,” Nursey starts and stops. He heaves a breath that feels like it takes about forty-five years to complete. “When was the last time you felt absolutely and breathtakingly alive, ya know?”

    Dex crosses his arms over his chest. “When was the last time you consumed something other than coffee?”

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    14 Oct 2024

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    Jess swings back up on the horse, looking down at Lupe, her face now shaded by Lupe’s own stolen hat. The whole picture is unfairly hot, and Lupe is definitely mad about it, and that’s why she’s breathing so fast.

    Jess gazes down at Lupe, still smirking. “You have yourself a good day, now,” she murmurs, and it sounds like a threat, or a promise, or maybe even an offer. All manner of things that Lupe doesn’t know how to process.

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    Vigilante Jess (not much of a criminal) tries every trick in the book to seduce Sheriff Lupe (preoccupied with a missing kitten). Chaos, of course, escalates.

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    01 Oct 2024

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    scene to draw? ch 4

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    Baz was perfectly content with his life the way it was; focusing on his studies of art restoration, avoiding going clubbing with Dev and Niall, staying up too late, and making snide remarks towards his unrequited crush in art history class. But a prank by Dev leaves a complete stranger blowing up Baz's phone, turning everything he thought he knew about love and friendships inside out.

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    01 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i simply love a texting fic

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