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the syntax of things by YewBark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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“Can I do anything?” Shane asks, and Ilya has to squeeze his eyes shut because he can’t let himself cry a second time tonight.
The missing scene from the hotel in Tampa, with lots of self-torturing Russian inner monologue.
UPDATE: now with part 2, featuring a Canadian man doing his best
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16 Feb 2026
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Don’t let this darkness fool you by gigglyballs
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is not okay, and he’s been hiding it for too long. One night in May changes everything and Shane is forced to face the cost of loving someone who is hurting. Luckily Hayden and his mom help him along the way.
Or Ilya Rozanov tries to kill himself
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14 Feb 2026
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Tomorrow, he'll call Shane and apologise. He'll fix what he broke. He doesn't want Shane to be angry at him anymore.
He doesn’t remember swerving to avoid a merging truck.
He also doesn’t remember hitting the tree.
Or: Ilya gets into a car accident. Shane is there to pick up the pieces.
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20 Jan 2026
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Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”
Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.
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20 Jan 2026
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"He stumbles to a halt, choking out a painful breath as his chest tightens into a fist. The pain in his shoulders, which had faded in all the drama, rushes back in. Blinking snowflakes off his eyelashes, his lips crack open to fill his lungs with numbing cold air. In-out, in-out. Slowly he manages to uncurl his back. He grimaces. Then he starts jogging home through the heavy falling snow. He needs to get warmed up. Inside and out.
Chris comes home a couple of hours later to find Jensen passed out in the bathtub, with the hot tap trickling steadfastly, and an empty bottle of Jack bobbing in the scalding water."
Or, it’s been a year since Jensen’s mother died and all that trauma has just been waiting to sneak up on him.
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- Part 7 of Sex and coffee
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02 Jan 2025